A.S.B.. I forget you I remember sitting in the park in early spring 1998 when the rain was coming down hard. I remember when watching a movie was just an excuse to be alone. I remember always bragging about Danielle's famous pancake, egg, and bacon sandwich. I remember we both lost our virginity that Thursday, May 23rd in Galen's bed. I remember you telling me all I ate was chicken. I remember always wanting to watch 'brainscan' and 'my girl'. I remember that day when I refused to pee with you in the bathroom. I remember back in June 1997 when we danced together for the first time to "cemetery". I remember having long conversations on your front porch. I remember when you wouldn't let me go pee in the woods by myself because I was drunk. I remember cuddling up with you in the tent because it was too cold outside. I remember grilled cheese sandwiches and Burger King. I remember taking trips to New York music and the Southern Park Mall. I remember you dancing in the kitchen, with butter knife, making PB & mallow sandwiches. I remember going to the theatre on my birthday to see the Wedding Singer. I remember that day where I sat on your lap and we watched the rain on your front porch. I remember homecoming night where you walked me halfway home when I got in trouble. I remember you, Danielle, Steve, and I sharing my parent's bed. I remember the one time I cooked for you I made you french toast. I remember you always throwing your gum wrappers on the floor in my room. I remember the first time you fingered me I called you a 'gross out' and I wiped your hands. I remember wrestling on the living room floor. I remember all those summer days on David's porch. I remember how we looked in the mirror together and you made fun of my height. I remember how you told me I was pretty and actually made me believe it. I remember when you were always there for me. I remember you letting me hide behind you in public places when I got scared. I remember thinking that nothing could hurt me when I was with you. I remember sitting on your lap in Galen's blazer. I remember renting a lot of movies at Giant Eagle. I remember that day we skipped art club and were kissing behind the school. I remember Memorial Day 1997 & 1998 we spent in the park. I remember always asking you for a picture to put on my mirror. I remember me writing a million letters to you. I remember getting high on the deck with my sister. I remember eating Velveeta shells and cheese. I remember spending the majority of the summer in Mike's car. I remember when we were flirting so much in Mrs. Floros had to move us 2ce. I remember calling you when I was drunk at Cory's party. I remember talking to you on Danielle's back porch. I remember October 31st 1998; I couldn't get you out of my mind. I remember how you comforted me during all my panic attacks. I remember how I loved dancing with you at that casino dance July 1998. I remember when we left homecoming early, just so we could… I remember the first time you came over my house we made out on my bed. I remember on March 11th 1998, you told me that you loved me. I remember refusing to eat or drink in front of you for the longest time. I remember going swimming at the lake in our underwear. I remember eating at the Clark house after we spent the day shopping. I remember how you used to hit me like a drum set. I remember fighting with you when I thought Layne Stayley was Scott Weiland. I remember the Pink Floyd phase when we watched 'the wall' a million times. I remember sitting at Erica's, watching you play hackey sack. I remember that big hickey you gave me the day we went to Reyers with your dad. I remember lying with you on my bed after hours of trying to… I remember taking a walk at 4 am to the Clark park. I remember calling you from Knox's house and talking forever. I remember all our fights, especially the one in the AW museum. I remember never being bored when you were around. I remember splitting a Sunny D and watching the sock show & Kablaam. I remember listening to you play smashing pumpkins & black sabbath on guitar. I remember dinner at homecoming where I threw my $16 salad under the table. I remember riding in the Probe. I remember the first time I heard "nutshell" I was laying on your floor with you. I remember playing Nintendo with you. I remember… when Mike was in the room sleeping. I remember how the CD player skipped when we were on the dresser. I remember waiting by the window when you'd come over. I remember you cranking the air conditioner, while we played under the comforter. I remember talking about babies the first time we had sex. I remember sharing my every thought with you. I remember crying to you after popping 13 pills when you left to get a drink. I remember how loved and wanted you made me feel. I remember doing my homework at your house. I remember when I ate flowers you thought I was gross. I remember… when Steve and Danielle were in the same bed. I remember… when Steve and Mike were in the tent. I remember walks to Dairy Mart. I remember watching the Wedding Singer a million times more. I remember I said my jeans were too tight and you gave me a pair of yours. I remember you trying on my tight jeans and shirt. I remember wearing your hooded sweatshirt when we went to Erica's. I remember that never is a promise. *back*