Life or Death
To feel alone, scared, and unwanted
Is there any meaning to the feelings I have
Is it the answer
The thoughts I have that
As I hear the alarm to wake
10/20/01
The darkness within me
Will I ever see the light again
The pain overwhelming
Why do I feel such pain
Feeling used and abused
Not physically but emotionally
Sometimes I feel happy and
other times I feel death
Or just a way out
I may leave those I love
And pain those who love me
But I feel it would make it all better
run threw this head of mine
never ends, Non Stop
I pray that I never wake
as I lay my head down
I think, O great another day of hell
Is that where I'll go if I end this life of mine
OR AM I ALREADY THERE
