...BayBee'z Mind...
The Week of November 19 - 25, 2000
Tuesday, November 20, 2000 (1:02 am)...Hey peeps...wsup wsup?... Not much here...
just sitting in my room watching "Sixteen Candles" again... i'm so in love with this movie... Mia is being creative
right now and making something... She hasn't slept over for a couple of days but she's back!...Anyways... Today... I had my
Econ exam... i don't know how i did...and tomorrow i have a Poli Sci exam... *aahh*... i should be studying right now...
I really don't know what's been going on with all of us...but us four (Chrissie, Mia, Samphy and I) have just been feeling
down... and it's weird...cuz it'll hit one of us...then jump to another person and so on... I've been feeling it for a while...
but i think i'm just good at hiding it... I had my cell off today and my phone as well for the most part... i just didn't want to
talk... but it was nothing against anyone... i've just been trying to analyze myself and why i get such weird emotions at
random times... I woke up early this morning and headed over to the west side of campus so i could study... then took my exam
and then walked home in the freezing cold... and it was snowing too... then i went to sleep and Mia came over after work...
we did some grocery shopping and then had dinner at Fridays and met up with Chrissie but she didn't stay very long
cuz she made other plans... Samphy was gonna come out too but she wasn't feeling it...when i got home i just talked on the
phone with Jay (a very good friend from Jerzee).. and we talked for a while... we've been talking a lot lately...yesterday
we talked for a long time... just friends though... we had what we had and now we're kool... i have many letters to write
and Thanksgiving cards to send and make as well... Oh yeah... well since my last day of writing was Friday... Uhm... well...
That Friday... The girls came over and we went out to eat at Hooters around midnight...and some guy went up to us and
started talking to us...he was quite annoying...and claimed he was a stripper... but whatever...and then Samphy saw some
peeps she knew... so we just talked to them, got our food, and then went our separate ways... Saturday was my first day of
work... with Samphy at the mall at one of those makeup booths... And it was kool...but my feet were killing cuz i was walking
around all day helping customers... i made some money too..my boss is kind of a "bizotch"... but it's all good.... That night
was bad!... We were drinking again and went to our friend's bday party and it was just another very wild and krayzee night...
i'm falling into that trap again and i can't afford it... I didn't go to work on Sunday...not because of the hangover from the
night before..but simply because i just needed time to just relax and think things through...and to of course study for
Econ... it was nice just laying down and watching TV and trying hard not to think too much about things... then again...
no matter what i still ended thinking "deep" thoughts...i think that i'm just really homesick...even though i went home last
week... but the holidays are coming...my parents are in Florida and this Thanksgiving is the first real big holiday that i
have to spend alone...i mean my friends are taking me out to their family outings and stuff...but it's just not the same
without my family... it just makes me feel like i'm getting so old spending this holiday by myself... i'm just gonna work
and work these next couple of weeks so i could get some gifts for my friends and family... Anyway... i guess that's it...it's
getting pretty late... Good night...
Wednesday, November 22, 2000 (3:30 am)Hey peoples...it's so late and i'm still up
downloading songs from the net...anyways... my day was straight... I went to class and took my Poli Sci exam which probably
sucked...but i tried and that's all the really matters... afterwards....Mia picked me up and we went to Dub's for the 24 cent chicken
wings... we were really hungry and then Samphy met us up at my place...and we were all excited cuz we just got the urge
to go to the club tonight because there was supposedly this DJ there that was really good, but we found out that it was
sold out...and then Kosal called and asked if we were going to Dub's and so we waited for Chrissie to come and then
we left...i was kind of bummed about the club, but i guess we're gonna go on Thursday...Ole and Rich were there too at Dub's
and afterwards we all decided to go bowling... and it was fun...the girls against the guys and we were betting "dinner"... so
the losers had to take the winners out... and we kicked their azzes the first game and the last three were really really
close... they beat us by 7 points... so now we gotta take them out to eat... after that... it was already late...so Chrissie went
home and Samphy and Mia came to my place and we watched part 2 of Titanic while we ate... and no matter how many
times i watch that movie...it still really hits me... Then Samphy left and Mia and i just watched TV and played on the comp...
Mia is sleeping now cuz she has to work tomorrow..and i wanted to work as well, but i think it's too late for that now...
i have a lot to do...i have to register tomorrow morning and i wanna work out...i have a lot of things to make and mail as well...
Well...i've been working on my newest pictures from Oct and this month....but i haven't made an individual page
for each of them...they should be up in the next couple of days, so be sure to check it out...i'll probably post it at the top...
i better go..i'm getting mad tired... good nighties...
Saturday, November 25, 2000 (2:16 am)Hey peeples... just came home from a house party...it was aite...but i was really tired from work... i worked 8 hours today and the mall was really busy... but i made commission cuz i sold some expensive makeup...but anyways...after work...i just chilled at home with Mia...we ate and just chillaxed...and then Chrissie came and we rested for a bit...listened to some slow jams and then we left for the party... we were actually supposed to hit up two parties tonight, but the other one got postponed...so yeah... Last night was the MOST FUN.. we went clubbing again after our Thanksgiving meals... and the line was so long but we got in cuz Samphy knew the bouncer...so we didn't have to freeze our asses... but there was madd people there and it was so much fun... Anyways...i'm working again tomorrow for another 8 hours and then again on Sunday...i'm just trying to make money for Xmas presents... I spoke to my mom today...they arrived safely from Florida so i'm glad..and i've also been talking a lot to Jay... he still makes me laff...he might come visit soon he says... so i'm excited to see him... i haven't seen him since summer...but it's strictly friendship, ya'll...so don't trip... =P .... hhhmm.. i have an exam coming up this week and then finals in two weeks...and then no more school for a month...i really don't know how i did this semester...but hopefully it's not so bad... hhhmm...okay... well i'm going to go now... still have to get some rest....so take care and God Bless... *mwah*
NICKNAME: baYbee,Riz,CheeX, Mo, PRINCESS, & one of PSA's Angels!
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BDAY: June 9, 1981 (69, baYbeE!)
ZODIAC: Gemini (the most flirtatious sign!...haha!)
OCCUPATION: Full-time college student (2nd year), Sales Associate at "True Colors," MiZz DanCinG Queen
LOCATION: born in Pinas, raised in Jerz, living in Wisc, alwaiz in Chicago, but now DISAPPEARED...for a while to a far away place...those who know...ssshhh, please!
STATUS: Stayin' Strong !!
LIKES/LOVES: DANCING, DRINKING (this week 4/6 days! Bacardi Limon=good stuff!), shopping, surfin the web, talking on the phone, writing poetry, DANCING,& PIGS!!!
DISLIKES/PET PEEVES: Fake people, Slow people in the left lane, Big Egos, When you introduce urself to someone & 5 mins later, they forget how to pronounce ur name, Guys who act like they know what love is, but think w/ what's inbetween their legs, Cute boyz with holes in their socks, & Ish-Talkers
~Love me without fear. Trust me without questioning. Need me without demanding. Want me without restrictions. Accept me without change. Desire me without inihibitions. For a love so free, will never fly away...
~One day you`ll want me as I wanted you. One day you`ll think of me as I thought of you. One day you`ll cry for me as I cried for you. One day you`ll love me, but I won`t love you...
~Love doesn`t have to have a happy ending, because love doesn`t have to end at all...
~The best dreams happen when you`re awake...
~A man realized he wanted his love back not wanting to be hurt again. The girl said, "no." The man cried out to God, "if it was meant to be, why did i lose her?" God replied, "you didn`t lose her, you let her go!"...
~Love at first sight can be cured with a second look...
~To the world you may be one person, but to one person you are the world...
~Never frown because you never know when someone else is falling in love with your smile...
~The most cruel thing a guy could do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn`t intend to catch her fall (and vice versa!)...
~Don`t love a person like a flower because a flower dies in season. Love them like a river because a river flows forever...
~Love me for my mind not my body. Play with my body not my mind... GOD...I love you and thank you for letting me live each day..."Please grant me the SERENITY to accept the things that I cannot change, to CHANGE the things that i can, and to know the DIFFERENCE between the two"...
...The FaMiLy... PAPA & MAMA...First of all, you brought me into this world and though there may be times when i`m sure you regret it or think twice about it, i just want you both to know that you`re the best parents in the whole universe....It`s pretty hard to be away from you guys, but God knows what`s best for me and maybe right now this is what I really need to do... Thank you for making me who I am today... Please don`t think that you guys are failures as parents juss because i make more stupid mistakes than most people... thank you for ur love, support, strength, faith, & forgiveness...I miss you...Mahal na mahal ko kayo (I love you guys)!
KUYA...thanx for watching out for me ...we had a pretty rough first half of 2000..but the summer changed it all...at least for a little bit (on my part)... remember i`m here for you, I got your back, jigga!...I`ll try not to make you cry anymore...HAHA...i love you, kuya...PEAZ MAN!!!...
KENNETH...Ate MISSES and LOVES so much...you`re growing into a very handsome gentleman...thank you for the tissues and the little hugs every time you saw me crying...and for protecting me or defending me...heheh... you`ve been doing that since you were 2...you be good and good luck in third grade...i love you and every little thing you do *mwah*...
REA, TRACY, CHERMZ...Not only are we family/cousins, but we`re the bestest friends...
Ate, we go back to when we were so young, talking bout our future during our sleepovers at my house...though we`re both stubborn in our own ways...ILOVEYOU, `TE...
Trace, we too go back to when we were young... me, you, and Rea were the QUEENZ OF MISCHIEF... we went through every phase possible... ur more on the understanding side...and ILOVEYOU for that...
Chermz, even though we don`t keep in touch as much as we should...whenever we get together... we BUG OUT LIKE KRAYZEE... You`re my other hooch...we have to start getting trace and rea to dress like us...hehehe... ILOVEYOU, MARE!!!
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