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Welcome to My Corner

Welcome to My Corner of the World.
I just wanted to let everyone know that when
my husband passed away February 10, 2005
I have not been able to go on.
We were together for 40 years and my heart
broke completely.

I loved him dearly as I did our son and miss
them both so much I don't think my heart will
ever be the same or I will ever love like that
again. I just want to believe that my heart will
Go On!

Please excuse the fact that I haven't updated in
a while but I will get my life back again.

At first I couldn't believe this happened to me.
Then I finally got myself together again and
realized that God must have a plan for me.
Why would he leave me so alone with no one to love?
I have our puppy Midnight who will be 5 soon and
she most certainly takes the place of a child
to me.

I don't think I would have made it to today if
it weren't for her.

Thank you for waiting for me. I am working now
on getting a new site up and running to include
my husband.
I most certainly belive in Angels
since they have helped me survive this past year.
Thank you and I will again be inspired to write
again.

The poem I wrote about Mother's Day came to me
when I was at work one day just before that day.
My heart was breaking apart for all the love I
had and wanted to share - but to who?
My emotions and words just came to me that day
and I wanted to share my heartfelt feelings.

I created this site after learning how to
make web pages through a special group
"Heavens Angels".

What began as a class project just grew
and grew while I learned more and more
on creating pages and links now.

So now I am going to redo the whole site
with a new design with separate pages and
links to take you where you would like to go.
This will take some time so you will have to
please bear with me while I work on them.

I do not want to close my site while under
construction so I will more than likely be
transferring everything over to a new address.

I also decided to add a lot of new items,
some new poems and graphics for your enjoyment.

In the meantime please take your time while
visiting and also sign my guest book to let
me know you were here. Your visits are important
to me. Thank you and enjoy.

I am proud to be a member of the
Heavens Angels group.

This dedication is to honor
all the Angels who have been so kind,
sharing and generous with their love,
support and talents.

I found this group one day while browsing
the web looking for Angel pages.
Since I truly believe in Angels, and I was
thinking about my son,
I wanted to gather some things for the
Memorial site I wanted to create.

I know that I was guided there for a reason.

I will always be grateful to the Angel
that guided me to the Heavens Angels group.

When I joined the group I was
warmly welcomed by all the Angels.

I joined the "Scrolling Angels Cloud" because at
that time I wasn't sure where I could fit in.
I never belonged to an online group before.
I decided to join the Scrolling Angels Cloud
because I was new to all this not realizing just
how wonderful this would be from that day on.

Considering my graphic and html skills were limited
I thought I better start out slow
until I became more comfortable with what
I was doing.

I have been a Heavens Angel since January 2003,
I feel like they are my family.
They have given me the strength to carry on
by sharing in their loving and caring ways.

Since I have been a member of Heavens Angels
everyday I look forward to sharing, caring
and just being there for each other.

Heavens Angels share the true meaning of love,
friendship, caring and sharing.
I want to thank all the Angels for being there
especially when I really needed them the most.

I believe that anyone who has suffered the loss
of a loved one should never have to be alone.

Everyone needs an Angel to help them
through pain, sorrow and grief.
This is why the Heavens Angels Group
is so special to me.
This group knows and cares how you feel
when you suffer a loss. They are always there
to help and give support.
Everyone here shares the sorrow and grief
of losing a loved one.

This is for all my Angel friends.

I received the most wonderful Anniversary Gift
pages from the Angels.
Now I have the opportunity with this Dedication
to thank them for all their talents and hard work
in putting it together.
These Anniversary Pages are the most beautiful
and creative gift pages I have ever received and I
will cherish them always.

I would like to share something special with you.
This is a beautiful Angel Memorial image that
was created for my son by Sara Duncan.
Sarah has graciously created this image for my me.
Sara has also used, with his permission,
some of the works of spiritual artist,
Danny Halmbohm in her images.

Danny Halmbohm's Spiritual Art Works
Danny Halmbohm's Spiritual Art Works Click Here

I would like to share this poem with you in memory of my son.

His Journey Has Just Begun

Don't think of him as gone away
his journey has just begun.
life holds so many facets
this earth is only one.

Just think of him as resting
from the sorrows and the fears
in a place of warmth and comfort
where there are no days and years.

Think how he must be wishing
that we could know today
how nothing but our sadness
can really pass away.

And think of him as living
in the hearts of those he touched...
for nothing loved is ever lost
and he was loved so much.

E. Brenneman...
For the Lord shall be thine everlasting light,
and the days of mourning shall be ended.

Isaiah 60:20

This "Aquarius" is in memory
of my son's month of birth.

Heavens Angels created beautiful Memorial Pages
for my son in memory of his Angel Date.

If you would like to view these beautiful
pages and gifts in his memory click on the
picture.

"There is no death
Only a change of worlds"

Visit Heavens Angels you are always welcome.

This graphic was adopted from Angel Dev's Website.

My Awards, Gifts and Poetry

This card is from my HTML Class Teacher
Angel Lady Lynn.
I thank her for all her help and support.

This card is from Guardian Angel DeDe.

My Award from Heavens Angels for winning
1st Place in the "Spring Poem" contest.

Here is my "Spring Poem".

Winter’s End

Another season has come and gone you know
But I won’t miss Old Man Winter’s snow
The trees and flowers are ready to bloom
Can’t say I’ll miss the winter’s gloom

Do you think the sun will be
Out and stay?
I pray Dear Lord thank you for another day.

The ice is melting a little at a time.
The birds are sitting on the
Old clothes line.

I stand here beside the garden gate
Oh, I can hardly wait.
I stand here and anticipate.
To think that spring is coming soon.
Makes me want to sing a happy tune.

As I sit by the warm fire’s glow
Contemplating..Will there still be snow.
My thoughts are drawn to signs of spring
Dear Lord why is winter so lingering?

The crimp and strain of Cabin Fever grows
Will spring be here soon?
Who knows.
I look up in the winter sky
In time to see an eagle fly.

Just to see the grass grow green again
When will spring really begin?
The squirrels and birds were hiding
All winter long
It’s in the sunshine they belong.

Cherish the sun up in the sky
So nice to bid winter goodbye.
Spring will soon be here
In all its glory
Soon to tell another story.

Another year and season gone by
I gaze above into the sky.
God has done his best creating
All of these things.

Thank you Lord
Here comes Spring.

Written By:
Christine Crain
Angel John’s Mom

Heavens Angels had a Limerick Contest
for St. Patrick's Day. These are my awards.

Leprechaun Shenanigans - 1st Place

There was an old Leprechaun
As mean as can be
This little man was just plain ornery
He said “You can chase me but
You will never catch me”.
He ran to the river that was
Swirling and cold
Right there on the bank sat
His huge pot of Gold.
I tried to catch him again and again
I knew I had to be the one
My wild and wonderful journey
Has just begun.
He ran from one side to another
While shaking his fist to
Make me shudder.
I’ll catch him soon and
Get his pot of gold
I will teach him for sure
Not to be so bold!
He ran so fast stumbling and falling
He didn’t even hear me when
I was calling.
So now when he wasn’t looking
I stood there alone and shaking
For now his pot of gold
Was mine for the taking.
I bent down slowly to gather up
His gold.
For sure this will teach him
Not to be so bold.
So now my story had been told
On how I got the Leprechaun’s
Pot of Gold!

Written By
©Angel John’s Mom Christine Crain
3-11-03

I wrote this poem in dedication to all mother's
who have lost an only child or a child
in honor of Mother's Day.
This poem came from deep within my heart
with all my love for my son and my only child.

Mother's Day Alone

A hug a kiss a warm embrace
I surely miss my child's smiling face

Children laughing, playing, smiling to
greet their mothers with joy
Oh Dear Lord how I miss my "baby boy"
For even though he is not here today
My love for him will always stay

I'll always have my memories
deep within my heart
First tooth, first steps, birthdays,
first dance, first car
To me he will always be my shining star
For heartfelt memories never do depart

I'm all alone on this Mother's Day
No child or grandchildren to caress
I know I am and will always be
a mother nonetheless

God now guides him on his way
I will have my memories for today
When he used to wrap his arms around me
And whisper true
I'm in heaven now Mom watching over you

I'll always be there to chase your fears
Please Mom don't shed those tears
You will never really be alone
Because of all the love you have shown

A Mother's love is always true
And that is why you should not feel sad or blue
Just look up into the sky
And as you watch the eagle fly
I have my wings and now can soar
My love for you is ever more

Cherish all the memories of days gone by
My heart is heavy and I sigh
Until I can hold and see you again
I pray Dear Lord where do I begin

A Mother I will always be
To love and cherish the memory
Days gone by both sad and glad
I'm grateful for the time we had
The days go by, the months go by and
Now it's turned to years
My heart is always with you
Through memories and tears

So even though it's Mother's Day
and I am all alone
I will always have my memories
of how our love has grown and
all the joys only a mother has really known.

Written by:
©Angel John's Mom Christine Crain
May 7, 2003

More Awards, Recognitions, Memberships

I am so proud of this Award from the Angels.
Thank you all so much.

I received these awards from Forever Tears.



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