10-25-04

ok... so the fact that i cant write this in even severly basic html is truly baffling. i honestly dont even know why i come on here and resurect this page every few months.... oh well.

things... things... things are good.
im sitting in our relatively new place.... by new i mean about 2 weeks old. i cant believe we actually moved out. its been really good... its just that money is stressful, and my dad almost IMMEDIATELY tore down the place i used to live to build his garage. so much for the safety of home.

but its been really good. last night i couldnt sleep and i just kind of laid in bed for a LONG time and watched Eric sleep. he's just so wonderful (even if he did wake me up early by telling me that he needed a ride to work because his truck wouldnt start)
ahhhhh... work. why does work always fucking blow??? its been definitely tapering off in the goodness department for a few months now.... i started looking for a new job in early august and im just waiting for something to click. i dont want to leave... i know that we're really short staffed. but its just TOO much, and its not what i want to do with the rest of my life... and it pays CRAP. seriously.. they could pay me with a handful of crap and i wouldnt be surprised.
well.. not really. but i bet that would be grounds for severence pay.

i still definitely wanna work with children.. at least ive figured that out.

sigh.
so how are ya'll?? its weird. this whole thing started because because i was listening to eric's incredibly outdated mp3s and found some real memory-evoking songs... particularly about Reid and the whole beginning of my weird internet life when i was in high school. so what the hell.. i googled him. and guess what??? i think i totally found him. weeeeird. do i e mail him? too strange.