I
just went thourgh major recontruction. If any broken links exist
please let me know.
Alittle about my
ancestors
that
makes me proud
of them.
For their strength
they had during
those rough times
I want to shout out to all the people who
have supported me throughout these last few years. I have one special
friend who I love dearly and he knows who he is.
LOVE YA,
MY FRIEND.
Also to my sisiter,
I am so proud of you. Keep your
chin up and spririt strong. I am always here for you.
What a long and different journey we are
on.
LOL!!!
Wanna link back here's
a banner.
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to the graphics unless otherwise stated by the sites owner then a banner
is provided. If I have over looked a banner here. Please let
me know and I will add it as soon as possible.
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RIP MY LOVE
He lost his battle against cancer. He fought hard just liked
he loved me. I am so very proud of you, Sweetie.
I have been asked many times
why I picked Shadow Walker as my name.
I have thought hard and
it picked me. Alittle background on what I was going through at the
time. I remember about 1 year ago I was going through a terrible
time. I thought I was actually going to lose my mind. There was something
that felt like was trying to come out of me from under my skin. I
felt like I needed to check out the dark side of paganism. I did
for about 4 months and it seemed to help me alittle. Nothing changed for
a few month and then I had talked to my sister and she was still asking
me about being a vampire. Which was something I had been denying
for over two years. I have more info on this page. It
was a major transformation for me to do that. My whole outlook on
things had changed. Amazing how changing your name could change the
way you think about your path (journey, religion) How I think about
my mundane life is still the same though. I still have to deal with
depression my husband and all but that's ok. Here's what I tell people
about my name.
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"I
walk the boundary of light and darkness. My shadow walks in
the safety of the light and my soul walks within the beauty of the
darkness."
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That is basically what I
feel about my name and the feeling it gives me.
It expresses how I really
feel about my life. I feel safer walking in the shadows. I
don't mind being on the outside looking in because I have others who are
there with me and so I am not all alone. Anyone who decides
to get to know me will find that I am very caring and a dedicated friend.
I will do what I can to make someone feel that they are special and worth
something. Or even if they don't feel like they do matter they at
least know that they mean the world to me.
^O^ VvvV
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