She makes me laugh,
She's there when I cry,
She understands why.
She listens to me,
She doesn't judge me.
Wrttten by Wanda Pollard Sept 11, 1998
I'm not sure
what I fear
Or why I'm sad
I wonder why no one cares
No one cares that my soul
Is torn apart into tiny pieces
Written By Wanda Pollard, Sometime in 1996
The Anger
The Hate
Is stored in this space
The darkside of ones soul
The part
The Devil Owns
Some Ignore it
Some Live it
Some are controlled by it
The part
The Devil Owns
Written By Wanda Pollard Febuary 1999
Promises
promises don't last forever, Natasha G
Thats what i said to you,
I'm sorry if that hurt,
At the time what i said was true,
I'm sorry if it makes you upset,
Or want to scream and shout,
But sooner or later,
The truth had to come out,
It's all over now,
Everything between us,
Burried all that remained,
Try not to mention your name,
Alls lost and forgotten,
Within the mind and soul,
Promises don't last forever,
I thought you should know.
Me
I am everything that i can be, Natasha G
But nothing that they want from me,
They want beauty and soft skin,
I have beauty burried within,
They want thinness and height,
Thats something i dream of at night,
They want smiles and smarts,
But who say sthat comes from their hearts,
My posture is fine,
My tounge never lies,
My hearts always right,
My hands never fight,
My lips always simle,
My heart still beats a mile.
You caused me pain
Accused me of things
Making decisions, choices for you
I could not do
YOu bought your parents in
They fight for you
A battle you didn't win
You went to far
You dragged the school in
The battle is over
Nothing left to say
We're the friends you pushed away
Written By Wanda Pollard, September 10, 1998
Love is an inspiration
Caused by the temptation
When a man sticks his inspiration
Into a womans combination
to increase the population
of our generation
Do you need more information
Or perhaps a demonstration
A night of pleasure
9 months of pain
2 days of labour
1 baby to name
When a man says I Love You
You think it's true
But when you say your pregnat
He says Fuck You
Anonymous ( just find this poem amusing!)
Tears fall
Silently they roam
One last breath
Deep, Heavy, Painful
Then gone
My eyes close
My body relaxes
Stillness, total silence
The heartbreak ends
A smile appears
The heart is mended
A new love has began
Written By Wanda Pollard, November 3, 1999
LASTING???
burning flames soar high lives turned upside down when two hands collide Natasha Gilley, July 17th 2000 Making Up My Mind
sometimes i don't know what i want Natasha Gilley, June 10 th 2000 Innocence lost with now regrets
No turning back So invisiable when standing right there Beside you True friendship
with love and passion
but the flames burn too quick
nothing seems to be lasting
hurting hearts because one's broken
many words left unspoken
because of one kiss
as the time flys by
there's something else to miss
but there's something too strong
that makes it so wrong
and turn into one
the time always happens
when someone turns to run
will it all be alright
parting away when day turns to night
and sometimes i know it's you
then i think back to all those things
that you say and that you do
it makes me question all things said
i wonder if u ment it at all
it makes me question if u'd be there
i wonder would u catch me if i fall
sometimes i don't know what i want
and sometimes i know it's not u
then i think back to all those things
that u didn't say and didn't do
it make sme question all things said
did u mean it at all
tell me would you really be there
would you drop me if i fall
No purity left but still a feeling,br>
That i never had
A feeling of being mature
With a feeling of shame
natasha gilley
uncontrolable how much she still cares
So angry with no reason at all
Unbelieveable that he's unable to fall
natasha gilley
Loneliness i shappiness
when ur hurt deep inside
to be alone is crowed
when u run to hide
tears are for sadness
crys are when ur scared
thinking about waking up
to find u not there
beside me u lay
telling me you love me
beside me u stay
saying this will forver be
once again u lied
beside u i cried
natasha gilley
how can u turn your back on someone
someone who'd never turn on you
is it that simple for u to do
wasn't it always said friends always
what happened to all your morals
did u lose them when u fell
pick up the peices before the winds come
you'll lose them all to the sea
try to remember what was once important
what would always make u safe
hold onto what u can before you drown
stop pushing them away for good
one of thesse days your going to be alone
no one to turn to any more
because you turned your back
one too many times before
natasha gilley