You were conceived with love and I loved being pregnant with you. But just as I knew I was pregnant it all was over. First the bleeding, then the cramping, then the dr's verdict, and lots of tears. You are gone now, gone forever. And everyday I think of you. I miss you. I love you. You, Dylan Jamie, whether boy or girl are and wee truely loved. Until the day we meet, you forever will be etched in my heart and soul.
Love Mommy
"Where is my Rainbow?"
An empty crib where a baby might have been.....
An empty womb where the dreams have all caved in.....
I am told not to cry,
For this baby whom I loved.
I am told to forget him,
As though his life never was.
There will be no little rainbow,
In the blue of this sky.
Now a tiny baby-voice is calling,
"Mommy, I must go. Good-bye."
I believed in my rainbow,
And fairytales and golden sun...
Now my world is dark and shadowed,
And a rain of tears has begun.
I pray to God to let them see---
To show them how special this baby was to me.
I pray to God I will understand---
Why I can never hold my baby's hand....
And maybe when this rain of tears is done,
The world will brighten again with golden sun,
And my heart will stop aching with such painful loss,
As a future rainbow's beauty speaks of incredible cost.
By LMK Written for Caleb- 11/3/97
Footprints
by Dorothy Ferguson
How very softly
you tiptoed into my world.
Almost silently,
only a moment you stayed.
But what an imprint
your footsteps have left
upon my heart.
Amanda Perez - Angel
It's been five months since you went away
Left without a word and nothing to say
When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul
But it wasn't good enough for you, no
So I asked God
God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes
And I know it might sound crazy
But after all that I still love you
You wanna come back in my life
But now there is something I have to do
I have to tell the one that I once adored
That they can't have my love no more
Cause my heart can't take no more lies
And my eyes are all out of cries
God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes
Now you had me on my knees
Begging God please to send you back to me
I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep
You made me feel like I could not breathe
Now all I wanted to do was to feel your touch
And give you all my love
But you took my love for granted
Want my lovin' now
But you can't have it
God
God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes
Oh God, send me (God send me an angel)
An angel (wipe the tears from my eyes) Oh baby
Send me an angel from the heavens above
Send me an angel (God send me an angel)
From being in love (send me an angel)
Oh God, send me an angel
Send me an angel (send me an angel)
Ooohhhh..
