*The Bitch*
*so ur da bitch u told da bitch dat im a bitch well
listen bitch it takes a bitch to know a bitch,
bitch. and im not a bitch im the bitch and to u im
MISS BITCH and ur just upset im not ur bitch!
*Ill always love you*
I want to forget you
and i want to move on
I want to be happy again
I wanna accept the fact that your gone
I want to have fun
and hang out with my other friends
I want to stop this sadness
but the hurting never ends
I want to forget all the sweet things you said
and all the cute things you did
I want to get ova you
and stop acting like a little kid
Never have I been so childish
or acted so immature
I thought i could deal with all the pressure
but now im so unsure
You boggle my mind
and rip up my heart
and yet I still love you
I have from the start
*Mushy Poems*
I see mushy poems 'bout love and guys
how long will it be for u to realize
words on a screen won't get you a date
and if anyone can i can relate
don't keep your thoughts in your heart and your
head
speak what you're thinking, be forward instead
you may be too scared afraid of rejection
but in the future it'll be a reflection
of your courage to say what you're feeling inside
the words that you spoke and chose not to hide
*Misty*
My name is Misty I am but three
My eyes are swolleen I cannot see
I must not be loved for I am punished by cigarette burns
I must do right I can't do wrong or else I'm
locked up all day long
When I wake up I'm all alone the house is dark
my folks aren't home
Im really just an expensive joke no more no less
then speed or coke
Be quiet now! I hear the car my dad is back from
Charlie's Bar
I hear him curse my name he calls I squeeze myself
against the wall
on my bed its too late his face is twisted into
hate
I feel the pain again and again
Oh dear God please let it end
My name is Misty I am but three last night my
father murdered me....
*Loving You*
who ever said you can't love
when you're only thirteen?
is it because they all think
i don't know what love means?
love is when all i think about is him
and when i'll hold him tight
or how ill look at his picture
sometimes deep into the night.
only now have i learned
what love can do to you
love can make you crazy
doing things you shouldn't do-
like breaking up w/ someone
and what was that reason for?
i was too afraid of what i felt
now im lost forevermore
who ever said im too young
to have my heart broken?
if this is what love is always like...
then i should have never spoken.
when your not with them
thats when your heart breaks
but i want him to know...im waiting
for however long it takes
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¤*The rest are all a bunch of poems I have written myself they mean alot to me so hopefully you'll appreciate them as much as I do*¤.
*Don't Tell Me*
Don’t turn off the light and leave me in the dark
Don’t touch me and be afraid to leave a mark
Don’t open my heart and slam the door shut
Don’t keep me waiting and never show up
Don’t look me in the eyes and tell me I’m beautiful
when all you can see is her
Don’t try to make it better when you only intend on
making it worse
Don’t fight your feelings when you know deep inside
there right
Don’t take the blame when I’m just as guilty in the
fight
Don’t just kiss me because you have too when u say
bye
Don’t wipe my tears when your the one who makes me
cry
Don’t lie to me when all you want to do is tell me
the truth
Don’t listen to me just because I want you too
Don’t tell me you miss me when you don’t at all
Don’t catch me when you really just want to let me
fall
Don’t tell me what I want to hear so that I don’t
feel pain
Don’t focus on what was lost but what was gained
Don’t deny your heart of all these things u don’t
feel for me
Because in the end I guess we are just not meant to
be!
*I Can Tell You...*
I can tell you how I want to be the one you hold
close.
How you're the one I see myself with most.
How for you I would fight all the goblins and
ghosts.
I can tell you how the day brightens just at the
sight of your smile.
How for me to see you I would walk a thousand miles.
How waiting for you feels like forever even though
it's only a little while.
I can tell you how much I like to spend time with
you and be at your side.
How every moment spent wiht you keeps me alive.
How each night I look into the stars and whish for
you to be mine...
But there is no way in words I can express the love
for you that lies deep inside.
*One Day You'll See*
So many people don't see what I see
They think that its cool, fun and free.
To go against the rules and what all doctors say
That breathing it in will make there day great
So many people don't see what I see
That thousands of people are paying the same fee
Maybe not today tommarow or the next
Nope you are right your not addicted....yet!
So keep on doing what they all do
Following others being the fool
Then maybe one day you'll see what I see
When you the one lieing in the hospital bed next to
me!
*This is a Place No One Would Ever Want to Go*
The gus kept firing and they sky filled with smoke
This is a place no one would ever want to go
Sadness and death lurked in the air
The cries of helpless victims was hard enough to
bare
You quickly scurry over to find your best friend
dead
Tears began to roll of your cheek as you slowly
lower your head
You pick up whats left of you after all you have
seen and done
And try to leave this place but its no use you can
no longer run
Each breath you take is like your last
And each thought brings memorys of the past
You try to mend and question yourself
When will it ever end?
You walk by so many gruesome sights
Each one reminding you of the horror filled nights
You want to help but you come to your senses
There is no hope this is life in the trenches
You start to feel your body getting weaker you must
lie down
Is this how you always had wished to be found?
You look up at the star filled sky
You know it will be your last no matter how hard
you try
Your eyes start to close you feel as though its
wrong
But it's no use youve been fighting it to long
You slowly breath in your last breath of air
How could this be right? How could it be fair?
Your eyes start to close and you begin to mend
Kowing your constant battle has finnaly come to an
end