Sunday,Aug.24th: so todays the day before school starts up again, this should be fun, seeing everyone from last year, and seeing new faces of little freshman, hmm I dunno. I did my hair, Got it cut like two days ago and now I streaked it, I'll get pictures up soon enough! I think that's about it, there's much more I can write about but I need some sleep.I'm off like a dirty shirt!
Some past day
I realized a lot about myself. I learned that I'm to harsh on my art work. I always try to compare my work to others when I realized everyone has different types of ways of showing their artistic ways and just because one person does it one way doesn't mean my way is wrong or ugly. so I just let myself go and did what felt right and came up with some good shit! I'm happy about it now, I think I'll let myself be more free with my work now.
todays tomorrow
Things that happened today
Well, besides the blackout shit, I went to the doctors for a check up and the main surgen came in to talk to me. She's really really sweet. She kept saying she couldn't believe that I went through so much pain for so long with out coming in sooner and that she was really glad that I was okay now because what I had was really serious. I talked to my mom about it later and she told me that yes I could have died if I waited any longer to get it out of me. The virus wasn't a sexually transmited disease. It was from other things. And it had been going on for about a month or so. But of course. Me being me, every time I was in pain I just did sit ups and ignored the pain. I thought it was because of my eating or some thing. I was in the hospital for about a week and some odd days which is really hard to believe. This past week has been a recover week for me. But I've also had some fun as well. It's just crazy to think that some thing could have happened when they put me to sleep and I could have not woken up or the virus could have been so bad that I wouldn't have made it. I'm really thankful for all the help I got from the really kind people at the hospital. hehe I was becoming a favorite around there. No kidding. The guy in the ER had tried to get me medical help but he couldn't and felt sooooooo bad about it, he kept checking up on me in the hall way but that didn't make me feel any better, my mom said the reason they didn't get to me sooner was because the lady in the front had said I just had some kind of gas back up or some shit which is hella wack cuz I could have died because of that bitch. But some one took care of me. When I went back to the hospital today, I kinda cried a little bit, it was hard thinking about every thing I had just been through. Glad that's over with.
some where in between
Romance me...with your words
August 14, 2003
I'm going camping next week for 3 days which is great because I get to take hella photos of nature which I love doing. But then after that week is over.....school time...O_o I'm scared but excited. I wonder what kind of new people I'll meet and what kind of new memories I'll have. Can't wait.
Those kisses have me addicted.....::sighs::.... OH MAN OH MAN...I get weak in my knees and forget who I am. And then reality BITES me...hehe
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