After talking with her parents, her sister, her brother, and others who had been supporting Terri and her family for years, this is the poem that was given to me from deep within.
I can only ask that you take it to heart and then decide whether or not you think Terri should be killed by starvation.
The Evil PersonThere is a secret that the world must know
Please, don't let them kill me
I know you think that I am a vegetable
And many thinks its OK to pull my
feeding-tube and let me die
But please tell me why
Why would you agree to help finish
killing me;
When they pulled my tube
And I was not fed for six days
I begged for food and was denied
You couldn't hear my cries
Because you did not listen close
enough to your heart;
Please, don't let them kill me
I am alive! And I want to live!
There is a secret that the world must know
Please, don't let them kill me
I am not a vegetable
On the day I feared for my life
An angel came to me and covered me
With his wings
so that I would be safe from the evil person
who had tried to destroy my life;
For thirteen years I have watched as life passed me by
But I would not dare let that evil person know that
that I know what he did to me;
He comes in to my room
and prays for me to die
He has even tried a time or two
Tomake his death wish for me come true.
But no one knows that but me;
And if you let them kill me
my blood will be on your hands too.
You can never know how it feels
to watch those you love crying
and not be able to comfort them.....
For fear that that evil person would find out,
and maybe hurt them too.
This evil person tells everyone that he loves me
Of course he does. That is why he wants me dead
I am alive! And I want to live!
Please, don't let them kill me.
The angel keeps on telling me that it is my fear
That keeps me under his wing
I am just so afraid
I am afraid that evil person will again try to chock
the life from my body;
I really want to show myself
my family would be so happy
but I can't not yet!
The evil person is to near.......
I am afraid to even show a tear.
My angel tells me that the good in people
shall one day show itself to protect me
And I keep asking "when?"
-Janice Sanford (Oct 27,2003)