fallenrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr The rain stalled as I felt my heart drop down to the floor. My eyes swelled up in tears as I begun to bore myself with the image of my body. I felt the animosity grow within, estranging the hollowness in my head as I grew more weary. Though in this lack of resolution, I regret to think that I may be and might as well be trite; I suppose this is denial. In any case I would grow to be another middle class suburban fuck where I would work a nine-to-five shift waiting with my fathers fake Rolex and brains full of tumors. I mean, what does anyone have to show for themselves after sixteen years of schooling for a piece of paper that says you are intelligent; Nothing. If we were not so materialistic in the great white world of anti-humanity, we may be cured of all thrift shopping and popularity of fads. All those poor homegrown suits decorated and furnished as shellacs of green paper that floats in and out of their bank accounts like snow. Why am I taking life for granted just because I am living for myself and doing what I feel is novel? I shut myself down with a breath. Just as well, all my vivid advice is going to waste as well as all the scatter that remains so boisterous in my head. *back*