I remember
Yesterday, I cried deep soulful tears
And today, I remember.
How do you describe tears
Cries that seem to pull the agony
Right up through the center of your whole being
From depths of hell as they pour out.
Long choking sobs
Like a rabbits death cry
No one who hears it
Fails to understand it’s meaning
I remember few of the events
Of that time in my life
Only the longing and the pain
The end of "my world" as I knew it.
Yesterday I cried for my baby
I poured out my heart and soul
I had to rid myself of this
And so I set it all adrift
I constantly rewrote that book
Editing out the pain
Until I could hardly recognize
The story as the same
I couldn't fight, I couldn't breathe
How could I know
That you would take my broken heart
With you, when you’ld go
Even more deep soulful tears
As today, I remember ... James
Thank you for loving me too my son
Your forever Mom
