i cant get back to slp!!!!!
recently i didnt get much slp, well maybe too many things happened at one
go.......but i m fine.. dun worry (",)
well, went eat sakae sushi
yesterday....... didnt really manage to eat much..... i finally vomited after
four unsuccessful attempts..... feel much better now, just that there is a
little weird feeling going on my stomach.... maybe becoz i think too
much?????
yeah!!!! today is the last day of school, and my LAZY sister is
sleeping soundly in her bed....... she looks so peaceful when she is sleeping,
sometimes while studying late at nite, i like to peep at her..... i cant explain
it, she soothes me..... heeeee... i m really glad to have her to share my
problems, though we do quarrel over small stuff-- and she is always at fault,
well maybe me sometimes, but i like to put all the blame in her.....
lalalala
going out later to bowl with a special fren of mine..... see
ya!
i didnt sleep well last
nite, i was tossing and turning, thinking abt the sms u sent me.......
i m
reali sorry!!! i shudnt screamed at u because of gavin..... i m sorry.... dun
cry because of me, i m not worth it, u will understand it one day.... i seldom
regret abt the decision i made, but i turely regreted this time around... i m
sorry.... i know all along wat you tryin to tell me, its just that i m acting
blur..
* if you like someone because you think that he or she is really
gorgeous....then it's not love- it's ~infatuation~*
*if u like someone
because you share everything with him or her... then it's not love- it's
~friendship~*
i know there is no use saying anything now, u have already
made up ya mind.. all i can say is
i m sorry, i brought so much pain to u
these few mths, i dun ask for you forgiveness..... i'll always be your
frenz..... i'll be there in future, whenever u need me, just turn around and u
can find me........
stan..... i'm sorry
*hugs*
i was so tired last
nite!!!!! hehhe coz i went shopping with my two buddies. sounds funny ah?
i
went out with two guys in one shot, well tat normal, they dun regard me as a
girl! they look upon me as a guy!!!! brrrr..... but it alrite! i love
them.....
we had lots of fun, doing some window shopping, looking at guys(
for them is girls), having dinner with them, the dinner was extremely yummy!!!
maybe becoz we kept on teasing each other....
ARGGGGGGG!!!!! i tried a MANGO
dress yesterday! and i fell in love with it almost immediately the moment i lid
my eyes on it... its white in colour( thats my fav colour =) ) but guess wat!!!!
it costs $100 plus....... well i gotta say its a little too expensive.... i
reali like it alot!!!! if u are reading this, and u think i deserve this dress,
u can drop by the mango outlet in taka and buy it for me.... its on the
display..... heheh
oh ya HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you gavin..... sorry i still
could not find anythin for you :( i tried every shop in heeren, taka and even
city link but still i could it.... well maybe there is one i like it a lot!! is
a GUESS t-shirt. i think u will look great in it- like wat u said abt me last
time ;). hey tell me you size later and i get it for u!!! hahaha i think my
buddies they all gonna struggle me yesterday, coz i was mentioning about u all
day! they can even guess wat i wanna say... haha...
haiz..... my buddies kept
tellin me " hey there got a guy keep seeing u" arggggggg
i reali hate it-
gettin too much attention from guys everytime i go out!!!! hey! dun think i m
too sensitive or wat!!! i m not the one who spot it but my frenz... wat so nice
abt lookin at me???? argggggggg!!!!! its not that i m not normal, its jus tat i
dun like gettin attention from strangers!!!!i mean u cant read their mind, dun
know wat the hell they are thinking.......
do they look at u coz u look like
an alien??? but then why should i care????????
they like they look, y shud i
care abt wat othes think abt me? i dun have to live under their nose rite? i dun
own them a living!!! heheh.......
well i gotta get prepare--- i goin
shopping....
gavin i promise i'll get one special present for u!!!! hey!
wait for me today! i m sorry i didnt wait for u yesterday, i was in the train,u
dun expect me to go back orchard to find u rite? forgive me? :) *hugs*
i was suppose to get up
around 8 plus today to have a morning jog with my fren.
arggggg! she
overslept! well isnt it better? i can sleep longer... i m not a morning person
:)
i m also late for my morning class... hee... well miss my school, thought
that is the place i hate most too! miss my frenz- sharon, strawberry, jesslyn,
the food- espically the yong tao fu in fc1
yummy! i cant wait to eat it
now.... hahah
i made a visit to the library today! finally! i m goin to
introduce u guys a really nice book i found today **PIG** i m not referin to u,
if u admit it. well i got no choice.....
its about a fifteen-year-old boy
danny. when his grandmother dies and his grandfather is sent to a rest home, he
decides to maintain life in their tiny cottage as thought nothing has changed.
An ancident pig provides companionship. but then danny falls in love wit
Surinder, a young Indian neighbor, and suddenly both are faced with
unanticipated dangers as racial tension in their gritty town rears its head. if
u wanna know wats the ending, heheh, go read it urself!
a fren of mine smsed
me, tellin me that he is sad.... strange enough, i think i m always the first
one guys turn to when they are down..... WHY????? is it because i have a
motherly look, well i think i have more like a angelic look :P..... or maybe i
look old, so its better for them to look for me? phew! hack why should i care?
well he refused to tell me what happened in the end.... arggggg..... why guys
like to tell me they are sad, but they dun wan tell me watz wrong???????? how am
i goin to help them in this way??? toot!!! i called he up in the end,
asking..... dun be mistaken, i call him because i care for him as a fren! no
other thoughts.......
haiz guys are weird creatures!!! we are from venus,
they are from mars!!! we will never understand each other! wonderin how is he
now????? cheer up boy!!! if i m not wrong, muz be something to do with
relationships rite? love is the root of all sadness!!!! i was lost too, but
lucky i found my way with the help of my frenz....... hehehhe
guys are
strange.... he call me now to tell me the problem.... heheh.....
catch up
with u guys later!!!!!!
good nite people.....
yeah!
i created my own
blog
tats wat i always wanted!
hehe......
my dreams finally come
true.....
actaully there are lots of stuff happened in this half year...
i
been through ups and downs!
but lucky there are always frenz who i can turn
to
i really wanna thanks u guys
without u, there wont be me!
love u all
*muacks*
especially YOU- wan xuan
u are like a sister to me...
always
there to cheer me up
share my problems-mostly boy and girl
relationships
heeeeeee
sorriew to bother u so much =)
i reali look
forward seeing u
there are lots to catch up with
good night
friendz.....
nite nite
