It's Me, It's Always Me!

I was born in 1968 (you do the math) in Brooklyn, NY, a nice Jewish girl to a nice Jewish family. Somewhere between kindergarden and high school, I transformed into something really screwed up. I figured then, as I know now, that I am an extraordinary person stuck in an ordinary life. I always thought I would make a great sitcom character.

I live in New York City (no, I've never seen Darren). I spent nine years working in the adult industry, with spurts of success, mostly a waste of time. Now I'm trying to start over again as a bartender, something I still haven't decided if I'm doing to make myself happy or shut my parents up. I unofficially converted to Wicca about two years ago, even though I don't keep up on their calender either. If someone told me I was going to hell, I would respond that I don't believe in it.

I still want to be an erotic writer, but I wonder if it will get me anywhere. Sometimes I aspire to be a club DJ. Most of all, what I really want is to be happy. Not as easy as it sounds. I'm currently not in a relationship, finding they are a man-made invention and no use to my life at the moment.

I consider myself to be bisexual, although I don't think sexualities are necessarily a thing to be labeled. I do prefer men. I also believe that nothing between consenting adults can ever be considered wrong, and that includes things that I or others don't necessarily approve of.

My favorite bands besides Savage Garden are Placebo, Hole, and the Descendents. I skate, go to the gym, play my bass, cuddle my cat, chat online, and hang on St. Marks Place, feeling fabulous in the continuous parade that is Greenwich Village. I collect cat knicknacks (all kinds!), Sailor Moon toys, and of course, anything Savage Garden at all.

I don't believe in true love at the moment, but at the same time, know love is where you find it, and has been known to sneak up when you least expect it. This probably makes me a true romantic at heart, though I hate to admit it. But then I think the truest love of all exists in our dreams.

I love receiving fan mail and I promise to answer everything I get! Please give me a few days though, as I am a busy chica. You can write to me at: dazzababe@aol.com or dazzababe@hotmail.com. Please, if you are on AOL, don't IM me out of nowhere--it freaks me out. :)

Acknowledgements
To Mary, who was always there to listen to my never-ending whinings and rantings.
To Lynnie and Grace, who insisted I publish my page in the first place.
To my A Deeper Meaning chicas, for being on the craziest list around...and always helping me with new insights.
To Camilia, Luna, Liv, and Christine just for being on my warped wavelength.
To Darren Hayes and Daniel Jones, who created the soundtrack for my dreams, and the inspiration for these stories.
To everyone who dropped me a line, giving advice and encouragement, especially when I needed it most.

Love, peace, and savageness to all who read this...
Dazzababe xoxo

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