Please don't cry for me
This was how it's meant to be.
I tried my hardest, I always did,
Yet they still took all I had to give.
I'll always be there, right beside you
I'll be watching over all you do.
Looking on, just a mere spectator...
God's now judging me, as life's little traitor...
I want you to forgive me now
For not being able to find another way out.
Please forgive my inner weakness
As I silently tolerate those beatings which left me speechless.
I wished they all did not despise...
It was THEIR hatred that led to MY demise.
It's hard, living life as the pethtic outcast...
I hope they're happy now, I'm gone at last.
I've brought this all upon myself...
Refusing my need to cry for help.
No More Chances, my mistakes are made...
Now I face the consequences, the edge of this blade.
I'll leave your world without a trace
With vivid dreams of some faraway place.
In this place I'll long to stay...
Reciting the words I'd never say.
I forgive them all, for their phase of fun.
I just hope they get a look at what they've done.
They didn't mean it, I know that.
But it doesn't change this tragic fact.
Punching, Kicking, Yyelling, Screaming.
Biting, Jeering, Laughing, Bleeding.
It all came down to this one night...
My Body, a Note in a room with dimmed light.
This isn't your fault, I promise it's true...
I just want you to realise how much I love you...
I know I wasn't always best at showing it.
I just pray that you were good as knowing it.
With this I bid you farewell...
Remember the story my short life would tell...
They say suicide is for quitters...I've given up trying...
Now all that's left, are the echoes of your crying...
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Molly 03
Nidia 01
Nidia 02
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