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How I Feel...

At the risk of sounding corny, but this is what I felt then and this is what I still feel stronger than ever now.
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To my beautiful Siren - I'm sure this website will remind you of a lot of things we shared in Cape Cod. The starry background for example, is to remind you of that night we laid down on a blanket outside of the hostel after we got back from P-Town. Just staring immense number of stars that filled the sky with the moonlight shining over us. To top it all off, we saw a lot of shooting stars to grant each and every wish we had in our minds. Especially starting that night, I couldn't be happier that I saw the shooting stars with you for all my wishes did come true.. :-)

As for the winged female, I'm sure you've already guessed what it is. A beautiful siren that lures unsuspecting sailors to their deaths. Although sirens are no more, I must be the first to notice another siren, which is you. Your beauty keeps distracting me from my driving and a number of times i had to do some quick maneuvering to avoid a collision but at the same time... it was worth the few seconds i could steal just to look at you. Simply put - You are everything I have been longing for... your face, which I have a hard time taking my eyes off of, your personality, sweeter than any candy i tasted... your lip syncing which helped me develop a new love for my age old songs. I don't know how I got this far without having you in my life, but right now couldn't be a better time!

Last, but not the least... the image of Snow White above should remind you of the time when we were on top of Mt. Holyoke and every time you whistled, a little chipmunk would come hopping near us and I thought that you were like Snow White in that Disney movie where she sang to all of those animals that came to her. Made sure that this picture had a picture of a chipmunk... which also looks like a raccoon.. hmm. Yes, I did see the movie but that was a LONG time ago mind you :-).


Although I wish I could write a song just for you, I had difficulty trying to express my feelings in words that sound good in a poem, which I gathered the courage to recite to you at your prom and now this website is a way for me to elaborate on that poem. Although this may not be as original as my poem, but after some extensive searching, I found just the song that I believe expresses my feelings perfectly! Now to bring back the unforgettable memories of the prom: as when I told you this poem when we took a break from the dance floor. Exhausted, sore but mainly anxious, I gathered up the courage to confess my feelings to you, not knowing how you would react. And even though I had the poem in my pocket, I preferred to recite from memory and here what was I said:

You are everything I have been longing for...

Everything about you, I adore

Every time you are near, your beauty makes me speechless

There's no denying the feelings I have for you

Everything I have said, from the bottom of my heart, is true :-)


This is me, trying to keep up with you :-) Although I seem to be doing a pretty good job and I guess you must be awestruck with that rose I gave you!


Whenever you want to wish for something, here's a shooting star ready to grant every one of your wishes

and I sure hope they do come true!

And now to elaborate my feelings about you...

Time, I've been passing time watching trains go by
All of my life
Lying on the sand watching seabirds fly
Wishing there could be someone waiting home for me
Something's telling me it might be you
It's telling me it might be you
All of my life
Looking back as lovers go walking past
All of my life
Wondering how they met and what makes it last
If I found the place would I recognize the face
Something's telling me it might be you
It's telling me it might be you
So many quiet walks to take
So many dreams to wake
And there's so much love to make
I think we're gonna need some time
Maybe all we need is time
And it's telling me it might be you
All of my life
I've been saving love songs and lullabies
And there's so much more
No one's ever heard before
Something's telling me it might be you
Yeah, it's telling me it must be you
And I'm feeling it'll just be you
All of my life
It's you, it's you I've been waiting for all of my life
Maybe it's you
Maybe it's you

 

I've been waiting for all of my life.