..wow.. long time no write yea?? hell yeah man!.. wtf?. haha i fergot i even had this.. i was jhuss reading over some of the entries i wrote.. en wow man.. that was over the summer.. wen me en marr were struggling.. :( .. succs... but now.. u guys as u can see.. its november.. november the 27th.. which means marr is gone... sucks.. REAL BAD.. cause ive never loved someone so much man.. realli.. the last night i was w/ him.. man.. it was so hard.. yall just have no idea how i felt man.. it felt like mai heart was crying.. en like.. when he had gave me the ring the other night.. i was so in'love.. b'c to see that i was mad over what had happened that night.. well.. it was kind of silly.. not then ofcourse.. but now.. god i miss him.. he wrot eme a couple days ago.. and man do i fuccin miss him.. en he called me like two nights ago.. i cannot explain in werds how much i miss him.. i love him soo much.. en ill do everithing en anithing fer him... since the beginning.. we grew .. ferst just boyfren material.. then i could see he'd make a good husband.. en now weir so serious about this engagment thing.. i kno weir both young..we.. especially me.. but i dunno if it will work wen he finally gets stationed.. i REALLY hope it does.. god man.. i cant even hold mai self from tearing.. i mean its cuz .. time changes people.. it seperates people.. and what makes me en marr so different from the rest of the people in the werld??.. i just need him rite now..
arite challs.. im outtttie..
i love you ramarr lynn davis..! .. :( hurri home please..