Heart
Mood:  down
Topic: pain
Heart
Mine bleeds with the effort
Of overcoming my past
the strength inside
dripping out
The pain i feelt coming back
in this time and place
A warning that the future
is probably dark and gray
My heart bleeds as i see
others hurting insted of me
I take up the burden of pain again
To save another the heart break
To me it is a sacrifice
but one well worth it
Written by The Gray Lady

Joy and Hope
Mood:  down
Topic: cautionary tale

Joy comes easily in these exciting times
Joy is a fickle thing
It can be gone so fast
In the blink of an eye it’s gone
That’s when hope comes in
It brings you up
When joy rushes out
It lets you heal
Get back what you have lost
When joy comes back
Hope is waiting
To take over in the
Darkness

Trust
Mood:  quizzical
Trust
Do you know the word
This is a word thatt can cause
Great loyalty and great suffering
To take a bullet for someone
Shows awesome strength
But without trust
You could never let someone
Take a bullet for you
Trust is something that is there sometimes
But never always
It is the truth behind every action
The excess of trust
Or lack of it
Can prove dangerous
You can trust to much and
Get your heart ripped out
You can trust to little and
Never know a lovers touch
I wish i knew
What it is like to trust
Because unfortunately
I cannot

Myself
Topic: reflective
Myself
How do you know yourself?
Do you look in your soul?
Can you find it alone?
What if you lose it?
Can you get it back?
I have lost myself
I want to find it
But how
I want to wash away my past
Maybe myself is under it
How can i wash away the past
While living in the future
The answer is i can not
To wipe away the past
I have to relive my past
And know again the torture i felt
The thing that keeps me going
Is that i know
When i come Back from my past
I will be all the stronger for it
and maybe just maybe
I will find something there
Myself