Sunday, January 27, 2002
whoo... guess what? umm yea.. haha.. im with hoan.. hahhaah.. yea thats right (o= whooo... well we were on the fone with each other until 5 in the morning.. ahh... thats hecka long man! *sigh* hmm, we had a pretty nice talk.. talked about a lot of serious stuff... talked about me n david... and how our relationship was... n if was "ready" hm.. i was like thinking and stuff you know.. .and yea...i told him i was ready.. and he asked me to be with him... and i said yes! ahha.. didnt expect him to ask me right there and then.. hehe but he did and yea.. 3:24.. (o= i started hecka giggling... i mean GIGGLING.. haha i couldnt stop.. hehe it was really funny.. hehehehhhehehhee... thats how i was.. well yea.. now im ANNIE GIGGLE. ehe.. (o= so yea.. i guss now i have a boyfriend.. hehe (o= we talked about how monday would be like.. hmm.. should be interesting..
Saturday, January 26, 2002
wow! i woke up at 3:20 today!!! that is like hecka crazy! cant believe that happened! hehe.. well yea.. last night i had a lot of realizations that i am no longer a kid... *sigh* im gonna be a seniornext year! omg! SATs are coming up and im anything but prepared! next thing you know, ill be off in college, and in 4 years, thats like high school.. ill be 21! omg! i felt so saddened... stupid piece of poop, i dont want to grow up! someone needs to freeze time for me before its too late... school is almost over too! whawt the heck is that.. valentines is in 3 weeks! in march, we pick our classes for next year, and its junior prom! i mean, come on now! how did all this happen? im gonna be 17 in 2 months... oh my! gosh... it just was very not happy...yuck.. ugh... all these SATs stuff too.. sigh.. ahh. besides that... i had a pretty good conversatoin with hoan last night.
dude.. i talked to hoan for 4 1/2 hours.. yikes! pretty long.. duno how we talked so much.. hehe we talked about hecka stuff tho.. lets see.. talked about growing up and keeping contact, talked about me n david's relationship, talked about shannon, just pretty much talked about everything.. even CRAB! hehe.. pretty cool. hmm, he asked me something that caught me by total surprise..he asked me how would he know when im ready to, i guess, move on? yea.. hmm hehe i was like huh.. heheheh.. all i dunno.. how do i answer that..*blush* am i ready? i dunno. so yea.. i said.. ill tell u? haha.. or ill write it in my blog.. hehe annie, u are such a dork! well u konw.. im not very good at this kinda stuff.. and i dunno if i want to just yet... it does seem pretty much like we are together right now tho... so if i do.. doesnt that mean when im wiht hoan.. itd be pretty much the same?> and if thats the case, then id be okay right? okay, i am like battling with myself right now.. i know he wants to and i dont want to keep him waiting.. but...stupid BUT.. am i ready? im trying to figure out what it would be like if it was official that i was with him.. nothing should change much, except for maybe PDA.. hmm, i guess i would be okay with that.. but then what will other peepo think? but then again, why would i care? sheesh... some peepo already think we're together, so yea.. hmm.. i like hoan, a lot.. so maybe i should? eeeeeeeeeeee...thats the thing tho, im afraid im might hurt him and i really dont want to do that... n i dont want to ruin our friendship if something ends up going wrong.. u kon what? i think thats what im afraid of most... i dont want to hurt him and ruin our friendship... ahh.. what do i do?
dude.. i talked to hoan for 4 1/2 hours.. yikes! pretty long.. duno how we talked so much.. hehe we talked about hecka stuff tho.. lets see.. talked about growing up and keeping contact, talked about me n david's relationship, talked about shannon, just pretty much talked about everything.. even CRAB! hehe.. pretty cool. hmm, he asked me something that caught me by total surprise..he asked me how would he know when im ready to, i guess, move on? yea.. hmm hehe i was like huh.. heheheh.. all i dunno.. how do i answer that..*blush* am i ready? i dunno. so yea.. i said.. ill tell u? haha.. or ill write it in my blog.. hehe annie, u are such a dork! well u konw.. im not very good at this kinda stuff.. and i dunno if i want to just yet... it does seem pretty much like we are together right now tho... so if i do.. doesnt that mean when im wiht hoan.. itd be pretty much the same?> and if thats the case, then id be okay right? okay, i am like battling with myself right now.. i know he wants to and i dont want to keep him waiting.. but...stupid BUT.. am i ready? im trying to figure out what it would be like if it was official that i was with him.. nothing should change much, except for maybe PDA.. hmm, i guess i would be okay with that.. but then what will other peepo think? but then again, why would i care? sheesh... some peepo already think we're together, so yea.. hmm.. i like hoan, a lot.. so maybe i should? eeeeeeeeeeee...thats the thing tho, im afraid im might hurt him and i really dont want to do that... n i dont want to ruin our friendship if something ends up going wrong.. u kon what? i think thats what im afraid of most... i dont want to hurt him and ruin our friendship... ahh.. what do i do?
Tuesday, January 22, 2002
WhOoO
wow.. hehe today was pretty crazy.. hahaa.. woke up at around 10 this morning and called hoan to talk to him for a bit... then my mommy made me go with her to costco.. hhe shoot.. she literally made me! oh wellz, it was okei guess... got fruit by the foot. yea! got home around 12 and when i walked into the door, hoan called! hehe.. pretty weird.. called me right on time... hehe. i talked to him for a bit and went biking to go to his house. dude... i was sooo tired! omg.. sheesh.. what an exercise! well yea.. when i got there, we cuddled on the couch watching the wonder years.. hehe, cuteness.. (o= after, we went to play video games.. whooo! haha i won i won i won! hehe, i kicked his little booty at bustamove and streefighter 2 badly! muhaha...we tied up at 4-4 and pikced street fighter alpha 3 to end it.. muahah.. i won! woohoo! hehe final score 5-4... then we went back in his room to just chill, hee.. he tried showing me CS.. *yawn* hehe ill try later on n go kick his butt... the bunny hop.. riigghtt.. heh that dodo. we decided to put on some music and laid in his bed and watched the stars *** aww so cute... whooo.. (o= stars are pretty! sooo coozy and homey and just plain nice. wow... *aheM* yea.. hehe then we started kissing *blush* i mean kissing kissing.. whole lot of that went on, whoo.. gee golly gosh.. wow! hehe we danced again too.. aww i love dancing with him.. feels really nice... its like wow.. i feel all warm inside, haha... he twirled me, heheh pretty adorabale if u ask me. (o= <3 (o= well id unno why but hehe i felt very *hehehehhe* a lot and would start hiding... ehhe i think i did a good job.. haha i hid my face from him. heheh (o= when we were on the bed, i hid my face in his pillow and hed move his face really close to mine and make me come out...awwwwwwwwww... sooo cute.. peekaboo! hehe it was just sooooo cute! *muahs!* WOW! we laid next to each other and just smiled and looked at each other for awhile.. whoo.. ehe =D... *sigh* oh yea.. hehe i was teasing him with kisses too.. haha id reach his lips to kiss and then stop n lean back.. ehe pretty funny. did i mention we did a whole lot of kissing? err.. making out.. hehe *blush*.. omg.. juan was on top of me! twice! hahah yea, crazy! n umm, i was on top of him once too.. hehehehehhehe... he touched my butt!!! oh my... haha, he put his hand up the back of my shirt too.. haha that dodo...hehe *blush* just whoa! hehe who expected that??? crazy! well it was getting late and i was gonna get going... but we danced a bit first before going.. (o= we went through 2 sets of songs.. aww... pretty good timing tooo.. songs ended when i was leaving... hehe somehow we ended kisssing again n hoan was on top of me.. whoa.. hehe what a day... at 4, i left because his parents were comign home.. sheesh! they should stay at work longer.. hehe.. well i got my stuff to leave and bike home... we kissed goodbye... wow.. what a goodbye kiss... whooo! ehhe it was just sooooo niiccee and sweet. gosh... i had a really great time at hoans house.. it just felt so right and sweet...*sigh* just wow! hehe its really fun being with hoan.. its just so wow...makes me smile... (o= awww gee golly gosh... what a date.. whooo... ehe sweet, nice, adorable, cute, cozy...PERFECT! (o= whooooooo....Monday, January 21, 2002
WOW!!
wow wow wow...where do i start.. wowowoowowowow... hecka crazy today.. *sigh* i really need a time freezer.. gosh.. today was just so "perfect"... hmm i went to juans house today around 1130. yea.. lets see... we watched part of JACK, then we somewhat watched mary poppins.. hehe yea somewhat... hehe we were busy CUDDLING. whoo... it was really nice.. he kissed me on the forehead n i kissed him on the cheek ...soo coozzyy...the movie ended n juan didnt even know, that dodo.. yea.. i gave him his belated bday present.. got him glow in the dark STARs n SOUR PATCHEs... (o= i think he liked the STARs.. whoo.. we went in his room after and put the stars up together... we both fell off the bed,..(sigh) that was really cute and sweet.. (o= we built the sky together... whoo.. very cute.. theres a big dipper on his ceiling now. (o= hmm then after... we put on the slow jams CD i made him back in summer and yea... laid in bed, looked at the stars, and cuddled. aww, it was really nice. (o= then um yea.. we ended up kissing.. *MUAHS* hehe yea...french kissing.. yea hehe.. whooo.. that was pretty crazy.. hehe yea.. we KISSEd.. talk about surprise! totally didnt expect that..but it was really really really nice. (o= wHooHoooOOo heh there was a whole lot of kissing.. hehe whooo... ehhe i dunno... just WOW! heeh hoans a good kisser.. hehe not liek i really have many references but yea.. i like how he kisses.. hehe its nice n soft (o= hehehehhhehehehehehehehe... whoo BUBBLY! oh yea.. my lips dont feel funny anymore hehe... we slow danced too... *sigh* that was really nice.. awww.. makes me feel all cozy n comforted... i just felt so wow... hehe i was so in the moment... i really like hoan... i told him too (o= wow... the moment was just so PERFECT... i really wished i couldve frozen time.. everything was just so perfect... gosh... we were just hugging each other and dancing in his room... gosh sooooo nicceeeee... we even danced when there was no music on..awww talk about WOW!! gosh... what can i say? it was just so cozy and right... i really like juan a lot... *sigh* MUAHS! we kissed when we were dancing too... aww so sweet.. hehe i got my LEG POPPING kiss!!! omg... haah hecka cool man... aww, ehhe hoan popped his leg too heheheheheh... hecka funny but cute. gosh... the day was just sooooo great!! what can i say... wow! hehe i kept on trying to hide, heheheh.. yea id go hide in his arms or on his pillow n start giggling... hehehehehehhe... hecka funny *blush* hoans just too cute (o= he was like caressing my face n holding me n tickling my ear... hehe that loser! i am IMMUNED to tickling now because of him.. THANKS! i tickled him hecka, hehe hes hecka ticklish.. hehe kept on kicking his legs everywhere.. hahah funny! *sigH* its really weird but the time that i spent at hoans house seemed so homey, it didnt feel uncomfortable at all. it just felt so right and so with the flow.. i mean we both werent hesitant about kissing or cuddling or anything. really weird.. hehe... but yea.. it was really nice just spending time with hoan.. just wow.. i really had a good time with him.. around 4, i had to leave.. nooo, i so didnt want to leave... *sigh* we kissed each other good bye at the door n i biked home... aww.. it was a really nice goodbye kiss.. made me smile..hehe *sigh* (o= whooo... soo cute...*MUAHS!* when i got home, hoan told me to check the left side of neck for anything... didnt expect anything but then i was like omy! stupid guy gave me 2 hickeys on my left side n 1 on my right.. i was like what the heck? hehe how did that happen? i thought he was just kissing my neck but apparently not.. that dodo do= sheehs... n he says its not his fault.. haha it sure wasnt mine. well yea.. what a cute, cozy, sweet, fun, romantic, PERFECT date spent with hoan..WOW!!hold me, touch me, cuz this just feels so right, kiss me, love me, just love me throughout the night...
and all i can think about is you...
JAN 19 2001
whoo... stayed home most of the day... n then went to great mall to watch BLACK HAWK DOWN.. its pretty good but very gory. ehhe it was cool i guess... went with shannon, bonnie, hoan, jenny, sang, jayvee(sangs boy), and anh. ehhe we couldnt buy our own tickets... hecka funny. held hands with hoan during hte movie.. whoo... (o= very cute.. hehe he gave me the CLOCKSTOPPER that he made me.. aww.. so sweet.. (o= hehe its really cute, it has a gummy bear on it! hehe.. gee golly gosh.. freezing time.. only if that was possible. hmm after the movies, steven took me and bonnie to my house, while he went out with shannon. GRRRR.. they are all so gay.. .shoot. totallly took advantage of me and bonnie. not even cool! lets see.. shannon and henry dumped their siblings at my house... yes and they left them there until midnight.. thats right... i was BABYSITTING!! hecka retarded man.. they were being so rude.. shoot... shannon has the nerve to ask me to take her SIBLINGS home from MY house after she leaves them there for me to take care of... what the heck is that man? hecka retarded.. henry too.. they just dumped them there and said they were gonna pick them up at 1.. haha yea im gonna hold them til 1 in the morning... shoot.. seems like they dont even care about them.. blah.. henry even asked juan to take them.. haha what the heck is that all about... hecka retarded.. bonnie had to take them home... so blah... they made it very inconvinent for all of us.. sheehs.. only think about themselves.. blah.. well its over now i guess... so ill just forget about it but still... hecka retarded.. n shannon asks me "are you mad annie?" what kind of question is that? blah..
whoo... stayed home most of the day... n then went to great mall to watch BLACK HAWK DOWN.. its pretty good but very gory. ehhe it was cool i guess... went with shannon, bonnie, hoan, jenny, sang, jayvee(sangs boy), and anh. ehhe we couldnt buy our own tickets... hecka funny. held hands with hoan during hte movie.. whoo... (o= very cute.. hehe he gave me the CLOCKSTOPPER that he made me.. aww.. so sweet.. (o= hehe its really cute, it has a gummy bear on it! hehe.. gee golly gosh.. freezing time.. only if that was possible. hmm after the movies, steven took me and bonnie to my house, while he went out with shannon. GRRRR.. they are all so gay.. .shoot. totallly took advantage of me and bonnie. not even cool! lets see.. shannon and henry dumped their siblings at my house... yes and they left them there until midnight.. thats right... i was BABYSITTING!! hecka retarded man.. they were being so rude.. shoot... shannon has the nerve to ask me to take her SIBLINGS home from MY house after she leaves them there for me to take care of... what the heck is that man? hecka retarded.. henry too.. they just dumped them there and said they were gonna pick them up at 1.. haha yea im gonna hold them til 1 in the morning... shoot.. seems like they dont even care about them.. blah.. henry even asked juan to take them.. haha what the heck is that all about... hecka retarded.. bonnie had to take them home... so blah... they made it very inconvinent for all of us.. sheehs.. only think about themselves.. blah.. well its over now i guess... so ill just forget about it but still... hecka retarded.. n shannon asks me "are you mad annie?" what kind of question is that? blah..
Friday, January 18, 2002
whooo... FINALS are FINALLY over! dude... talk about the longest week ever!!! arghz... well im glad its over... pretty disappointed in myself *sigh* i got my first B!!!
B!!!
on the other side.. today was pretty fun... its sangs bday... (O= didnt get to do much for her but we're all going to the movies tomorrow so that should be fun. we went to wendys today for sangs bday.. haha great huh? shoot, i really wanna try that strawberry pie at bakers square.. mmm.. it just looks delicious! mmm... must get some pie! hehe what else do i have to say.. well, havent written in here for about a week.. glad all the drama is gone and everything is pretty much back to normal...
Tuesday, January 08, 2002
GrRrRrRrRRrRr!!
what the fudge is going on aroudn here?? freaking a.. i had a really bad day and its been pissing me off all day... i dont even know what to think... cant tell whos telling the truth and cant tell if someone is mad at me or not? grrr... god dang... i was hecka quiet today man... noticable i guess.. shannon asked what was wrong with me and crap... i just feel bad!! grr... about a lot of stuff... hmm what shall i start with? hmm i dunno! how about privacy... damn annie, u gotta learn to freaking butt out... why the hell did u have to read her blog for, what the fuc* is wrong with you? grrrr... now what did u cause, you caused peepo to be mad at each other or maybe they're mad at you. i cant even tell! what the hell is that? shiet. yea thats right. i really have no idea what is going on aroudn here and its pissing the crap out of me because i cant tell if shannon is mad at me or not. she has the right to be but yea... she was really mad.. hmm, tam, i think it was tam told her someone, SOMEONE, read her blog with all her personal thoughts n stuff.. tam told her who but yea, of course, they didnt tell me.. why? maybe cuz it was me? yea probably and yea... i just dont understand this whole thing.. how? how how how? what the freak man... shiet... yea and then at the beginning of lunch when shannon was in teh restroom, tams like you write in blog? i was like yea.. and she had this look.. i dunno, it just wasnt a very approoving look and shes like are u sure u wanan trust it on there? anyone can access it and stuff, and im thinking what? and then her n shannon are talking... shannon was saying how someone hacked into her account and tams like yea annie, watch out they're probably reading ur blog too...i mean what the heck does that mean? is she talking about me? grrr.. i dunno, just been really confushed the whole day and yea i dunno. dont feel much like talking to anyone.. 2nd day of school and its freawking crappy... got PSAT results, disappointed in myself, grrr. shiet.. god dang, i duno even know who im suppose to talk to... seems to me the best thing to do is just keep EVERYTHING to myself. no one needs to know anything that i find out or what i think.. only hurts peepo more.. hmm guess adding to my resolutions...DONT BE NOSY AND KEEP EVERYTHING 2 URSELF!!!!!!
dont u hate it when peepo talk in 3rd person and you cant tell if they're talkinga bout you? and then you get curious and then you assume that its you, and then what? you feel like ur the crappiest person in the world... friends? what are friends? i say im not being a very good one... sorry shannnon, i didnt mean to read ur blog...yea and then yea.. what else? its just retarded... friend eh? well my new years resolution isnt doing so well.. hmm seemed like nothing has been all that great this year.. it better improve! dang it... i think shannon is mad at me about the blog thing and i dont blame her.....grrrrrrrrr, i shoulda grr... i dunno... im pretty sure shannon is talking about me.. hmm yesterday she was hecka mad at tam and today they're like buddy buddy and i have no idea whats going on.. hmm... yea aint that grand? well im glad tehy worked out their problem, but yea...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, ive been feeling like crap since 3rd period thruout the whole day... and now? yea i still feel like crap... need to talk to someone but who? SECRETS are like impossible to be kept man... best thing to do is to not know about it so you dont get the urge to tell someone else...gosh.. TRUST!! what a big issue that seems to be really hard to fulfill.. whatever.. i say keeping everything to urself is the best way to go now.. haha that wasnt my original thought but now id unon.. seems to make it easier on everyone else. keeping my mouth shut and thats it. i really dont do well with confrontation and grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.. well i have to tell shannon im sorry and stuff too.. grr not all that great at that eitherMonday, January 07, 2002
first day of school again finally over! phew!! ehhe well it flew by pretty quickly i guess... wasnt as tired as i thought id be... dude! i have hecka hw already! what the heck man... realization: FINALS ARE NEXT WEEK!! what the freak is that aall bout.. they expect us to take finals after having a 2 week break... grr! thts just wrong man! welps.. not going to procrastinate! thats right.. gotta carry my new years resolution through! gosh this is hard! i have a u.s. essay and quiz on wednesday, a bio midterm and a math test on friday and all the junk in between... i guess im not going to sleep. hmm, besides allt hat, i guess the day was pretty okay.. shannon and tam have a grudge against each other right now and they really need to solve it. stupid shannon is getting taken advantage by steven and she doesnt even realize it... DRY SEX? what the heck man.. i mean they've known each other for 3 freakin weeks! i can understand why tam would be upset but yea she needs to talk to shannon instead of ignoring her and giving her attitude. hm, i want to tell shannon but im afraid to and stuff... maybe i shoudl talk to tam about this and we can talk to her together.. might be easier for all of us. shannon needs to STOP man.. she is so going to regret this if she continues to move so fast. hmm, shannons jealous of hoan too.. what the heck man? she thinks hoan is taking me away from her... no no no.. shes one of my best friends and just because i talk more to another person doesnt mean im too busy to talk to her still... NOTE: call shannon more often...yea.. she seems pretty upset about hoan...telling him she hates him. wtheck man? arghz... all this drama!
lets talk happy! hehe.. hmm..happy at how things are going with me and hoan... nice and sloowww... ehe i mean hehe, what a nice afternoon spent just cuddling... what can be nicer than that? ehhe talked to him last night until one.. stupid hoan! i said i was going ot bed at 11... hehe we had hmm interesting convo.. haha.. soo CHEESEY! hahah all this stuff about stars.. woooo... hee pretty funny but cool.
sang told me about her cousin and how he wants my #..what the heck is that? nothing bugs me more then when guys ask for my number when they dont even know who i am besides a pretty face. well not really, not like theres anything that great about me.. arghz... such a pet peeve for me!! looks arent everything you kno..i dont get crushes on anyone until i know them well as friends first and thats the truth. its more like oh, he looks okay and stuff and when i start to get to kno the guy i start thinking hes cute... hehe (o= welps i guess thats me... guys these days! arghz..!
lets talk happy! hehe.. hmm..happy at how things are going with me and hoan... nice and sloowww... ehe i mean hehe, what a nice afternoon spent just cuddling... what can be nicer than that? ehhe talked to him last night until one.. stupid hoan! i said i was going ot bed at 11... hehe we had hmm interesting convo.. haha.. soo CHEESEY! hahah all this stuff about stars.. woooo... hee pretty funny but cool.
sang told me about her cousin and how he wants my #..what the heck is that? nothing bugs me more then when guys ask for my number when they dont even know who i am besides a pretty face. well not really, not like theres anything that great about me.. arghz... such a pet peeve for me!! looks arent everything you kno..i dont get crushes on anyone until i know them well as friends first and thats the truth. its more like oh, he looks okay and stuff and when i start to get to kno the guy i start thinking hes cute... hehe (o= welps i guess thats me... guys these days! arghz..!
Sunday, January 06, 2002
hmm... lets see.. hehe just got hoem from driving! whooo.. hehe ran over a curb, whoops! hehe went to sleep last night around 4.. yikes.. hehe i was on the fone with hoan for 5 hours again! whooo.. hehe we were just on the fone with each other reminscing about the day he came over.. *sigh* we were soo out there! hehe i called hoan 4 times until he acutally heard me.. hehe (o= it was just so nice.. haha we broke it down.. hoan was laying with me in my bed for an hour doing nothing... lol hehe sounds funny. well it was really nice... really really really really nice. (o= and we kissed! we kissed! hehe cant get over that. it was just soooo adorable tho...hehe then we talked about all our past times together.. hehe from shrek to marines world to winterball to cuddling... wow.. (o= we have really grown close. hoan knows me really well if you ask me.. pretty crazy... and to think, this all started with a simple instant message. hehe during summer, i talked to him everyday! hehe either fone, in person, or AIM. whoa! gee golly gosh. didnt realize it but i have done A LOT of things with hoan.. a lot more than i thought...its been really nice. (o=i always have fun with him... *sigh* did i mention we were so out there ?? well yea, i was playing with my roses are red poems again.. hehe hoan came up with a really cute one..
Roses are Red
Candy is great
Cuddling with you was the perfect date
aww.. so cute!
Roses are red
Rain causes puddles
With you, I love to cuddle
ehe whoo.. cuddling... so cute... my dodo poem.. (o=
we also talked about his snowboarding trip, hehe we were all talking backwards too.. hes a TUBB! hehe... we got lost soooo many times. ooh, we talked about shannon and her gay bases.. dang.. hehe according to my baseball, id say me n hoan are on first base... and i think thats good.. thats about as far as i want to go.. nice and slow.
Roses are Red
Candy is great
Cuddling with you was the perfect date
aww.. so cute!
Roses are red
Rain causes puddles
With you, I love to cuddle
ehe whoo.. cuddling... so cute... my dodo poem.. (o=
we also talked about his snowboarding trip, hehe we were all talking backwards too.. hes a TUBB! hehe... we got lost soooo many times. ooh, we talked about shannon and her gay bases.. dang.. hehe according to my baseball, id say me n hoan are on first base... and i think thats good.. thats about as far as i want to go.. nice and slow.
Saturday, January 05, 2002
whoo.. look, the day is almost over! hehe... hmm my day went by pretty fast.. hehe.. it was really nice.. kept daydreaming off tho...whoo, so out there! hehe.. lets see.. woke up around 11 and relaxed a bit... then aroudn 12 grandma came over and took me to Michaels to buy yarn because shes teaching me how to knit! hehe pretty cool... haha been knitting back and forth and i keep messing up! arghz.. its harder than i thought..oh wellz.. hehe im getting the hang of it. around 6, i started eating crab.. mm mommy makes good crab.. hehe well yea... it took me an hour to eat it and my dad was just sitting and standing around me, it was hecka funny... couldn't figure out what the heck he was doing.. he looked hecka bored and he kept on asking me why i was taking so long to eat... haha when i finished, hes like hurry up, lets go drive.. i started hecka cracking up.. he was waiting for me for an hour to finish eating so i can drive! haha... well yea.. i drove in the dark to chaboya.. i drove pretty good today.. hehe parked nicely too if i do say so myself.. hehe coool! got home and got a hair cut from my mommy.. heh enot that short.. not that logn either... looks okay i guess. welps, now im listening ot music and knitting.. whoo.. hehe *daydreams* heehe thats it for today.. breaks gonna end! nooooooo
gosh! dang.. hehe i really cant stop thinking about yesterday! *sigh* man i kept on waking up and yea.. thats the first thing that popped into my mind... *sigh* ahh... ehhe yesterday was just soooooooooooo nice!! last night, i talked to hoan on the fone for about an hour because he had to wake up early the next morning to go snowboarding... eeee SNOW! ehhe we were on the fone just thinking back at what happened that afternoon. *sigh* hoan told me he liked me a lot!! hehe well yea i already knew..but it was really nice to hear him say it. hehe no one has actually told me they like me.. hehe i just heard from 3rd person or it was acknowledged.. so yea... wow! hehe he told me me he liked me... hehe i told him i liked him too. *sigh* i really do... hehe, i never told anyone i liked them either.. it was just acknowledged and stuff so yea.. that was nice...anywaise... i really cant get what happened yesterday off my mind.. hehe woke up today around 1030 and i laid in bed holding my tomato doggy til 11 just thinking about what happened yesterday... wow! i mean, it was just so romantic and special and cute and cozy and so RIGHT. *sigh* hehe, it was just soo adorable!! hehe *MUAHS!* i realy cant get it off my mind... *sigh*
Friday, January 04, 2002
hmm.. wowzers! hehe hmm where should i start?!? gee golly gosh.. i dunno! hmm.. hmm.. hmm...well hoan came over today around 12.. hehe yea hm, where should i start?!?! well, hmm, we picked a movie to watch and hoan never saw MARY POPPINs! can you believe it? well yea... eheh so we decided to watch that movie.. we sat on my bed to watch it...hehe stupid hoan kept on tickling my ear. hehe it was really cute.. hehe the movie was really funny too... so yea.. it was realllly really really really really nice. we were holding hands and next thing you know... we're CUDDLING!...thats right... cuddling! *sigh* it was SoOoO NICE hehe it was really cute too... we were just sitting there cuddling and watching the movie and looking at each others beauty marks.. hehe he has one on ear, i have one on my ear too.. hehe.. we sat there for about an hour.. just cuddling and laughing at the movie... it was really sweet...when i was laying on his chest, i could feel his heart beating...aww, hehe it was really cute and sweet and *sigh*.. hehe how many times have i said that already? *lub dub lub dub* hehe yea, very nice...
well sandy came in after and we all decided to go play video games in sandys room. hehe stupid juan beat me at bustamove at first... muhaha, AT FIRST.. but i had my comeback and kicked his little booty badly.. hehe especially at pocket fighter!! hehe.. sandy never won at pocketfighter tho.. haha that was funny. hehe CHUN LI is cool man! i am the champion! hehe riitee...(o=
after, juan was about to leave but sandy hid all his shoes and socks.. ehhe when he found them, me and sandy played keep away with him.. hehe that dodo got tired and went in my room and laid in my bed. hehe i went in my room and laid next to hiim. we were just laying there looking at the stars on my ceiling, hehe then yea... we ended up cuddling.. aww soo cute.. cuddling really close too... (o= it was soooo adorable! we just laid there staring at my stars with me in his arms... awww soooooo cute and adorable and nice and sweet and romantic... geegollygosh... i dunno we just kinda laid there in silence and got lost with each other for about an hour... hehe it was so nice... just laying there with my eyes closed in his arms... *sigh* wowzers! i mean we didnt need to do even do anything, laying there next to each other was enough...phew.. its weird how it all happened, i mean it was unexpected but it felt so right... just seemed so *sigh* i dunno what the word is... (o= well yea... i was laying there and he kissed me on my forehead gently... aww so cute..forehead kisses feel really nice.. hehe makes you feel safe and cared about.. hehe... i kissed him back on the cheek. *blush* hehe wasnt sure if i should but yea.. i did anywaise.. hehe he kissed me back on my right cheek..*giggles* hehe =) niiccee.. hehe how adorable! *sigh* what can i say? awwwwwww...me n hoan just laid there being in each others arms... we were really close, hehe yea.. my face was against his...and yea... *muahs!* hehe we KISSED! KISSED!! hehe...talk about whoa! hehe what a surprise... very unexpected but very very very nice. woooowwwww! well yea... then yea.. i put on my slow JAMES (talk about bad spelling! =o)) cd and we just laid there listening to it with me in his arms... all 4 one, so in love was playing hehe... i put my hand(i think) on his heart, hehe i could feel his heart beating.. hehe cute..just laying there with my eyes closed in his arms.. wow.. it just felt so perfect! hehe i can see it rite now hehe .. typing with my eyes closed... *sigh* hehe i think he kissed my nose...hehe silly hoan kept on poking at my nose when he was in my room. heehe, i tried to bite his finger..argh..hehe it was really cute. then yea... hmm, i swear by all 4 one came on... and hoan was singing, hehe so sweet... heeh then yea, the moment just was so nice and special... we fell into a kiss. *muahs!* omg! hehe that was just sooooo sweeetttt! hehe, i mean wow! hehe it was just sooooo adorable!! sigh... it just felt perfect for the moment..hehe and of course i giggled...we kissed like 3 times, it was just sooo awwwww... hehe thats the word im looking for... aaAaWwWWwWwWwwwW hehe, gave juan his first kiss... (o=<3 <3<3 we continued laying there listening to music and being in each others arm... gosh... somethign that will definitely be cherished...gosh... i dunno.. everything just seemed so nice and perfect. well my mom came home so we went on my comp and played family fued for awhile and then he left on his bike...((at one point when we were cuddling, the flying doggy came up and i was making my noises for it.. hehe i came out wiht *bOof* hehe hecka funny... well it was cool..))
wow, what a day! it was just sooo nice and cute and perfect and adorable and just wow! hehe i can just see it... *daydreams* wow...i really didnt expect everything that happened today to happen but im glad it did... i really enjoyed having hoan over...(o=dang.. bonnie needs to get working on her time machines! hehe n clockstoppers! arghz.. i want that clock! sigh.... hmm, thinking about the perfect date... i think this works for it... a disney movie, holding hands, cuddling, video games, stars, music, cuddling, cuddling, n CUDDLING what else can i ask for?? (o= wow.. hoan is just too sweet! *sigh* i really like him a lot...this is one day that i will surely cherish...WooOooW! gosh... MeMoriEs...
i swear by the the moon and the STARS in the sky.....
well sandy came in after and we all decided to go play video games in sandys room. hehe stupid juan beat me at bustamove at first... muhaha, AT FIRST.. but i had my comeback and kicked his little booty badly.. hehe especially at pocket fighter!! hehe.. sandy never won at pocketfighter tho.. haha that was funny. hehe CHUN LI is cool man! i am the champion! hehe riitee...(o=
after, juan was about to leave but sandy hid all his shoes and socks.. ehhe when he found them, me and sandy played keep away with him.. hehe that dodo got tired and went in my room and laid in my bed. hehe i went in my room and laid next to hiim. we were just laying there looking at the stars on my ceiling, hehe then yea... we ended up cuddling.. aww soo cute.. cuddling really close too... (o= it was soooo adorable! we just laid there staring at my stars with me in his arms... awww soooooo cute and adorable and nice and sweet and romantic... geegollygosh... i dunno we just kinda laid there in silence and got lost with each other for about an hour... hehe it was so nice... just laying there with my eyes closed in his arms... *sigh* wowzers! i mean we didnt need to do even do anything, laying there next to each other was enough...phew.. its weird how it all happened, i mean it was unexpected but it felt so right... just seemed so *sigh* i dunno what the word is... (o= well yea... i was laying there and he kissed me on my forehead gently... aww so cute..forehead kisses feel really nice.. hehe makes you feel safe and cared about.. hehe... i kissed him back on the cheek. *blush* hehe wasnt sure if i should but yea.. i did anywaise.. hehe he kissed me back on my right cheek..*giggles* hehe =) niiccee.. hehe how adorable! *sigh* what can i say? awwwwwww...me n hoan just laid there being in each others arms... we were really close, hehe yea.. my face was against his...and yea... *muahs!* hehe we KISSED! KISSED!! hehe...talk about whoa! hehe what a surprise... very unexpected but very very very nice. woooowwwww! well yea... then yea.. i put on my slow JAMES (talk about bad spelling! =o)) cd and we just laid there listening to it with me in his arms... all 4 one, so in love was playing hehe... i put my hand(i think) on his heart, hehe i could feel his heart beating.. hehe cute..just laying there with my eyes closed in his arms.. wow.. it just felt so perfect! hehe i can see it rite now hehe .. typing with my eyes closed... *sigh* hehe i think he kissed my nose...hehe silly hoan kept on poking at my nose when he was in my room. heehe, i tried to bite his finger..argh..hehe it was really cute. then yea... hmm, i swear by all 4 one came on... and hoan was singing, hehe so sweet... heeh then yea, the moment just was so nice and special... we fell into a kiss. *muahs!* omg! hehe that was just sooooo sweeetttt! hehe, i mean wow! hehe it was just sooooo adorable!! sigh... it just felt perfect for the moment..hehe and of course i giggled...we kissed like 3 times, it was just sooo awwwww... hehe thats the word im looking for... aaAaWwWWwWwWwwwW hehe, gave juan his first kiss... (o=<3 <3<3 we continued laying there listening to music and being in each others arm... gosh... somethign that will definitely be cherished...gosh... i dunno.. everything just seemed so nice and perfect. well my mom came home so we went on my comp and played family fued for awhile and then he left on his bike...((at one point when we were cuddling, the flying doggy came up and i was making my noises for it.. hehe i came out wiht *bOof* hehe hecka funny... well it was cool..))
wow, what a day! it was just sooo nice and cute and perfect and adorable and just wow! hehe i can just see it... *daydreams* wow...i really didnt expect everything that happened today to happen but im glad it did... i really enjoyed having hoan over...(o=dang.. bonnie needs to get working on her time machines! hehe n clockstoppers! arghz.. i want that clock! sigh.... hmm, thinking about the perfect date... i think this works for it... a disney movie, holding hands, cuddling, video games, stars, music, cuddling, cuddling, n CUDDLING what else can i ask for?? (o= wow.. hoan is just too sweet! *sigh* i really like him a lot...this is one day that i will surely cherish...WooOooW! gosh... MeMoriEs...
i swear by the the moon and the STARS in the sky.....Thursday, January 03, 2002
just got back from a bike ride at dove hill.. hehe i went with hoan, ly, and sandy. hehe it was pretty fun. (o= hmm, we rode around dove hill for about an hour or so.. stupid ly kept on collecting lemons.. hhehe lemon girl...that girl stuffed lemons on her bike wherever it could fit..what a retardo... i fell *ahem* hehe me n hoan bumped each other and i fell.. hehe well he caught me... aww, my knight and shining armor.. haha lol... funnie! we went on the swings and monkey bars too.. cute! hehe like little kids (o= haha sandy stole hoans hat, that was pretty funny. i got my pants all dirty!!
there was the united states painted on the ground and i was telling hoan about how i used to play tag on it.. hehe those were the days. i jumped on hoans back.. he gave me a piggy back ride..hehe n he started hopping around the states... hehe pretty cute... oh yea.. we traveled the country together *wink wink* hehe it was sweet.. hehe (o= whooo, oh, we didnt visit alaska or hawaii tho... darn. all good. hehe its hecka funny... when hoan walks, he bounces! hehe i could feel it going up n down... haha, really funny.
we went back to my house after and played basketball outside with sandy n ly. heehe, we played HORSEYS... hehe i won! oh yea... stupid ly kept on making all these far shots. it was pretty fun.. hehe nice n relaxing n exercising! wooho... still am a little too clumsy tho.. darn..hehe i showed hoan my flying doggy! VvRroOmWoofwoofarfarf... (didnt realize planes dont go vvroom) whooo.. hehe oh, and sandy gave him his WONTON.. hehe hot n sour... (o= *sigh* today was fun.. yes, fun and cute...gotta go read biology now.
there was the united states painted on the ground and i was telling hoan about how i used to play tag on it.. hehe those were the days. i jumped on hoans back.. he gave me a piggy back ride..hehe n he started hopping around the states... hehe pretty cute... oh yea.. we traveled the country together *wink wink* hehe it was sweet.. hehe (o= whooo, oh, we didnt visit alaska or hawaii tho... darn. all good. hehe its hecka funny... when hoan walks, he bounces! hehe i could feel it going up n down... haha, really funny.
we went back to my house after and played basketball outside with sandy n ly. heehe, we played HORSEYS... hehe i won! oh yea... stupid ly kept on making all these far shots. it was pretty fun.. hehe nice n relaxing n exercising! wooho... still am a little too clumsy tho.. darn..hehe i showed hoan my flying doggy! VvRroOmWoofwoofarfarf... (didnt realize planes dont go vvroom) whooo.. hehe oh, and sandy gave him his WONTON.. hehe hot n sour... (o= *sigh* today was fun.. yes, fun and cute...gotta go read biology now.
phew... didnt sleep until 3 last night.. why? cuz i was on the fone with hoan for 5 1/2 hours! pretty crazy! ehhe it was really nice tho... we had a very good long conversation... hehe talked about lots of stuff.. it was great... hehe i dunno, we connected last night.. haha sure... (o= hehe u could imagine what we were talking about.. hmm, well we talked about shannon and how she should STOP whatever shes doing with steven, i mean its only been 2 weeks! made me realize that im really happy at the pace things are going with me n juan.. i mean moving slow just lets you cherish the little things more.. i think thats a whole lot better than rushing into things and regretting it... hehe serious talk i guess.. hehe but we talked a lot about cute stuff.. hehe like poems! hahha i started saying all these dodo poems and he made up some really cute ones...
Roses are Red
The sky is sunny
You are really cute and really funny!
(o= hehe an annie original, niccee..
Roses are Red
Waldo is something you find
You're the girl thats always on my mind,
HOANs work.. heeh cute, very cute..aww..
i dunno, it was really fun talking to hoan.. awww gee golly.. phew, it was such a nice conversation! hehe we talked about hmm, what would be our dream date ... hoan wanted to go on a picnic at night with candles in a park, then go stroll around the park n go play on the playground, n then lay down on the grass and watch the stars... aww doesnt that sound romantic? hehe soo cutee... we started discussing what food should be involved.. KFC hot wings, mash potatoes, and APPLE CIDER! mm.. heh it was really cute. hmm, what did i want? i wanted to have a whole day thing... first off, BREAKFAST! then minature golf, then LUNCH, haha, and then head to a themepark. thatd be cool, then when night falls, go watch the fireworks in the rotating tower.. aww thatd be soo cool.. u can look up at the fireworks and stars, or look down at the pretty city lights... aww, so cute... n of course there must be some *muahs!*, cute! hmm, then do what hoan described. niccee.. then maybe head home n watch a movie, cuddle, n fall asleep in each others arm.. niiccee.. thatd be the coolest! it was realy cute.. hehe hmm, we talked about what we would bring if we were stranded on a desert island.. i wanted to bring a boat.. haha thats right a boat! (o= hoan wanted to bring a car? what the heck man.. hehe.. hmm we came up with nicknames for each other too.. why sweet nicknames? why not sour n salty? hehe i called him LUCAS, haha, n he called me SQUiRT.. that dodo.. (o= hm, we also talked about our dream families.. 2 kids, a sedan, a land cruiser, 4 bikes for hte family, doggy, turtle, swiming pool, JACUZZI, n more... whew... pretty fun. hmm, the time just passed by man! 5 1/2 hours! whoa... hehe havent talked that long in a looongg tiime... i really enjoyed the good conversation i had with juan tho.. i really liked it... it was so happpy and fun! what else can i say.. CUTE!!! gee golly gosh...well we got off the fone around 3 cuz our fones died.. eheh too bad.. i coulda talked a lot longer! hehe (o= *sigh* hehe a nice conversation... just what i needed... he tickles in my tummy, hes so yummy yummy
Roses are Red
The sky is sunny
You are really cute and really funny!
(o= hehe an annie original, niccee..
Roses are Red
Waldo is something you find
You're the girl thats always on my mind,
HOANs work.. heeh cute, very cute..aww..
i dunno, it was really fun talking to hoan.. awww gee golly.. phew, it was such a nice conversation! hehe we talked about hmm, what would be our dream date ... hoan wanted to go on a picnic at night with candles in a park, then go stroll around the park n go play on the playground, n then lay down on the grass and watch the stars... aww doesnt that sound romantic? hehe soo cutee... we started discussing what food should be involved.. KFC hot wings, mash potatoes, and APPLE CIDER! mm.. heh it was really cute. hmm, what did i want? i wanted to have a whole day thing... first off, BREAKFAST! then minature golf, then LUNCH, haha, and then head to a themepark. thatd be cool, then when night falls, go watch the fireworks in the rotating tower.. aww thatd be soo cool.. u can look up at the fireworks and stars, or look down at the pretty city lights... aww, so cute... n of course there must be some *muahs!*, cute! hmm, then do what hoan described. niccee.. then maybe head home n watch a movie, cuddle, n fall asleep in each others arm.. niiccee.. thatd be the coolest! it was realy cute.. hehe hmm, we talked about what we would bring if we were stranded on a desert island.. i wanted to bring a boat.. haha thats right a boat! (o= hoan wanted to bring a car? what the heck man.. hehe.. hmm we came up with nicknames for each other too.. why sweet nicknames? why not sour n salty? hehe i called him LUCAS, haha, n he called me SQUiRT.. that dodo.. (o= hm, we also talked about our dream families.. 2 kids, a sedan, a land cruiser, 4 bikes for hte family, doggy, turtle, swiming pool, JACUZZI, n more... whew... pretty fun. hmm, the time just passed by man! 5 1/2 hours! whoa... hehe havent talked that long in a looongg tiime... i really enjoyed the good conversation i had with juan tho.. i really liked it... it was so happpy and fun! what else can i say.. CUTE!!! gee golly gosh...well we got off the fone around 3 cuz our fones died.. eheh too bad.. i coulda talked a lot longer! hehe (o= *sigh* hehe a nice conversation... just what i needed... he tickles in my tummy, hes so yummy yummy
Wednesday, January 02, 2002
Stupid Cupid you're a real mean guy
I'd like to clip your wings so you can't fly
I am in love and it's a crying shame
And I know that you're the one to blame
Hey hey set me free
Stupid Cupid stop picking on me
You got me jumping like a crazy clown
And I don't feature what your putting down
Since I kissed his loving lips of wine
The thing that bothers me is that I like it fine
Hey hey set me free
Stupid Cupid stop picking on me!!
this song is so totally cool!!! whooo i love it!!!
I'd like to clip your wings so you can't fly
I am in love and it's a crying shame
And I know that you're the one to blame
Hey hey set me free
Stupid Cupid stop picking on me
You got me jumping like a crazy clown
And I don't feature what your putting down
Since I kissed his loving lips of wine
The thing that bothers me is that I like it fine
Hey hey set me free
Stupid Cupid stop picking on me!!
this song is so totally cool!!! whooo i love it!!!
hm... today was rather boring.. acutally woke up at 12! woohoo.. hehe hmm, talked to juan on the fone for a bit.. on the fone with him now. woohoo! hehe i actually read for biology! so proud of myself.. hehe.. stupid sandy is psycho.. haha shes hecka hyper and retarded. kept on saying that i smile when i read. what the heck is that? hehe oh wellz... today was really rainy.. eee. hehe well i didnt go outside so it didnt matter. took a compatabilty quiz with juan and we all got the same answers.. hehe kewll. (o= interesting id say... oh yea...haha i got scared because of a banana! haha i screamed, lol.. hehe it was reading and eating n then i look down n that part of the banana was all BLACK!! u know how scary that is? hehe i screamed...
phew!! just woke up at 12... pretty good sleep id say. i feel really refreshed! welps.. my refreshing sleep had a lot of dreams in it. pretty crazy! i had like 5 dreams that i could remember! thats hecka crazy considering i usually cant even remember one. hmm, 3 of the dreams were positive, 1 was negative, n the other wasnt clear enough to understand.
hmm, i dreamt i got married! hehe that was pretty interesting, couldnt make out the groom though, too bad. my other dream, a bunch of us were in the theatre watching some movie. it had reese witherspoon in it n i think she was a cheerleader. who knows? the dream was definitely not focused on the movie.what was it focused on? well umm, me n hoan. hehe id unno.. it was pretty cute. we were sitting next to each other in the theatre and we were all cuddling. hehe thats right, cuddling. (o= it was really cute... we were hecka flirting and tickling each other and stuff. i dunno.. it was nice and kinda weird. STUPID HOAN was in almost all my dreams. another dream we were just sitting around somewhere just kciking it n then hoan kissed me on the cheek. hehe, yea.. i remember i had that one smirck on my face n then i kissed him back on the cheek. henry heard it or soemthign n he turned aroudn n gave me this funky look. hehe seemed pretty real. who knows... some weird dreams man!
negative: this dream was totally weird! hehe.. hmm it all started out in this convention or something and hoan was just walking around with me. then these guys called to me to talk to me so i went over to see what they had to say. it was hecka weird... they were like whos that guy u were walking with? do u kno what ur doing? dont move on too quick? and all that stuff... it was really weird.. i meant i dreamt that! talk about totall weird. yea... n then i evenutally just got really mad and yelled and screamed back at them. hecka weird.. then i just walked off n back to hoan. hehe after that, i had a race.. haha so i went n did that. i dunno... the dream in a way made sense but not... hecka weird. i dunno...what was the point of all the dreams i had? hmm *wanders* maybe too mcuh talk with bonnie n shannon and about the 3L's (love, lust, like)... not to mention, "how do you know if u like someone?" and "how do you stop urself from liking someone". interesting chat id say...
hmm, i dreamt i got married! hehe that was pretty interesting, couldnt make out the groom though, too bad. my other dream, a bunch of us were in the theatre watching some movie. it had reese witherspoon in it n i think she was a cheerleader. who knows? the dream was definitely not focused on the movie.what was it focused on? well umm, me n hoan. hehe id unno.. it was pretty cute. we were sitting next to each other in the theatre and we were all cuddling. hehe thats right, cuddling. (o= it was really cute... we were hecka flirting and tickling each other and stuff. i dunno.. it was nice and kinda weird. STUPID HOAN was in almost all my dreams. another dream we were just sitting around somewhere just kciking it n then hoan kissed me on the cheek. hehe, yea.. i remember i had that one smirck on my face n then i kissed him back on the cheek. henry heard it or soemthign n he turned aroudn n gave me this funky look. hehe seemed pretty real. who knows... some weird dreams man!
negative: this dream was totally weird! hehe.. hmm it all started out in this convention or something and hoan was just walking around with me. then these guys called to me to talk to me so i went over to see what they had to say. it was hecka weird... they were like whos that guy u were walking with? do u kno what ur doing? dont move on too quick? and all that stuff... it was really weird.. i meant i dreamt that! talk about totall weird. yea... n then i evenutally just got really mad and yelled and screamed back at them. hecka weird.. then i just walked off n back to hoan. hehe after that, i had a race.. haha so i went n did that. i dunno... the dream in a way made sense but not... hecka weird. i dunno...what was the point of all the dreams i had? hmm *wanders* maybe too mcuh talk with bonnie n shannon and about the 3L's (love, lust, like)... not to mention, "how do you know if u like someone?" and "how do you stop urself from liking someone". interesting chat id say...
Tuesday, January 01, 2002
arghz.. i wasted the day again! i was supposed to read biology too. darnits... oh wellz its okie i think ill start reading right about now. hmm, todays juans bday!! hehe happy new years! he had a little birthday get together thing.. it was pretty cool. (o= hm, we played video games a lot..that LOSER lost to me at bustamove sooo bad!! hahha that loser! hehe he said i ruined the game for him.. haha thats right, u loser!... had a guitar agar cake, it looked really cool but fruity. hehe.. hmm what else.. shannon, vicky, henry, chris, me, sandy, and richard showed up. *yawn* i am so super sleepy right now...welps, happy birthday hoan!! (o= hope u had fun.. ZzZzZzZ...
~*HaPpy NeW YeaRs*~
talked to juan n was the first to say happy birthday n happy new years (o= cute
