09-23-03


hi everyobody! (said in the voice of that Simpsons charector) hehe
well its been a while. i was reminded how long when i got a very sweet e mail from an old friend (you know who you are) and thought i'd write.
things are going good. im not sure when i last wrote, i didnt go back to check. but things now are good.
i just bought a car... yay me! i mean like a nice car too.. which is very bizarre. soooooo much money. but worth it. i hope.
what else... what else. i love my job more than anything. my babies are my world. i dont talk about them on here enough. my heart is so big with them. especially my Luke, or Lukey, or Lukey Loo, or Mr.Tacelli, or whatever rediculous name im refering to him as today. his whole family has my love. his sister, Olivia, is in the preschool room. Luke is 13 months. theyre mom and dad, maureen and ken, are the best parents ive ever known. after i had my root canal maureen tried to find out my number so she could call me at home and see how i was. when i got my car she was the first person i told... only because she called me at work to ask if i had decided to buy it. she is so good to her kids, and i love them so much. when i come in in the mornings i get the BEST hellos from Luke (and the other kiddies) it just makes everything worthwhile. and it shouldnt make me happy, but when i leave the room even for a second to grab some water i can hear Luke crying out for me, and sometimes Grace too. its the best feeling.
today maureen was late picking up the kids, and i walked them out to the car. just as i was leaving Olivia calls out "Bye Tristin!" (i LOOOOOVE that she can only manage to call me Tristin" and i said "Bye Livvy!" and then she says "I love you!!!" her mom and i just looked at each other like wow.

and then theres grace, who is the most beautiful baby ive ever seen. she's 13 months too, and she says "apple" but when she says it she says "aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaple"

and Nathan, who is 5 months, and has THE BEST belly laugh ive EVER heard.

and Adam. oh god. i couldnt even explain adam. adam came when he was 2 months old. his dad had been awarded surprise custody and had no idea what to do with thes child (as in... how to i change it, what does it eat) i feel like i have a big part in raising him.i LOVE him.

and then there's jack, who pukes like every hour on the hour, but its ok because he's so cuddly. and another Luke, from ireland, who is such a biter that he almost took a full chunk out of me (my breast no less) before i pushed him away. he's lucky he's cute. (very cute) oh god, i could go on forever and you all probably dont care. but i just never thought i could love so many little human beings this much.

lets see... what else is going on in life? thats pretty much all the good stuff. and Eric of course, the love of my life. went out to Bertuccis tonight while i had to work. bah. he even got the rigatoni rustica with italian sausage that i love so much... the jerk. hopefully we can move out in january... thets the dead line. i hope i hope i hope.....