Holly McNarland

NUMB


Chase destruction of your own emotions
And your need for love, makes you easy prey
Safety of the rubber glove seems much too simple
Climbing up and down, waiting for the day


You can't see if i'm not listening
You can't hear with my eyes open
I can hate with my eyes open
I feel better when i'm numb


Chase distraction of your own existance
Keep it clean, clean enough to stab
Lick your own wounds, anxious for the next one
Cry for more pain, heal what you have


You can't see if i'm not listening
You can't hear with my eyes open
I can't hate with my eyes open
I feel better when i'm numb


Just another hit for the one you love
If you cared at all, you'd put me down
Wake up dead man, can't you see i'm starving'


You can't see if i'm not listening
You can't hear with my eyes open
I can't hate with my eyes open
I feel better when i'm numb
I feel better
I feel better when i'm numb


ELMO


I'm still thinking about Elmo
Elmo 5 o'clock special
I'm still thinking about you
A thousand ways to kill you
I'm still dreaming in pink
Gives me the reason to think
When i lay down my head i'm still okay
When i lay down my head to go to bed


Where do you fit in


Didn't say to come in
Where the hell have you been
I can see you're excited
You can tell you're invited
Justify your evil ways
Make up for lost days
Didn't mean to close the door
When i threw you to the floor
Didn't mean to close the door
On my personal whore


Where do you fit in


You run out of expression
You let me make a suggestion
You've left a scratch on my face
I can see to this day
You're no innocent man
Come and catch me if you can
Didn't have the time of day
But i fucked him anyway
Didn't have the time of day to play


I WON'T STAY


If i go home
And come back another day
Tell me i won't miss you much
And i won't stay


And i saw danger
When i went to look the other way
Didn't think i'd miss you much
Didn't think, i know i never think
Didn't think i'd miss you much, i forgot to think


And i got my cats and my carpets
And my fish in my brain
I got the walls around me
They never change
I got my cats and my carpets
And the walls around me


Well hello again
You're another hour late
You didn't think i'd notice
You didn't think, I know you never think
You didn't think i'd notice
Well you forgot to think


And i got my cats and my carpets
And my fish in my brain
I got the walls around me
They never change
I got my cats and my carpets
And the walls around me


If i go home and come back another day
Tell me i won't miss you much
And i won't stay


And i got my cats and my carpets
And my fish in my brain
I got the walls around me
They never change
I got my cats and my carpets
And the walls around me


COWARD


Maybe i'm a coward, i'm only scared of you
Or maybe i'm just tired of living here


I'm alive and i'm aware
Of what's going on around here


'Cause i'm a coward
I'm neurotic
I'm just tired of living in here
I'm depressive I'm obsessive
I'm just tired of living in fear


Maybe my depression
is all in my head
Maybe it's my obsession
to feel sorry for myself


I'm alive and i'm aware
Of what's going on around here


'Cause i'm a coward
I'm neurotic
I'm just tired of living in here
I'm depressive I'm obsessive
I'm just tired of living in fear
I'm a coward


Maybe i'm a coward, i'm only scared of you
Yes i'm scared of you
'Cause i'm alive and i'm aware
Of what's going on around here


I'm a coward
I'm neurotic
I'm just tired of living in here
I'm depressive
I'm obsessive
I'm just tired of living in fear