The following peices are originals that I have written for special people.
This one is for Robin Heusel. We aren't together anymore though. But when we were, I loved him deeply.
My Promise
Even though we're apart,
Your still alive in my heart.
I think about you always,
The memory of you stays.
You promised, or so you said,
My heart needs to be fed.
In my dreams, I only see you,
I promise, forever to be true.
You make me laugh, make me cry,
You make me never want to say good-bye.
I promise, I'll stay by your side,
Supporting you I will abide.This one was for an ex-boyfriend, Alan Coston whom I still care about.
I know
I know what you want,
know what you need.
To be showered,
like a seed.
With love, affection, and care,
I give to you, my soul I will bear.
Cry on my shoulder, spill your heart,
Begin again baby, a brand new start.
Don't be afraid to lean on me,
I'll teach you, one day you'll see.
How soft I can touch,
How I can care so much.
When you cry, I weep,
When you dream, I sleep.
When you laugh, I smile,
When you sit, I wait awhile.
Even through the dark, I am your light,
When you close your eyes, I am your sight.
I am your hope, I am your dreams,
I want to be everything it seems.
Cast your pain away on me,
I'll be your rock, can't you see?
Give me all your hurt and pain,
I'll be your everlasting cane.
Trust me, with every inch of you,
And I promise, I'll trust you too.This one was written when I was feeling sorry for myself :)
Hurt
Deep in this heart of mine,
If one looks, one will find.
A heart torn,
A heart forlorn.
I have held my tongue,
Have not spoken.
My heart is bruised,
But not yet broken.
2 men in my life, have caused me hurt,
Loved me, but treated me like dirt.
To this very day, only one I yearn for,
It still hurts me deep down to my core.
I suppose I do not love, but only ache,
for the one, who through my heart plunged a stake.
Only 2 remain,
Although I look at one through disdain.
I guess I never really loved him,
He only with pleasure took me out on a limb.
As for the last,
Our love went fast.
Now it is replaced with something new,
Something valubale, a friendship so true.
Is it the love of friends that bind us,
I can give him my love, my trust.
Although my intimate love flew away,
In flew a new bind of love,
Love of a friendship that will always stay.This was written when I was pissed off at my parents :)
Pain Shell
In this land of opportunity,
No one can break free.
Of the shackles and chains,
And all the heartache and the pain.
Ghosts hold your soul,
And never let go.
They say they love you,
But continue to hurt you.
I'm just a butterfly in a cocoon,
Out of my pain, I'm coming soon.
No more deceit and no more lies,
No more endless, pointless tries.
Baby can you see my pain?
Do you see my soul stain?
Tears hit my pillow every night,
But I won't give up without a fight.
I deserve my share,
Of tenderness, love, and a little care.I wrote this when I was confused :)
What is love?
Love is there to heal the wounds,
To pull you out of saddened tunes.
To brighten up your cloudy skies,
To clean up fictitious lies.
Love is there with open arms,
To comfort you and block the harms.
To keep your secrets hidden away,
To entertain you when you want to play.
Love is there, smile or tear,
Love is there, happiness or fear.
Love is fun and love is clever,
And the ties that bind us'll last forever.I wrote this for muh ex-boyfriend Kenny whom I don't really care for anymore :)
My baby
I'm starting to see you for who you are,
A starving tiny, shining star.
Needing something, something soon,
As you sit in that cocoon.
I watch you, study you,
And I realize you watch me too.
You crave my love, my heart,
Could you be starting over? A brand new start.
Let me take your pain away,
Cast it on me if you may.
Please don't hurt anymore,
It eats me straight to my core.
Could this be it? Could this be true?
You see my love, I'm falling in love with you.This I think, was my best one. I wrote this after my ex-fiance Raymond Lee Short the II dumped me. It hurt as you can tell :)
Pain
The pain I feel inside,
Is to much, I must confide.
The pain doesn't stop, never.
Will I ever love again, will I ever?
Not a moment goes by, that I don't think of you,
Hoping and praying you'll see it through.
One lonely tear of pain I shed,
For the heartache I feel, needs to be fed.
I gave you my body, my life, my love,
And you threw it all away with one little shove.
You were my everything, my all,
I never though I'd see the day, when our love would fall.
Your aura, your scent is every place,
Only in my dreams, do I see your face.
I missed those passion-filled nights,
I even miss our petty fights.
Don't you see what you did to me,
You ruined my heart, can't you see?
I gave you everything I had to give,
Now no more, can I live.
So I guess I'm trying to say "good-bye,"
In my heart you'll always lie.
My love for you will never die,
So, now you see, I must say good-bye.
Kay, that was them :) Now, it took a lot of balls to put those up for the world to see, so please don't laugh or poke fun :) e-mail me and tell me what you think :) Sumrlovn@fc.net
