My On-line Diaper Journal
by
Diaper Big Boy (Like I'd really put my real name), but you know who I am
(Note: This is the 2nd one, I have one more, but I have to find it in my room, that one explains why I got into diapers)
(Note2: This is exactly what I said, in my journal. I'll try to type it as best as I can.)
Date: Unknown
Journal Entry: #1 (IN THE BEGINNING, GOD SAID, LET THERE BE DIAPERS, AND IT WAS SO...)
After I was potty trained at the age of 1 or 2, (I'm not sure it couldn't be early, but maybe later. not sure.) I REALLY wansn't interested in diapers until I was in 6th grade, when I was going througgh my mom closet, I was looking for something, not sure. But I didn't know. Anyways, by accident I find an ADULT diaper. Okay, here's where I was totally enthralled. When I pick up. I got so hard, it seems I had to cum at the moment, but of couse I was only 12 years old, and I didn't know what I was doing, and what "it" was doing. Anyways. I put the diaper on and smell of the new diaper and the texture of it was so good. I had the urge to use it, but I couldn't I thought it was so disgusting, so I took it off and put it back. and I was just so curious about it. The next day, I went to store and bought some diapers. I was so nervous. I was sweating bullets. the funny thing is that after I bought them, I wet myself. and I hadn't even changed, yet.
Date: Unknown
Journal Entry: #2
In the 7th and 8th grade, and I didn't really think or talk about diapers at all. In the 9th grade I was buying size 5 and 6, baby diapers and I would buy wipes and powder, to clean up and so I wouldn't get a rash. Then in 10th greade I would buy adult diapers, and in the 11th grade I bought a couple of diapers. I didn't really use them, but I thought it was cool. Also in the 11th grade, I would order diapers by mail because I got a job and a credit card. and I started to buy baby food, bottles, nucks, adult diapers and I still do to this day.
Date: Unknown
Journal Entry: #3
I went to bed, with a really think diapers on. and I put powder and on before I wen to bed. It was probably about 8 disposables. (I loves the thickness) So, when I woke up, I had made a big mess in my diaper, well actually I pissed alot then, I got up and decided to go to MickyD's (It was really close, walking distance). but before I left I took a nice dump in my diaper, and boy was it a load. It reacked so much I had to open a window and hold my nose. Then I had an idea to spray air freshren on the outside of my diaper (It made it smell better). Then I got dressed with that stinking diaper on, and we to Mickey'D's and got some breakfast to go. and the ate it, and when home. had another mess, cleanup up really well, and took a shower and got ready and went to work.
Journal Entry: #4
Date: 3/5/99
Today, I went to Giant (A grocery store in my area), in another 8 disposable dipaers on. I was weaing button leg pants and XXL sweatpants over those. So it looked like I had a big bulge. Then I worse a t-shirt and a sweatshirt over that. Wehn I was going to Ginat a who worked in there, noctec me and said to her male co-worker, "look at that guy, he looks kinda weird with that big butt", and he said, maybe he's wearing diapers. "then they both laughed. and then i got my stuff I needed, but they didn't have my size. So, I left, and went next store to the drugstore (CVS), and didn't want to wait in line, so I took my time, and got a few things. (Enemas(x2))packages, Supositories (1 box) and a baby shampoo. Then I checkout and left.
Journal Entry: #5
Date: 6/14/00
Lately, I have been sucking on pacifers, and going to bed in diapers at night. I have even changed myself in a public restroom. I bring a big bag with lots of diapers and If I have a messy accident, I have lots of diapers, powers and wipes to clean up. So times it takes along time, and alot people notice after I'm done.
Journal Entry: #6
Date: 6/16/00
Yesterday, Night I went to Giant to get more diapers since I was running low (this is becoming, quite a thrill for me). but when I got there again, they were out of the Large size (I needed the bigger diapers, because I am a BIG BOY, hehehe). SO, incstead, I bought 2 gallons of bottled water and a movie to watch, (Wild Wild West) even though it was a an okay movie. I stil have to get all of the Will Smith movies. So, when I lfet I was carrying 1 litered and the other one was in my bad, when I was about 4 blocks from y home, I poured onf the gallons of water all over me (I was really HOT, in all those diapers and in plastic pants and sweatclothes.) It was refreshing, except my bag got all wet and my movie was in there, but luckiley nothing happen to it. (but whatever). I finally got home and drank the other one in 15 minutes, then I fell asleep, but I took off my diaper, cuz it was really wet from the water. Hopefully, I won't wet the bed, or maybe I want to. (hehehe).
Journal Entry: #7
Date: Thursday, September
(by this time I was in MA, to visit my grandparents) Today, my grandmom stored my baby bag and I was questioned about it, and some diapers I had. I had denied it. They believed it, I think. Or just don't care not to question me, for the sake of arguing. I've been looking at adult baby sites and about diapers and other stuff related to it, at the libaray, but now I'm not sure if I really want to do this? ALl I know is I want to talk to someone and meed them, so I can be treaded like a baby.
Journal Entry: #8
Date: 9/19/00
Before I went to school. By now I was in College and I had to be driven to school, because I don't have a drivers license. Anyways. I left my Undergarments in the trash can in my room and hid the trash can in my close, and when I my granddad came into to empty it. and hang up my clothes (geeze, how old am I, I can't even hang up own clothes....) So, anyway, he emptied my trash and wehn he came to pick me up, he ask where they came from. I said,"I don't know anytthing about them". And he thought I had a problem going to the bathroom in the middle of the night and he accused my of having Wet Dreams. (I didn't know what they were at the time, but he said they are common in adults my age.)
Journal Entry: #9
Date: 4/21/2001
I know this is late, but I really didn't want to write anything before, because I'm lazy and I don't want to write anything. Anything. it's been the same thing lately. Come home from school wear a siap, then eat, chat, and change, and then chat some more and go to bed in a diaper. My granddad didn't really like me wearing diapers, he thought I couldn't control it and was asking me things like:
Do you need to wear a diaper every night?
Why can't you get up in the middle of the night?