More Of Wanda's Thoughts

>April 20, 2001
Hello everybody! As always it's been a while! I've been so busy with stuff in my life sometimes this page gets put on the back burner! I don't mean to! But right now i have my sister's Wedding in 2 weeks. I'm the maid of honor so i got to plan all her party's including bridal shower and stagette! so it's taking up time. And well i am trying to spend time with my boyfriend who i love dearly! and well other then that i have been working! Tash I am sorry if you feel like i am neglecting this page on purpose i am not it's just i have been busy! Don't Worry! We'll Be Friends Forever! Gotta Go! Love Ya!

Wanda Loves Justin Forever!

May 9, 2001
Hello everybody! I'm back! A little to update today. My sister's wedding is finally over! LOl it was amazing. I had a wicked time never got home until 3am! What a party! I'm still working. At dominion. I am thinking about going to school. But i'm not sure yet what i want to do. I wish i could make up my mind. LOL I am deeply in love with my Man! He's my world! anyways i have to go! Talk to you all later!

Wanda Loves Justin Forever and Always

Sunday, May 13, 2001

Hey everybody! Look i've actually been doing some updating on the page! LOL I've got some time on my hands! I've had a miserable week tho! I've been sick! I had an allergic reaction to my meds so i was down at the hospital. and the doc gave me 2 days off work. I am feeling better now tho!

I can't wait for you to come home again Tash! Were going to have a blast. I can't wait to see you! Even though i haven't been talking to you like i was in the past your still my very best friend. Nothing is ever going to change that. I know at times you feel neglected but i still look at pictures and miss you! I want a grad picture. I want it to Frame and keep in my room. I also want to get a picture done with you when you come out this summer to keep! I don't have a decent one here. Other then the ones we've gotten done in the photobooth in gander mall!! I can't wait to see you! I wnat you to meet my man too! You'll like him! I know you will cuz he treats me real good! Well i am going to take off now.. talk to you later! I'm going to add some pictures to the webpage
Wanda Loves Justin Forever

Thursday, May 16, 2001
I sat down last night for the first time in a long time and re-read all of what I have written on this page! It really shows how much I have changed as a person in the past year! I can’t believe how depressed and sad I sounded back last year! I guess what they say is true! A person can change a lot in a year! Maybe it was time for me to change! It’s been a good change! Yesterday was 5 months for Justin and I! I know I owe him a lot. He’s helped me see that, if your confident about yourself other people will see that. People notice whether or not you like yourself, if you take pride in yourself, and that’s how they treat you! If they know you’re unsure of yourself then they’ll play on that. They’ll make sure they always look better then you and make sure that you know it.

Justin helped me realize people who really care about you, love you for who you are. They don’t judge you by your mistakes or your past but help you move on and live for tomorrow.

Okay now on to the bitching! I joined in on the childish stuff that’s going on in the guest book. Basically because I wanted too! And It bother’s me when some ones says they’ll enjoy my best friends death! No one says that about my friends. I know it’s childish stuff going on. Mainly because all of you are still in high school and don’t know what it’s like to survive outside of it. Tash on the other had has over come many obstacles in her live and matured a lot faster then all of you! I’m proud of her and her accomplishments!

Anywho! My life is now perfect! I have the perfect guy, the perfect life, a loving family! Which is a lot compared to what other’s have and I am greatfull for it. TTFN!
I Love You Justin with all my heart!

Monday, May 21, 2001
Well me and Justin went over to my brother's tonight to watch RAW IS WAR! I love watching wrestling it's laugh. I get a good Kick out of it. I'm also getting pictures back of the two of us tomorrow and i cannot wait. Don't worry Tash you'll get on when you get home! I cannot wait for you to get home either!

Well Tash are you getting a kick out of what's going on in our guestbook! I am! It's quite amusing how much is going on in there. It's a fucking soap opera. I'm having quite a laugh at it. Thay are so immature and so easy to get going it's not funny! And don't worry Tash i don't believe what the *ME* person said it was amusing how she's trying to turn me on you! HA HA HA HA

Anyways i am going to go for now I have to go and get som good nights sleep! I have to work a long day tomorrow. Tash I might call you tomorrow night I don't Know. You got to let me know what happened at the DUSK TILL DAWN thingy! Can't wait to see you in JUNE! MISS YOU!
Wanda And Justin Forever

Sunday, September 9, 2001
Hey y'all what's up? Not much here. I seen tash over the summer and i will be able update the page evenutally. anyways talk to you all later.
Wanda Loves justin forever

Wednesday, October 03, 2001
Well I am finally updating my page agian. It's about time i know but i've been busy this past month. I've been in school. Yes School! I started Keyin College on September 4. I am doing medical administration. I'm doing pretty well in it too. I am working hard at it. I want to get good marks.

Justin and I are still together. It will be 10 months on the 15th of this month. I cannot believe it's almost been a year. I love him soo much. He's the best thing in my life right now andhe makes me really happy.

My sister is leaving for New Bruswick tomorrow. I can't wait. It seems mean to say but I can't wait for her to go. Some order will be back into my life and i wont have to be compared to her anymore. Nobody's as good as my sister to my parents. It's driving me nuts. They critize everything i do. Yet trina is perfect. Ahh well. She's gone tomorrow. I'm going ot miss her but i wont miss having her home. But i will miss having her to talk to about stuff.

Anyways i am going to take off now. TTYL
Wanda Loves Justin

Tuesday, November 13, 2001
Hey everyone! What's new? nothing much here. Well Here I am with my monthly update. Not much on the go here, just the usual, School, hanging with boyfriend and well bordum. LOL What a life i have now. I do nothing but study. Well almost. I make time to go out and play pool at the new pool bar we have here DOOLEY's (yes Tash Gander has upgraded from a Classic Cue (dope house) to a middle class place to play pool)! I love going to play pool. Me and Justin do that a lot. It's fun and it gives us time to ourselves which we lack a lot of lately! It's hard always having parents around. UGH!! I hate them.. nah i don't they are just an inconvience for us.

My brother in law got a job up fredrickton! Yippy! i'm happy for them since they got the baby on the way and they already got courtney. He needed the work. My parents are a bit dissapointed tho. They don't have their favorite grandaughter around. All i hear now is.. when are we going to go see them? We should bring them home for christmas. I want them to come back. We should move up there with them. I wonder would they say that if it was me all the way up there? I doubt it. Trina is their favourite I know that. But i mean it's not good for me and my brother to hear them talk about my sister all the time. I mean yes they can talk about her. But they always want to be where she is. I mean it makes me and sheldon feel like were not important. I think they take me for granted because i'm still living at home. I'm not living home because i want to. I can gaurntee that. I'd rather be elsewhere any day. I don't feel appreciated around here. I feel like i am a slave. I've told my parents that. All i hear from them is that i should do more work around the house. After being in school all day then coming home and studying i really just want to laze around. Which i do. I mean i'm not the ones making the mess they are and they expect me to do all of the cleaning. NO Way... Not happening. I hate it. I hate them for thinking i am their slave. I am not. Justin said he wants to get me out of here. I wish he could just wisk me off to some other place where things aren't demanded of me. I mean i am a totally different person when they aren't around. I do my house work. I keep the place clean. Cleaner then if they were home. But it's not my home. I live here But i'm not a slave. I feel like they just had me to do their dirty work. Well i refuse to do it. I take shit for not doing it. But i don't care. If they don;t like it they can shove it. I clean up after myself. They can clean up after there self. Ughh now i got that off my chest.... I feel a little better

It's almost been a WHOLE YEAR for me and Justin and i haven't been happier. He's my heart and my soul. He means the world to me. I love him soo much. I'm so happy Tash that you finally found someone to make you as happy as i am with justin! I gotta go for now.
~~Peace and Love~~ Wanda Lee

Sunday, December 16, 2001
Well yesterday was one year for me and Justin! I cannot believe it! I love him soo much! It's been the best year of my life. I don't want it to end. But i know as long as justin is in my life it will be great.

I amstarting to miss my sister now. It's getting close to Christmas and it's going to be strange because it only going to be mom dad and me. I'm not use to a small crowd. I'm use to 10 people or more. I guess i will get that at Justin's since his whole family will be home. I can't wait. I am staying here until christmas dinner is over. Then my mother and father are bring me out Justin's. Justin's mom wanted me to go out there for christmas but i couldn't do that to my family. I mean they don't have anyone around so i mean.. It would be cruel to go out there. But i will get out there christmas day.. and i wont be coming back here until i need to for school again. LOL!!

Well if i don't update this before christmas everyone have a Merry Christmas I hope santa is good to you. And a Happy New Year!
~~Peace and Love~~ Wanda Lee <

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