Pages for My Baby
Today is Tuesday, June 17, 2003, and I can't stop thinking about you (It's about 3 in the morning). I want to do everything I could ever possibly do for you, and I want to make your dreams of what love could ever be become more than a reality. I want to give you the world and do things for you that you never could fathom. I love you more than anything in this world and you are one of the few reasons I can face tomorrow. I don't know who you are yet at this very day but I made this website to tell you how much I love you and that I've thought of you long before we ever truly met. Besides, if I truly loved you I would already love you and prepare myself and everything I have for you now. I've talked about you for hours and hours on end with my friends, and I know you will be more to me than life itself. I pray for you every day and I tell God about you and I talk with Him about how beautiful you are and I pray for the safety and health of our children that we don't have yet and I just want to give you and my children things that I never got or could fathom. I pray that God will make me into a good father and that I won't treat you or our children how my parents treated me. All I know is that without God our relationship will never work. I've been through a lot with family problems and no peace but I've prayed continually to God to bless us with a beautiful home and most of all, peace. I just want a peaceful loving home and I know that with you and God that dream could not NOT come true. I don't know if we'll be rich or if we'll be poor or if we'll just be middle class but I do promise to sacrifice all I have for you and our children and that we will grow together in the Lord and that our children will grow up in the Lord. Since I was pretty young I have feared divorce but I know that as long as God is the center of any marriage, divorce is impossible. So may we keep God the center of our marriage and nothing can come between us. I love you more than anything and this website is from the deepest parts of my heart to you. You are the most beautiful and dearest treasure in my life. So enjoy the site and I don't know what this site will look like by the time I show you this. I'm eighteen years old right now but who knows how long it will be before I find you and show you this after our marriage. You're so beautiful and I've resisted so many temptations in life so that I could preserve myself thus far for you, and I pray that I continue to preserve my entire body and heart and soul for you until the day we meet or fall in love. You are my everything and I love you more than words could ever express. I'm not really good with words but I'll try my best to express all the love I have for you. Well, I don't know what else to say except you rock my world and I have loved you since I could remember, I love you now, and I will love you forever.
