Rise and Fall

Tuesday, 24th June

Hmmm today is the 24th! So that means my birthday is only...6 months away! lol. I start getting excited around bout now. Cuz 6 months goes fairly quickly, when you think about it. The past six months have flown by for me anyway.

Anyway, I wont get into my birthday blab yet, I'll wait until at least October lol. Today was school, it wasn't that bad. Tuesday's are okay for some odd reason. The other days seem to drag on longer. Well, theres only 4 more days for me now woohoo! Winter hols will be soo boring though. No beach, no nice weather, not really. Speaking of the beach, I did go there the other day. It was freezing! I only went in to my knees, and I was only in for about 10 seconds, but when I came out I was so cold and I couldn't feel my feet anymore. But it was still fun. I wanna get down their with my camera, and take pics of all the surfers and body boarders hehe. And waves, I love waves, but hate them at the same time.

I got the new Harry Potter book! I'm nearly finished only about 150 pages to go. It's not bad, though I don't think it was as good as the last but I haven't finished it yet so maybe I'll change my mind. I haven't read any spoilers on it yay, I want to be surprised when I read it. Anywayz thats what I'm gonna do in a minute, and I don't feel much like writing anyway so byez :)
Krissy babbled @ 8:09pm

Monday, 16th June

Ahhh back to school tomorrow :( I'll probly have some work to catch up on. Not much though, so thats good. I hired out some video's today, I haven't had a chance to watch them yet though. Maybe later, I'm kinda tired so maybe not lol.

Hmm so lets see...my weekend pretty much sucked as usual. Ah I suppose it wasn't that bad. I was just really tired and I didn't wanna go out but I ended up going out and today when I finally got a chance to rest I felt like absolute shit. So I didn't really rest that much.

Good news tho! I lost 2 kilos in weight at least. So big happy though I'm absolutely starving. But I'll ignore that. Argh I'm worrying bout this work placement thing. All of the places I've looked at don't really fit anything I want to do. And it seems pointless to get stuck into a place where you aren't even gonna benefit from it. But anyway...I think I might watch one of those movies after all. I have four to choose from, 2 I've already seen, 2 I haven't. I'll go have a look at them now and see which one I feel like watching.
Krissy babbled @ 8:08pm

Friday, 13th June

Hmmm....I'm tired, but I'm not going to bed. I'm talking to my friend, and I don't feel like sleeping. I can sleep in tomorrow anyway. I stayed up too late last night and was too tired to get up for school this morning. I wont stay up late on a school night again, lol. Bad idea.

Urgh my arm is aching so bad! I can barely type now lol. Stupid arm. I'll just type with my right hand cuz it isn't aching. Tho its starting to. Bah I dunno what to write, I haven't done anything that exciting in the past few days. Today I didn't do much cuz I was too tired to, and yesterday I had school. Which was boring as usual. I have to do work experience soon, bah. I'll probly get stuck at some stupid place I hate or something. I suppose you never know though. The week after I finish that I'm going away so yay, at least something to look forward to. And two weeks off school *big smile*. Sometimes I wish I was just finishing school off this year like im supposed to. But I know I couldn't have, so it's no use thinking about it. But still. *sigh*.

I hate how I think lately. I feel icky, and fat and all that and I know I'm not, but I still think it and I hate it. It's weird how you obsess over something you dont even want to obsess about. Like me with my weight, and my stupid diets. Nobody tells me I'm fat, they tell me I'm not, but I look at all those people who are so skinny, and think I should be like that, and I hate thinking like that. I want to accept myself as I am but its not gonna happen so hence, all the stupid diets. *sigh again* I dont even know if that made any sense at all.

On a brighter note, I've been using my camera I got for christmas more lately. Its fun to see how the pictures will turn out. Some came out really good, others came out weird, but I like the effect they had. I'm gonna use my black and white film next probably cuz I wanna do everybody's portrait. And it'd be good to have some black and white landscapes. Though I've never used it before so who knows how its gonna turn out. At least its fun taking the pics.

Anyway I think I've complained enough for one night lol. It's good to get it all out though. I'm off to...I dunno...relax, if its possible.
Krissy babbled @ 10:40pm

Wednesday, 11th June

Urgh today was sooo busy! I got up before 8 :( hehe, had some brekky, got dressed, then left! I went and seen my counsellor, which was alright. I get to talk about stuff thats going on with someone who doesnt get offended when I tell them. So its cool going there. Then I went shopping and found this skirt for only $14.95, so I had to buy it hehe. Then mum got me the lip gloss she promised, and I got some of that chrome nail polish by revlon cuz it was only $6.95. Oh and I bought a new wallet, and got most of the stuff fixed up, like my license and bank stuff. So now my savings has gone down by $60, though thats not too bad cuz I expected the wallet to be over $60. Then we went and seen the train ppl, and I got this brochure, cuz I wanna get the best seats when we go on holidays in september. Then I got home for 15 mins, then had to go pick up dad, was home for another 2 hours and then went out to bingo hehe. I didn't win anything though :( But it was fun.

So now I'm home and so tired. I'll most probly go to bed when I'm finished this otherwise I wont be able to get up at 7:30am for school. Ahh I can't wait till the school holidays. Only 3 more weeks after this week.

I started a new diet today! I'm always on diets. I'm gonna try make this one last more than a few months. But I always say that so we'll see how it goes. I had the weirdest burger tonight. It had this weird sauce on it I had to make. With yoghurt. I didn't think I'd like it but it was pretty good. I'll probly have that again soon. Anywayz I'm gonna get my butt moving and go to bed, it's getting late and I'm freezing.
Krissy babbled @ 10:46pm.

Tuesday, 10th June

Finally finally finally! I can almost go to bed cuz I've got most of this done. I would never have gotten any of it done if it weren't for Mezzy. Thanks heaps for letting me use your html from your website to get this one up.

I'm gonna keep this really basic, no pop-ups or anything cuz then I just get too lazy to update and never bother, so if it's easy to mantain, maybe I'll keep this going for longer than a month hehe.

I'm so tired, I'm just gonna finish this up and head into bed. Tomorrow is gonna be so busy for me I have tonnes to do, urgh. Gotta go into town for an appointment with my counsellor, gotta check train timetables, go shopping for some stuff, fix up all my license stuff grr and I gotta get up at 8 so no sleep in :( The thought of it is making me more tired, I'm off to bed hehe.
Krissy babbled @ 11:33pm.