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My Poetry
This poetry spans several years of writing.  Some of these were written in sixth grade, some just this month.  There are all part of what make up me.

 
 

           Chase                                                                   Diamonds from Coal
                                                                                                        (for Mrs. Beasley)
I hear my heart pounding,                                                             If I had only one day left to see
I wipe the sweat from my brow,                                                    I'd go out and absorb into my soul
I want to escape,                                                                          All that this wonderous world has to offer
but I dare not move.                                                                     Her diamonds and her dirty, dusty coal.
Like a deer in headlights,
I stand stunned.                                                                            I'd thank God for the warmth of babies' smiles
Slowly my preditor approaches.                                                    The visual songs of nature all around
Does he know I'm here?                                                                the fields and flowers streching on for miles
Dare I move and chance it?                                                           My mother's face, where true love can be found.
He spots me!
 I run,                                                                                          I'd thank God, too, for showing me the pain
in terror,                                                                                      The famines, the plagues, the misery of war 
in vain,                                                                                        The tyrant, the unjust and inhuman
for he reaches me,                                                                        The faces of the lonely and the poor.
grabs me,
 and laughs in triumph.                                                                 And so, though blind, I could make it my goal,
Beaten, I hear nothing,                                                                 To help refine the diamonds from the coal.
except the voice of an innocent child,
"Tag, your it!"

 

Eric

Eric came out to me on Thursday.
We made out at a party on Friday.
It was totally, completely pure.  There were no ulterior motives.
Neither one of us was trying to get the other in bed.

He was scared and confused,
And I,
this big, gay guru,
Someone who's "been out and seen the world,"
was just as scares as he was.

Whatr happened Friday night was somehting sacred.
Pure, unconditional love moved us to act as we did.
I  Love Eric.
I Love Eric.  He is such a beautiful, delicate, strong person,
I Love Eric.

Eric has a girlfriend.
Her name is Mindy.
She loves him.
As much as me?
I don't know.
They are beautiful together.
He bought her a ring.
It must be beautiful on her.

Eric has decided to stay with Mindy.
He loves her.
I can totally understand.
And I will always be there for him.
At leats now he's been able to figure out that he is
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I was his lamp this weekend
That helped light his path
I was his nutcracker this weekend
That helped him break through his hard, cumbersome shell.
I have opened his cage and set him free.
I was strong for him this weekend
Someone he could lean on
Now...who can be strong for me?