~ Teri ~

In life she was a beautiful person with a beautiful heart and soul.

She is now our angel and she is more beautiful than ever before.

She was imperfect and perfect in that. Her imperfections made her who she was.

She was selfishly mine, as she was selfishly yours.

I loved her more than you did, and you loved her more than me.

She smiled her beautiful smile only for me, and she smiled it only for you.

When I wasnt able to be with her she had you, and for that I am eternally grateful.

She lived her life courageously, and she fought her road to the end just as courageous.

We didnt know her pain as it wasnt our's to feel. She fought her battles selfishly and privately, for they were hers alone to endure. She couldnt fight my battles, tho I really wish she could have, since she was stronger than I ever could be. Now that shes an angel she will support me thru my pain, and hold me tight when I cry... because now she is an angel, and she knows what pain has been. Shes stronger than she ever was and now can help me thru. I wonder who her angel was, when she was here with us... I hope her angel was as beautiful as she.

Now that she has become an angel she is able to come to us in our sleep, and kiss us gently on the forehead and smile that sweet sweet smile, and whisper that it will be okay.

Now that she is an angel she can be with us all at once. Her time is not divided now, so there never should be fear shes not with you, and me.

I always knew how much I loved her before, and now I know even more. My love for her before I had declared eternal... and now thats proven true.

How in the world could this happen to me?
the most amazing woman in the world has walked into my life...
she is beautiful and charming and passionate and wonderful.
I fell in love with her the second i touched her...
My soul opened up to her and called so loud that i could feel as well as hear it yelling it 's excited greeting.

She helps me breathe, she makes me high...
i feel intoxicated when i am with her, i feel alive again
i have joy being in her presence.
She's given me a smile i have never felt before,
a smile i feel in my heart and soul.
My heart actually beats now and i feel it

How could i be blessed with such a woman as her?
How is it that she's come to my life at this point?
She smells like Heaven must smell after a soft rain.
Her smile warms me...
She is the most beautiful woman i have ever seen.

When her arms are around me i feel safe,
safe like i have never before felt in my life.
She makes me feel beautiful even when i am not at my best.

She is beauty...
the beauty i have searched for all my life.
Her passion and truth give my world colour and
brightness like never before.

i am so in love with her, and it took only her touch
to confirm this to my heart and soul.

Written by passion's beauty
Sunday, August 06, 2000, 3:51:32 AM

What a vision you behold, your shape is of perfection. With expressive intent you move about the world. You are the gleam of all radiance's. You shine about ones world introducing your effort and pureness to a desolate soul. Casting yourself into life's orbit fearlessly without a shadow of a doubt. Always without hesitation one might capture you, like the caged animal you sing in this circumstance, without inhibition your feelings are of continuance. Your constant desire to reconstruct your emotions and proceed with such reckless abandon patterning yourself for the masterful moment you become unrational and lofty for that charitable attachment when you so successfully have defeated being lonesome. You illustrate the immense resemblance of enlightenment in an imaginative way as if your daydreams have spoken poetry for every hand that touches you could possibly tarnish your figure. So exceptional you are, your enthusiasm and passion is immense through it all you fear nothing for apprehension holds you hostage and the caged bird sings....... after all is said and done you love with your HEART

Madison
Wednesday, 5 July 2000

Find my soul

Find my soul within me
And my soul will set you free
Touch my heart
And we will never part
For my love is the essence of me
My body, my soul, my eternity
So look into my eyes
And you will be lost in my sincerity
For the eyes never lie
And my love for you will never die

Passionate Butch
Monday, August 21, 2000, 12:08:26 AM

Unconditional Love

To be unconditionally loved is our birthright, and we are so love by God. We desire just such love from another, and we deserve it; yet, it's a human quality to look for love before giving it.Thus many of us search intently for signs of love.

Too many of us are searching, rather than loving. Truly loving another means letting go of all expectations. It means full acceptance, even celebration of another's personhood. Not easy, but so rewarding, to ourselves as well as to the one who is the focus of our love.

Love is a balm that heals. Loving lightens whatever our burdens. It invites our inner joy to emerge. But most of all, it connects us, one with another. Loneliness leaves. We are no longer alienated from our environment. Love is the mortar that holds the human structure together. Without the expression of love, it crumbles. Love will come to us, just as surely as we give it away.