Tuesday, September 5, 2000
Tash I don't want to hear you say that you don't deserve to be happy. YOU DO!!! Everyone deserves to be happy some point in their live's! Maybe your's ain't right now. But it will eventually come.
And I hate Jeff and Ryan for making you think that every guy will hurt you. Because they wont. They've made you son insecure about guys. I hate them for it. You will eventually find a guy that wont hurt you like these to asshole have. There are better guys out there other than Ryan (jerk #1) and Jeff (jerk #2) That will love you for u. And accept all your quirky , lovable, and realize how specail u are and how talented you are. Your the best friend i've been looking for! I'm glad i found u or u found me however it happened. Your loyal, caring understanding. and a great person some guy will eventually realize what he's missing and fall headover heals for u. U deserve a lot better than the two wackko's your stuck between now.
What Jeff and Ryan did tonight was not right. Tash i really think u should stay away from them and let this cool down a whole lot. I'm not saying stop talking to the two of them. Maybe for a little while would be a good idea. I mean to me it seems as if they are trying to control your life and what u do and who you should or shouldn't be with. And it's hurting u. I mean if you stay away from the both of them maybe they will both cool down a bit. It might hurt u a bit. But what they are doing to you now is hurting you a hell of a lot more. I wish i was there so i could tell them both right where to go. And when i say stay away from them I mean just stop talking to the both of them or doing stuff with the both of them for a couple of weeks and let things die. Give yoruself time to think and give them time to think. Cuz if they really loved you they wouldn't be putting you through this bullshit. They are acting Immature and by wha they did tongith they don't really care about your feelings.
I hope your not mad at my opinion but i thought i should tell u!
Friends Always not matter what happens or what choices you make i'm going to support u. Wanda Lee.