Justin and I went to see Maid in Manhatten last night. It was a really good movie. It's a girly movie but I enjoy them at times. Next time we go to a movie we'll go see something he wants to see.

I had a great trip home for christmas. Thanks to Justin's parents. I don't know what we would do without them. His parents or Mine. We had a short time home, but it was great.

Our apartment is looking much better after today. We went and bought a bookcase and some tv trays. So now we have no boxes around. Its much better.

I hope things are getting better for Tash! I tried to call her tonight but she wasn't home. That girl never stops. :) I can't wait until next weekend, MY BIRTHDAY!!
~*~Wanda Lee~*~

TUESDAY, JANUARY 07, 2003
I think I have been doing pretty good lately with updates. LOL :)
Justin is in bed sleeping as usual. So I get to spend the day doing nothing. Well i have to do laundry in a little while. Ugh i Hate laundry more then i hate doing the bathrooms. I actually did the bathroom this weekend ugh but it needed to be done.

I can't wait for Tash to have the Baby! I love the names she has picked out for it. She has always had the names Alexis and Justin lol.. I wonder why Justin.. Hmm JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE? and could Alexander be from AJ Mclean?? Tash and her fettish for guys. I'm surprised that the baby boy doesn't have a name a mile long something like Justin Eric Alexander Nick Danny :) I'm just teasing.

I myself am not sure of a boys name if i ever have a boy, i'll leave that up to justin but a baby girl would be Rachel Rebecca

But babies for me is a long way away. At least I hope so I know Tash would love for me to call her and tell her that I am Pregnant.. she'd be happy with that. :) But i don't think so. But I'm still here for Tash no matter what. she can bitch to me all she wants. anyways i am going to take off.. Love and Miss Ya Tash! Talk To you Soon! Best Friends Forever!
~*~Wanda Lee~*~

WEDNESDAY, JANUARY 08, 2003
I just got off the phone with Tash, she sounds so much happier now with her pregnancy. I'm glad she is getting excited. Shane better take good care of her and make sure she gets everything she needs to be comforatable. And Tash better take care of herself. I'm sorry that I called when she was going to bed though. I wont do that anymore, she just has to tell me when she's off and when I can call. I don't want to prevent her from getting her sleep. :) Well so far this week no calls from resumes that I put out saturday, so this weekend I will put out more resumes. Sunday night we have to go to the MC Battle that Kiss is putting off.. Actually it's Dog and Billie doing it. It should be good. Hopefully, if it's good they'll do it again if it sucks then it will be the only time they do it. But i am sure that it will be pretty good. Justin has a meeting tomorrow, which he'll find out what he's doing for the rest of the year. Or what they want to see in the next year. I hate the hours he works, but I can put up with them as long as it makes him happy, and i know he hates the hours, but likes his job, and it looks good on a resume, and its a overall good experience. I'm glad he took the job here in toronto it's so much better then Bracebridge, much more to do. Bracebridge was much like Gander, nothing to do. Anyways i am off to bed. Or to work on Tash's baby gift. LOL Miss and Love you girl!
~*~Wanda Lee~*~

FRIDAY, JANUARY 10, 2003
I just finished reading tash's thoughts. Tash, you shouldn't regret the choices you made because in the long road of life all those choices you've made has made you into the wonderful, caring, person you are today. It's made you a stronger person, even though you don't think you are strong. You are brave, I know that having a baby was in your imediate future, but now it is and I know you may have a hard time at first, but your going to be a great mother, you have always been good with kids. I know you are facing a hard future, but I think you can handle it, you'll need lots of help and support, and things aren't going to go as you planned, but you'll be fine. Your friends and family will help you, but you have to ask sometime.

Don't give up on your goals, keep working at them, do the things you want to accomplish, it will take longer and more work but you can do it. You are never alone, I know i'm not there phiscally but i am there in spirit and I am always here for you to talk to. It's better for you to talk about things that are troubling you and worrying you. I know your scared, at least i know i would be, it's better to talk about it then keep it in. I love you and always here for you.. I know things will work out in the long run!
~*~Wanda Lee~*~

WEDNESDAY, JANUARY 15, 2003
To start off lets say that Justin forgot my Birthday until I got on the phone with my parents and I told my father he didn't know my age.. LOL Dumb Ass!!! I still love him though. Then that night we went to East Side Mario's and the food was soooooo good, Josh and Vive came to the restaurant to have some drinks with us. It was a pretty cool Birthday afterall.. I think my new favorite restaurant is East Side Mario's.

Tash Wrote me a really Nice poem for my birthday that I will put up on the site eventually. It so much nicer then something bought. Hee hee hee

Sunday night Pernell, Justin and I went to The MC Battle for Kiss 92-5 It was prettyu cool. the only thing that sucked wa son Tuesday when they had that battle off on Air it seem rigged. Because they kept doing hte battles until one of the finialist fucked up so they could give it to the other guy. I didn't like that. I think they chose the wrong winner. They guy that lost was sooooo very much better.

Well I am going to go and watch some tv and work on Tash's Blankie for the babie.. I have one block done already.. only a few more to go.. well 8 actually.. no 7 because I have one done at home that I will use. I've wanted to call that girl the past few nights but she's never home.. ERRRRRR!! I'm going to have to call early saturday morning and wake her up.. HA HA!!
~*~Wanda Lee~*~

SUNDAY, JANUARY 19, 2003
The weather has been too damn cold this week. It was minus 33 the other day with the windsheild and it hasn't warmed up yet. Well it has a little, but not too much. When you go out doors you jacket sounds like it's going to crack.

Friday, Pernell, Justin and I, went out. Pernell took us down to get out health cards, and then he took us out for dinner. It was soo good. The best steak I had at a restaurant ever. Then we went back to Pernell's and played with his farrett. I want a farret so bad, the yare so cute and playful. Justin thought a farret was a bird at first. LOL:) siilly boy. They are soo cute.

Justin and I went to a movie last night called Gangs of New York. It was an excellent movie. The best movie I've seen in a long time and probably the best movie I've ever seen Leonardo Dicaprio in ever, and I mean better then TITANIC. and Cameron Diaz did a wicked job as well I think it's one of her Better Movies too!!

Now I am in work with Justin so he can get some stuff done so he doens't have to come in early tonight. He has to stay later tomorrow because of the touchfootball contest Mad-dog and billie are having for tickets to the superbowl. Anywho I'm going to take off.. I Love and Miss ya Tash.. Update your damn page!! :)
~*~Wanda Lee~*~

TUESDAY, JANUARY 28, 2003
47 days until Tash comes up to visit. I cannot wait. We are going to go to a DISTURBED concert and hang out.. :) I'm so excited This summer will be almost 2 years since we've seen each other. I can't wait to meet Trish either she seems pretty nice. They are staying in my apartment. My first visitors since moving here (ones that stayed over)

I booked a flight out to Trina's for mom and dad and now courtney has their whole trip planned for them. She's a very organized little girl :) Just like her mother. I have uploaded a new page for me.. Wanda's Page It has pictures of my family on it. I have more pictures to go up yet of my brother I will probably do that tomorrow.
I can't wait.... Hee hee Anyways I am going to go.. talk to you later
~*~Wanda Lee~*~

WEDNESDAY, JANUARY 29, 2003
I CANNOT WAIT FOR MARCH, TASH COMING UP IS ABOUT THE ONLY GOOD THING THAT'S HAPPENED IN THE PAST WEEK. THE 14 - 20 IS GREAT TASH... WE WILL DO EVERYTHING YOU WANT TO.. BUT IF I HAVE A JOB YOU'LL HAVE TO WORK AROUND MY SCHEDULE AND THE TWO OF YOU WILL HAVE TO DO STUFF ON YOUR OWN.. :) BUT THAT'S GOOD :) AND TASH YOUR WANTING TO COME UP HERE ISN'T SELFISH.. YOU NEED IT.. YOU NEED SOMETHING FOR YOURSELF BEFORE THE BABY COMES BECAUSE AFTER THAT IT WILL BE THE TWO OF YOU AND YOU'LL HAVE TO THINK ABOUT HIM/HER TOO :)

WELL I'M IN AT WORK WITH JUSTIN BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE HOME BY MYSELF, FIRST JUSTIN'S MOTHER CALLED AND TOLD JUSTIN THAT HIS GRANDMOTHER, WHOM HE IS VERY CLOSE WITH HAS A SPOT ON HER LUNGS AND THE DOCTOR SAID IT DOESN'T LOOK. THEN MY MOM CALLED AND TOLD ME THAT MY GRANDFATHER HAS CANCER... :( I HAD TRIED TO BE STRONG FOR JUSTIN AND TOLD HIM HOW PROUD I WAS OF HIM FOR NOT CRYING ON THE PHONE WITH HIS MOTHER, BECAUSE IT WOULD'VE BEEN HARD ON HER, AND I BURST OUT CRYING ON THE PHONE WITH MY MOM... AND I CAN JUST IMAGINE WHAT ITS LIKE FOR HER..I GUESS IT WAS JUST TOO MUCH TO HANDLE... I DON'T WANT TO BE HOME BY MYSELF CAUSE I KNOW ALL I DO WILL CRY A LOT.. AND I DON'T WANT TO.. I GOT TO THINK POSITIVE. I AM FOR JUSTIN'S GRANDMOTHER, BUT MY GRANDFATHER IS OLDER AND HE ALREADY FOUGHT CANCER ONCE WHEN I WAS IN GRADE ONE.. I HOPE EVERYTHING TURNS OUT GOOD..BUT I HAVE A LOT ON MY MIND.. I HATE THAT FUCKING DESEASE... ANYWAYS I AM GOING TO GO.. I'M ALMOST IN TEARS WRITING THIS.. I NEEDED TO DO IT THOUGH... I LOVE AND MISS YOU GIRL.. I CAN'T WAIT ONLY 46 DAYS LEFT.. HEE HEE HEE
~*~WANDA LEE~*~

FRIDAY, JANUARY 31, 2003
44 more days until tash come up.. i cannot wait! it's the only thing i am really looking forward to right now.. On thrusday of this week my grandfather is having surgery to have cancer removed from his stomach.. i hope there is nothing else to it.. and well sometime next week justin's grandmother his getting tests done to see what it is she actually has or doesn't have. we are hoping for the best this way.. and we are trying to save money so if anything bad really happens we can go home if we are needed to. i picked up a get well card for my grandfather tonight.. and we will do the same if justin's grandmother ends up in the hospital. :/ I hope she don't.

Justin is doing a bit better were both having hard time sleeping.. or well having a bit of nightmares and dreams of home. things like this make you miss home a lot more. i wish i was there for my mother.. but it is all i can do.. i'd only be in the way and be a pain if i went home with out reason.. and the same with justin. if it comes down to it we'll go home again.. but right now they have all the people they need close to them.. that can help them.. its better we don't add to the stress right now. :)

so tash have you sent the money for the tickets yet??? i haven't really talked to you since the other day.. i hope you have. i should have a bit of extra money coming up soon. we are going to have to save a bit though so i definatly wont beable to do a whole lot that contains me spending money.. unless there isn't anything on the go too bad at home :) I still can't wait for you and trish to come up... we'll have to get out a bit.. it's costly here though.. that's just a little note for you.. some stuff is cheaper but other's is more expensive.. so bring the money you can afford...:)
~*~Wanda Lee~*~

TUESDAY, FEBRUARY 04, 2003
Well the deal is done.. I purchased the tickets for the disturbed concert today so tash can't back out because there are no refunds for tickets.. LOL I cannot wait. 40 more days and she'll be here.. AHHHHHH

i can't wait, i can't wait, i can't wait,i can't wait, i can't wait, i can't wait,i can't wait, i can't wait, i can't wait,i can't wait, i can't wait, i can't wait,i can't wait, i can't wait, i can't wait,i can't wait, i can't wait, i can't wait,i can't wait, i can't wait, i can't wait,i can't wait, i can't wait, i can't wait,i can't wait, i can't wait, i can't wait,i can't wait, i can't wait, i can't wait,i can't wait, i can't wait, i can't wait,

Maybe i'm a little too excited.. i hope i have a job by them i put out more resumes this weekend.. and i am going out again this up coming weekend..hopefully something comes up.. :)
~*~Wanda Lee~*~

FRIDAY, FEBRUARY 07, 2003
I agree with Tash and her rantings on what's going on in the world. But I try and not pay attention to whats going on it's only depressing. The only thing I want to say If Pres Bush starts a war with Iraq he damn well finish it unlike his father did.

My grandfather Noble had his surgery yesterday and they got all the cancer and it looks like he wont have to have any radiation or chemo therapy! Which is good because it will only make him sick. Mom and Dad went to Corner brook to see him yesterday and came back today. I'm going to call him Sunday probably once he's rested.

38 more days until tash comes to visit. :) I noticed we all are counting down. I guess were going to have to make some plans for that week. But it all depends on if I have some work or not. I hope I do. I know that means I wont get to spend all my time with Tash and Trish but I'll get to spend most of it anyways.

I did plan on bringing Tash over to Kiss to meet Tarzan Dan but that surprise can't happen now since he nolonger works there. I'm sorry tash. :) I guess all you'll get is the picture of me and him that I had taken at the fannies. :(

I can't wait for next weekend me and Justin and I are going out for supper and to a movie for Valentines Day! It's the first time we really get to go out somewhere since last year he was up here and I was in Newfoundland. So I'm excited. I'm in a much better mood too now that my grandfather's surgery is over. Allwe have to do is get through whatever is going on with Justin's grandmother. More Later ~*~Wanda Lee ~*~

SUNDAY, FEBRUARY 10, 2003
I never did too much this weekend... Justin and I spent time together... I called my grandfather today he sounds good.. we are still waiting to hear about justin's nan.

well there is 34 MORE DAYS TASH!! hee hee hee.. i am soo excited and Justin is planning on taking Monday, March 17, 2003 off that way as he puts it he can hang with the girls.. lol plus he wants a day off.. So far we have Electric Circus on Friday night if Tash and Trish are up to it.. then saturday i am not sure.. sunday night is DISTURBED, monday maybe MOD at Much Music and then i was thinking if they are here for the following friday we'd go to the JOker where Kiss does a Live to air.. It's a pretty good dance club.. and i think it would be pretty cool to get out and dance... not drink just dance... :) other then those plans i am not sure what we will do during the week.. we will have to watch American Idol.. LOL Can't miss that.. Oh yeah i fifure the day of the concert it will take us all day to get ready.. i want tash to do my hair and make up.. just like old times.. she hasn't done that in a long time.. and we'll take lots of pictures while she up here.. some new ones of hte both of us to put up on the website.. that's if her scanner is working.. LOL there is a bunch of people going to the concert with us.... well to start there is Juss, Me, Tash, Trish and Pernell our taxi (LOL) the justin's friend Josh and his roomates are going.. i don't know how many that is.. and trish told me that there is a few people she knows up here that is going to meet us there.. I can't wait.. :) I'm so excited about tash coming up to visit.. hee hee.. we will have to see about me coming to visit you when you have my godchild.. whom i am going to spoil rottern :)

I know there is one thing i have to do is tell Mad dog, billie and roz that justin is going to be living with a bunch of girls.. they will make so much fun of him for it.. LOL I like giving them things to tease justin about.. ha ha.. lol

Well I tried calling tash tonight but she is never home.. U have to tell me when i can call again girl.. i'd like to make some plans with you.. LOL :P anyways i am going to go for the night.. i might update more... oh and tash i'll show youhow to put your tattoo pictures up on your page when your up here..
~*~Wanda Lee ~*

FEBRUARY 13, 2003
How many times does it take for a person to write 2003 before you actually write it right for the first time? I think it still takes me 3 times before i hit the right number.. Now by the time i get use to writing 2003 it will be 2004 damn it.. LOL

Okay that's my little rant for today.. anyways i sent off a resume to a law firm today, hopefully something comes out of it. I really need a job.. and well if tash comes up and i have a job i'll work and spend all the time when i am off with them :) It's only 30 more days.. Ugh less then a month and on friday tash will have her flight booked. I got the tickets for THe disturbed concert today.. all 5 of them :) I am getting so excited.

I almost have one baby blanket done. The one for justin's boss.. she's also due in the latter part of july so i have to get busy on tash's that's why i am getting hers done firts because i want to take my time with tash's.
~*~Wanda Lee~*~

FRIDAY, FEBRUARY 21, 2003
21 more sleeps until Tash comes. I can't wait I really can't wait. Tash has soo much she wants to do while she here. It's going to be a busy week. AHH i can't wait.

I went a met a girl named Brandi, she is going to help me get a job or see what she can do to get me a job in the law office she is working in. Starting off she said is $40,000 a year and it doesn't advertise outside the company the only way to get a job there is by knowing someone. So I really hope something comes up there soon and i can get a job. :)

Poor justin he has been here at work for over 12 hours now.. he's been here since 530 this morning just because mad dog and billie had to do a show from down in New York for the grammy's. The poor guy hardly got any sleep last night and he's in here again all day today.. it really sucks.. well he got next friday off and Julie gave him Tickets to a Raptors game On March 23 the day after Tash leaves me.. So next month is going to be a pretty busy month. I can't believe it's almost March already. This month doesn't take very long to go anyways.
~*~Wanda Lee~*~

FRIDAY, FENRUARY 28, 2003
Another month of this year is gone. I can't believe it. only 14 more days until tash comes. I can't wait. I am getting more excited as the days go on. I can only imagine half of what Tash wants to do while she's here. LOL

I can't believe you have another DOG.. That's not fair. Everyone is allowed to have a Puppy but me. I can't stand it. I want a puppy to.. knowing tash now she'll say Have a baby.. lol that's all she wants me to do. Have a baby.. lol

I am at Justin's work again. He has to do the Best of Show as per usual. I hate this.. Even though justin is off for a long weekend which is good. i get 3 nights of cuddling instead of 2.. hee hee hee
~*~Wanda Lee~*~

SUNDAY, MARCH 02, 2003
Justin's grandmother has Lung Cancer, She is having surgery on the day that Tash comes here. So that will be a long day for us. Well I will hopefully be pretty busy but i don't know how Justin will take it. I hope nothing else show's up. Tash will keep me busy I am sure.

Tash and I have to talk about some stuff before she comes up.. and i need her flight info. LOL I know it's 8 am and i know t3 but i need the number and stuff. I can't believe it's almost in single digits.. ahh i am getting so excited. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
~*~Wanda Lee~*~

TUESDAY, MARCH 04, 2003
Another day in Paradise.. I was sick as a dog today and all Tash can wish for is that I am prego so i can be prego with her. I damn better well not be. I'll kill her for cursing me. ERRRR... All she wants is for me to be pregnant so we can be pregnant together.. Maybe for your next child I'll be pregnant too..

Justin has to produce some more bachelorette show. Billie went to a strip bar for a first date. What a first date. I wouldn't have done it myself. Not the whole thing. Not even if I was single. I think it's to risky.. but i guess meeting someone in a bar is risky as well.

Hey Tash has Ennis returned from her trip yet? Are you even talking to her. I don't think you are.

My sister in-law is leaving in May to go to Egypt to work with the Military. She's a brave woman. Stronger then I would ever be. Especially with all that's going on in the world. Going over that way is taking a big risk I think everyone is a target but someone has to go over. She wont be in Iran or Iraq she'll be in Egypt far enough away from everything. But she is still a brave soul.
~*~Wanda Lee~*~

MONDAY, MARCH 24, 2003
I can't believe the week with Tash and Trish went by so damn fast. I had a great time and had fun getting to know Trish and spending time with tash. I hope the 2 of them had a great time! I know i did.. The concert was great we got to see DISTURBED live and as well as Taproot which is one of Justin's favorite bands. We also did some shopping and watched some movie.. the damn 8 mile movie wouldn't work for us though which sucks. I hope they come to visit again.. And Trish your welcome to come up when your up here this summer..

Justin is going home on Wednesday to see his grandmother. He is excited. His grandmother also is looking forward to it. You can here the upbeat tone in her voice compared to what it was before. The same for His mother. She is looking forward to him coming home. And on wednesday for me I am going to my sisters. I cannot wait. I am going to surprise courtney. As long as my dad keeps his mouth shut that should go over well. He's already told her that he has a big surprise for her on Wednesday. Ughh I will get so mad at him if he spills the beans. I am excited though. It gave me something to look forward to again because i was getting upset because tash was leaving. I want her to come back.

This will probably be the last time i update this until after i get back from my sisters. I hope you all have a great week and hopefuly soon we'll have pictures up of tash's vist here. I miss u girl and take care of my god baby!
~*~Wanda Lee~*~

MONDAY, APRIL 14, 2003
GO LEAFS GO!!! they are playing in a play off game tonight. :)

I'm sorry I haven't been on much lately Tash. It's just that Justin is off during the Days this week so I am not as bored as i usually am. And I am working on your baby blaket! So don't complain too much. I'm glad my God child is doing very well :) she better be good for her mommy!! ANd let her mommy get some rest.:)

The weather here is so beautiful it 21 degrees here today. and really lovely. Me and Justin have been going for walks a lot lately. most time twice a day. That's why we I'm not on so much. Next week it will be back to normal for me.

Saturday night Justin, myself went to see Phone Booth the new Colin Farrell movie. IT is a good movie. And it isn't draged out which is nice. It's a shorter movie but I like it. We went with Brandi and Rodney. IT was a blast we went out for supper first then to the movie then to Hemmingways for a few drinks afterwards. It was nice to get out with people other then the ones he works with.

I miss Tash though. It was great having her up here for a week. I hope tash gets her scanner fixed soon so she can send me some more pics to put up. I have some from my trip to my sisters to put up here as well. I will when I get a bit of time.

My parents got a house in Appleton :) It's a beautiful house. They move in in June I think. That gives them time to get things done before they move. I can't believe that after almost 0 years of renting off of the military they are going to have a house of their own. I'm sooo happy for them. Plus it's close to tasha's father! Just across the river!!

Anyways i am going to go now. I will talk to you later. I am going to call you soon. Sorry we've been missing each other online. Next week I will be on more I promise.. Love and Miss you very much!
~*~Wanda Lee~*~

WEDNESDAY, APRIL 30, 2003
We are going back to Newfoundland in a month. I am soon going to start packing everything. I booked the movers yesterday. It's costing us 1000 to get everything moved back to Newfoundland. I wish we were driving back to NF but we don't have a car. If we did we would stop at my sisters and then to see tash.. With moving home now I don't know when I will get to go up and see her. But hopefully I will before christmas or just after christmas.. I want to see the baby after it's born. I better get lots of baby pictures just for the fact that it's my God Child.. and it's going to be spoiled rottern. I got the blanket mostly done... all that's left now is my mother putting it together. This is the best baby blanket i have done. It matches completely. And looks really good. I hope Tasha Likes it as much as i do. The last I heard she was doing the baby's room Winnie The Pooh. So it will match. So far i Know of 6 baby's born or going to be born this year.. my cousin lana had a girl in february. my cusin Tina had a girl in march.. no there is Tash, julie, my cousin shane's wife tara, and Kelly's baby that's on the way. It seems like I'm the only one that doesn' have a baby coming. And i don't want one for a while yet. I could only imagine being pregnant now and moving again... ugh the stress of it all..

I don't know if i will get to update this agian before I get home. I will try. But i have to pack everything and well I have to clean everhting as well.. hopefully it all works out. we are waiting on justin's income tax to get back and well we'll have 2 full checks that we don't have to pay rent with. so we will hopefully have plenty of money. It all depends on what he gets back. i'm only getting back 100 lol that is sad.. i know.. but every bit helps..

I am excited about going home but also dissapointed i love it here. but thinking about going home now brings up things we've missed like our ppv evenings at legends with steve, kelly and sheldon, going out to play pool. and of course my family. Anyways I have to go now.. I will try to update before I leave but we will see...
~*~Wanda Lee~*~

TUESDAY, MAY 06, 2003
We are booking out flights home this weekend. Hopefully we can get a flight for the 29th durning the night.. or early on the 30th. Either way we are going to stay in hotel for one night. I can't wait to get home and see everyone!

I got an email from Tina today. She's doing good over in Egypt. I will put up some pictures when i get them. She has a digital camera over there with her. She' going on an over night trip to see the burnign bush. I hope she gets some good pictures. And as long as she stays safe everything will be ok.

I am at work with Justin again. I can't wait until the last night he has to come here. They are putting him through so much shit.. All he's doing is grinning and taking it. Not letting them get to him because if he does it will stress him. I am so proud of him. It was a hard decision for him. But as long as he's happy I am happy for him. I packed one box today and it was only a shoe box that will go in another box but its a start. I figure i can pack on box a day and it will keep me busy for the rest of the month and well. then we have cleaning to do. so hopefully it wont take us too long.! I just want to go home now.and get rid of some stress..

I wish Tash a happy's mommy's day with a kicking baby inside her!! I hope her baby shower goes good. it wont be awesome because I'm not there.. LOL Anyways I'm taking off..
~*~Wanda Lee~*~

TUESDAY, MAY 13, 2003
We only have 3 more weeks here in Toronto. I can't believe it. I have our flight booked home for the 30th of May. I'm going to miss Toronto a lot thought.

Tash had a good baby shower from what she's told me an=bout it. She got lots of goodies. I hope she's gotten my card. I know it's not much but its the thought. I miss tash! I hope everything is alright with the baby so her and shane can come to Newfoundland a month after the baby is born. so i can see my god child and well more importantly see tash! I'm glad that even after all these years we've kept in contact. She's the best friend in the whole world. She's the only female i trust that's not family. LOL Isn't that crazy. It's going to be a different Gander day this year thought.. She's not going to be there.

my sister is more then likely coming home this summer i can't wait. I'll get to see COurtney and ben again! I can't wait. anyways I have to go.. Talk to you all later
~*~Wanda Lee~*~

SATURDAY, MAY 17, 2003
Well Justin and I have done some more packing. Well I did the packing and he got rid of the garbage. I packed up our dishes.. We are going to be using paper paltes and stuff. That way I don't have to wait until the end to pack everything. I think we will do more packing tomorrow. we threw out our computer desk, Justin beat it to pieces. It was a piece of junk anyways. We had to put it up against the wall to keep it from falling. :) So we weren;t moving it home. Less then 2 weeks and I will be home :)

We are going to the zoo on monday I am going to take lots of pictures and put them up on the site. I'll be able to put some other pictures up on the page as well. Some from when tash was up here. :)
I have the evening to myself which is good. Justin finally decided it was okay for him to go out and leave me home. He feels so guilty leaving me home. He's gone to josh's. there's only so much watching skate boarding tapes I can watch. I'll ask justin tomorrow what they did. I bet most of my predictions will be right. They watch skateboarding movies and then josh will get justin to go to the bars.. LOL i hope he has a great time. I'll have a good time spending it by myself. Just pitter pattering around. Doing whatever. Plus I got to spend over a $100 today on a new outfit.. it's a balck skirt and a white and red shirt.. it's really pretty.. I like it.
~*~Wanda Lee~*~

THURSDAY, MAY 22, 2003
Well I had a great day at the zoo! Brandi, Rodney, Justin and I spent a total of 5 hours walking around looking at all the different animals. My Favorite was the Polar Bears! I love them and the baby one was so cute. I got pictures I will put some up maybe once i get them developed.

I am at work with Justin now. This is his last night of work. Which i can't believe has come so fast. Even though he has to work over the weekend. But other then that I'm mostly packed so I will finished that over the weekend. And then Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday to clean and just spend some time out around the city. We are going to go to East Side Mario's for supper one night I hope.

Next week this time I will be staying in Hotel. Then OFf on a plane Friday to Newfoundland. Sheldon and Renee I think are coming out to St John's to get us. Then Saturday Night my sister is going to be in Gander. I can't believe she can't even give me some time home before she comes home..errr.. LOL Courtney Can't wait.
~*~Wanda Lee~*~

SUNDAY, JUNE 22, 2003
Well I am finally settled into my parents. My stuff showed up from Toronto Yesterday.Finally! After a week of bullshitting from them. UGH! So I am unpacked and repacked the stuff I don't want. Now all I've been doing is laundry this weekend. It's a good thing there is warm weather so i can put it out on the line. Instead of in the dryer.

I've been talking to tash a bit this week. I called her last weekend. She was at Shanes. That's where she's is most of the time. I know the next month is going to be quite the month for her. Warm weather and being 8 and 9 months prego is probably the most uncomfortable thing. I hope the baby comes sooner then later. I have picked up a couple of things for the baby. I'm just waiting to see now if it's a boy or a girl.I think it's a girl but I am not going to jump a head of myself and buy anything just yet. I hope Tash still plans on coming over after the baby's born. I only live across the river from her father now so we could spend a bit of time together. I have the pictures from when she was down in march to send with the baby gift once she has it. Along with her pillowcase she left.

I've put some resumes out. I had an interview at shoppers but never got it. Sheldon knows a girl that is looking to hire a fulltime person. he gave her my resume so hopefully i hear from her soon. It would be great to get a full time job.

Trina, Pete and the kids were here for 2 weeks. Ben is getting bigger all the time. I couldn't believe the change in just one month. He's such a good boy and handsome.. but i'm bias. I have a scanner now so i will scan some pictures and put them up on the site soon. I am also go to add some reviews of a few movies I have watched this week soons as well. If i don't tash is going to put her hand through the computer and strangle me I am sure. ~*~Wanda Lee~*~

FRIDAY, JULY 04, 2003
I am updating my thoughts as tash asked And I will add the pictures she sent me the other day. the pictureof her 34 weeks pregnant will go up tonight. If i get around to it.

I have to work a split shift today. Yes you heard right.. I got a JOB! Finally Almost a full year off and I got a Job. So mad Dog and billie can shove all there insults up there fucking ass.. Ok I got that out. I am now working at San Fransisco Gifts in gander. It's a simplejob!

I started working out monday. Mom bought Winsor Pilates video. I love it. It simple but yet my stomach hurts so I know its working my abs. the next day off I have instead of do the 20 minute work out I am going to do the 50 minute work out. that way I'm not wearing my self out. And it gives me a bit extra on the days i am off. Because the day's i work i'm on my feet a lot. Ugh... I'm not use to that. I'm not use to working anymore. But it's good to be working again.

tash I hope your feeling well. And that the baby comes soon! So your not miserable. I love and miss u and can't wait to see u for a coupleof weeks and my god child! I'm so excited for u...
~*~Wanda Lee~*~

FRIDAY, JULY 11, 2003
Hey all what's up? Nothing much at all here. I am enjoying my first day off in a week. I am enjoying my job. I am busy at work all the time, which is good. It means i'm not just standing around doing nothing.

I wish Tash would have her baby already even though she's not due until the 29th. I know this is probably the most uncomfortable month. She got on the web cam the other night. I couldn't believe how much tummy she is. My reaction was holy shit!! She laughed. I can't wait for her to come over after the baby is born for 2 weeks. I'll get to see her and my god child. And well if she comes on a day i am off hopefully i will get to go with tash's father and joanie to pick her up. When she has the baby and figures out when she is coming over i will ask for the 2 days off if its before the schedule is done.

Justin's grandmother is in the hospital. she has been feeling weak and dizzy and loosing her memory. They brought her into the hospital last night and then they kept her in to do a catscan today. I hope it's nothing. I hope everything comes back ok. She has her cat scan on the 17th to make sure everything is ok with her lung cancer to see if the radiation worked.
~*~Wanda Lee~*~

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