Foreign Shadows in the Land of the Cedars

 

 

I was at my dentist today when he asked me casually, while performing the ever-detested ritual of root canal, if I think the Syrians should leave our country Lebanon. The question struck me as funny coming from a dentist who was busily extracting a tooth nerve, and took me a bit off guard given the fact that we were not discussing politics (or anything else, for that matter). I tried to speak but realized my mouth was open like a puzzled shark that had just seen an unbelievable sea-monster so the dentist could work  and figured he really wasn’t expecting a verbal answer, so I just said ‘Ugghh’, and raised my eyebrows up and down in that Umm-I-Do-Not-Know-I-Am-Not-Interested manner. I expected him to comment or something, but he just went ahead with his work, humming under his breath cheerily like I guess all good dentists do. 

 

On my way home, I recalled the question again and found myself dumbstruck yet awed at the same time at the magnitude of it. Should the Syrians leave Lebanon? A simple question, which I thought was no big deal to me as I didn’t  give a flying red fuck at a rolling doughnut whether or not they did, since I always regarded myself as someone who was never interested in politics. Not to me, yet a biggie to some. While I was thinking of it, something amazing, you could say, happened. I felt like a hypocrite! I felt so because I thought the question revolved around something my country deems BIG, a focal point in changing outcomes of things, perhaps, whether it was of interest or not to me or, one that revolved around one’s pride and dignity, therefore making it my duty to give an answer since I am a Lebanese and my answer could matter (even if just on an infinitesimal scale) in the overall outcome. Yeah, a dramatic episode there, you could say, yet nonetheless it is true. Sitting there behind my wheel and smoking a Marlboro, I felt if I do not so much as give an answer to anyone who asks that question, I’ll only be as hypocrite as all the very same men whom are the reason why I loathe politics. The voice of conscious, maybe, but right there I felt silence towards a question revolving around my country and what could be a matter of peace or corruption is just as equivalent as blindness towards an obvious drowning man. I felt that keeping silent is just exactly what has been causing our problems, too many of us saying ‘it’s not my business, why bother!’ and that it’s time we made Lebanon’s business OUR business and its problems OUR problems.

 

So here I am sitting in front of my PC, writing up this letter which at first I only had in mind posting on the forums of #Leb Dalnet, but as fond memories of a dear person who was a very patriotic soul, God bless her, came to mind, I decided I’ll post it on websites too and email it to friends as well. I’ll try my outmost best to be brief as my aim or purpose of this newsletter is not to disagree with the humble opinions of others or render anyone bad in any way whatsoever, but, rather, to give an intellectual answer to the question which someone like a dentist should ask, a question which I felt is both my obligation and honor, as a Lebanese, to answer as best as I can, for it might make a difference. In either case, it’s for the sole purpose of not keeping silent, which I assume is the case with some people who have been walking on the same path based on the same wrong philosophies as I had…just earlier. So please bear in mind it’s just about that. It’s about not keeping silent and speaking out what you think is right, even when you’re wrong.

 

Now to the question: Should Syria leave Lebanon? Interesting one. Hmmm....I believe it all depends on the perspective one chooses to look at the situation from.

 

If we, just for the sake of argument, leave all that has happened these past few days (the assassination of our Ex-PM, the speculations, the accusation, etc), including but not limited to the usual Lebanese aggressiveness most people (I said most, not 'all', so please don’t come hyping to me about how not all the tomatoes in the crate are rotten blah-blah, etc) resort to when it comes to expressing their opinions on 'delicate' matters, but, instead, look at and analyze this from a rational point of view and discuss it like the intellectuals we are, then, yes, I'll say Syria should leave Lebanon. MUST leave Lebanon.

 

Why? Because as all rational thoughts tend to lead us upon paths based on logic, it would be easy for me to assume their presence in this country, in our country, is utterly meaningless and helpless to the cause of democracy and unity hence the fact that every single decision taken in this country is influenced, one way or another, by Damascus! How could we ever claim to be a democratic nation when someone else decides what we do or shouldn't do, not to mention that it's really not much of a decision anyway than it is a 'puppet show', executed through the strings which are embedded deep into some of our 'noble' politicians?

 

First of all, let's begin by asking ourselves the question what DO the Syrians do here? Please note I am not asking why they are here (we all know why they came in the first place), but asking what they are doing NOW! As far as I'm concerned (and for those of you who would disagree, please pardon my diminutive brain here. Just regard me as a moron who's ranting and knows nothing and just skip this thread altogether), the Civil War has ended and currently I do not see how they influence anything in that regard. I've heard some people talk about partial security, that they are here to keep the country stable...but, again pardon me for a minute... I do not see people engaged in Mortal Combat fights on the streets of Beirut. If at all, that has ended a long time ago, besides, that’s what our Armies, Police and blah-blah-blahs are for, right? So just exactly what IS this security they're talking about which is supposed to justify the Syrian's presence? Israel? Bullshit. When Israel retreated from the South, I hardly think those Caucasians wearing greasy Army uniforms in Ramlet Al Bayda were the cause, besides Israel is no longer here, or is it? Ethnic and religious unity? Oh I'm afraid if ever the Christians, Muslims and Druzes got united and finally 'grew up', it was definitely not done by the sweet words of wisdom written on Pamphlets by Syrian poets, but rather by the maturity and nobleness of a man who, God bless his soul, was assassinated just a few days ago and other good men like him who chose similar paths to walk, regardless of whether they were Christians, Muslims or Druzes even if it meant sacrificing their lives, men whom had dreams and visions of a better tomorrow for our beloved Lebanon. So it’s definitely not security. Assistance? I believe we've got sufficient (if not excessive!) men and women in the government to fill in all sectors and fields of public duty. 70,000 Mujanads being recruited all year round, whom cost the government almost nothing, are overly sufficient and capable of assisting more than the 15,000 Syrian troops stationed in Lebanon could should we require any assistance. So what is it then?

 

If anything, they do nothing for us other than exploit our economy by being involved in every project or decision taken in Lebanon which sends unofficially huge sums of money to Damascus, twist around the politics of OUR country to what THEY see fit since they are the ‘power brokers’ thanks to the officials we put in office, meddle in affairs they have no business whatsoever in, control our elections and parliament and threaten our democracy by being a foreign force whose presence causes internal disputes amongst ourselves as a result of being suppressed to express yourself. The mere fact that you can't ask openly what they are doing automatically renders their attendance in Lebanon as 'unhealthy to our democracy', since the essence of democracy itself is the freedom of speech. Please feel free, anyone, to prove me wrong. Isn’t that what they are doing?

 

Furthermore, how is the intellectual supposed to define the word ‘occupation’? They called Israel an occupying force when it was in our country....so doesn’t that make them, the Syrians, an occupying force, too, since they are in our country? I believe there’s some kind of radical contradiction here.

 

Which brings us to the subject of For just how long more should we go on afraid to express what we feel? We see them as an occupying force, therefore they should leave. Whether or not they really are an occupation force isn’t the point. The point is most, if not all of us, have been seeing them that way for the past few years now. If you're in your cousin's house, for whatever POSITIVE reason, yet your cousin accuses you of being there for some NEGATIVE reason, doesn’t that upset your dignity, your ego, and make you pack your bags and say 'well, farewell thee Cousin, to hell with you'? So why AREN’T they leaving then? If we are wrong, and somehow they are here not as an occupying force but God knows what for, yet whatever the  beneficial cause they are serving is OBVIOUSLY going unnoticed ALL THE TIME, and we are not appreciating it… how come they're finding it so hard to pack up and head for Damascus? That's just proof enough even for the dumbest of us to realize that all this hype about shakikatakoum blah-blah is nothing but cowflop. No matter how much you love your cousin, there'll come a time when you'll no longer stand accusations and stop being the Good Samaritan if he never appreciates your efforts and keeps on accusing you of negative things. So again: WHY ARE THEY STILL HERE WHEN THEIR PRESENCE ISN’T APPRECIATED?

 

The answer, of course, is simple: They have substantial economic and political interests in Lebanon. To such a degree, maybe, that even our own politicians are willing to accept it as a fact as long as they have a piece of the cake and expect us to pay the price. Our country is so small in size yet we have incurred over an excess of $45 billion in debts, a figure which is almost incredibly less than what a country such as Pakistan has in debts. Some officials would try to deny that by arguing that those debts were incurred due to projects that were supposed to be in the interest of Lebanon, but hey as far I can see…we do not have Medical Healthcare in the system, school insurances, retirement packages for the elder, etc etc…so please! It all boils down to one thing… and that is Syria being involved in and responsible for almost all aspects of our country’s development.

 

Which brings us to the question of willingness and just how much one is supposed to go along with accepting things: Why do most of us stop living with our parents when we become adults or mature enough to be independents? Mostly it’s to start a new life, go after those dreams and hopes…pursue that future that looks promising, become a man, etc….but mainly why do we? Isn’t the main reason, the paramount reason of all reasons, because, psychologically-speaking, in us humans…there’s a certain gene called I Do Not Accept Patronization? It’s an aspect of human lives. Nobody likes being told what to do, so to speak. When we are young and still at our parents' we tend to accept it as normal, regardless of whether they are right or wrong, since we’re basically helpless to do anything about it! We need them. But when we become adults, doesn’t that change? You can no longer accept the idea of being told what to do, EVEN if they are right. You just WANT your actions to be based upon your own decisions and free will.

 

So based on that philosophy…I’d like to ask what GIVES Syria the right to run our country in terms of political decision, when we are an independent nation? For the ones who argue they aren’t deciding for us, what do you call our president’s term being extended for 3 more years because so says Damascus, despite the fact that it is against our constitution and laws? Because so Syria wills! Whether he is a good president or not, whether his term should be extended or not, that is something for the LEBANESE parliament and people to decide. NOT Syria’s! The mere fact that Syria is capable and DOES influence his term is a direct insult at our democracy. That’s evidence enough that our voices and votes tend to look like they make the outcome of an election when, in reality, they are just delusional scenarios. So where exactly does that put us? In Pinocchio’s grandpa’s workshop?

 

THAT, my friends, my brothers and sisters is what the whole shebang is all about!! It’s about dignity and pride; it’s not about hating or loving the Syrians. Some people simply cannot allow themselves to be patronized and that has been an issue since time immemorial in human psychology.

 

To emphasize just how much hypocrisy is flying around on their behalf, I’ll give you an example. If you ask the Syrian government what they think about the US imposing on Iran restrictions of having nuclear facilities, it would tell you it’s none of the US business and that the US is just being manipulative as usual. Yet if you ask them straight after that the question of why do they, the Syrians, meddle in Lebanese affairs….I wonder if you’ll get a comprehensive answer, let alone if you get one at all.

 

It all boils down to one thing: Like I said earlier, they insist on sticking around because this is where their interests lie, both in terms of politics and finance, not to mention how much being a power broker fulfills their ego. I’d hate to think Syria would even like us to have a peace treaty signed with Israel as that would make them the only remaining Arab country in the Middle-East at hostile grounds with them and the West. So yeah, the Syrians have enormous interests in Lebanon. And nothing will change that, not even the international call for the implementation of resolution 1559 if, I repeat, IF… we do not wake up and make a stand! I’m not saying we should resort to violence or throw around and encourage words of hatred that could breed violence, no, but we should stop being taken for granted and realize it’s time we found our voices to express what we want in a democratic way. And when I say ‘We”, I don’t mean a specific group or religious Sector. Christians, Muslims or Druzes, I don’t think the Cedar differentiates. To her it’s “WE”, we the people, we the children of Lebanon. It’s about time we fucking grew up from being played that old trick of being swept into religious wars simply because we are too blind to see that we’re just being manipulated, and that in the end it’s us who pay the price. Enough is enough and it’s time our politicians realize that too. It’s time they realized that we, the people, are the ones who make them; we put them in their positions to represent us (the nation) and not Syria. It might take a lot of effort, but in the end, when we let other people too realize that the unity and pride of Lebanon are seriously at stake here, and join us in shaping up the truth to those who are just being blind or misinformed, then perseverance shall prevail and Lebanon will finally be able to enjoy peace and democracy and look forward to a prosperous future for our children. Violence towards Syria will definitely not help, and most certainly isn’t the cause of this message, but speaking up, letting our voices be heard in an intellectual peaceful manner, I believe, will take us way further than keeping silent will. If we do not come together and say this as one to our own government who plays the role of being the thin red line between failure and success, we’ll never be able to emerge from our crisis. Our problem isn’t Syria. Our problem is OUR government. There’s no better cliché to emphasize that truth out loud than ‘United We Stand, Divided We Fall’.

 

Finally, I’d like to conclude that in the awakening of what has happened, I just hope our current President would have enough dignity and pride to step down and resign. It’s not because of speculations that Syria might be behind the Ex-PM’s assassination, oh no, (that is still yet to be determined, and hopefully time will tell - even though we could go on debating that issue, but I’d rather leave that out as the purpose of this letter isn’t who killed the Ex-PM but rather if Syria should leave) but because right now the assassination has worked against the murderer’s interests by uniting Lebanon’s Christian, Druze, Shiite and Sunni parties, some of which battled one another during years of sectarian strife. His people are mourning a great man, whose death has revived diplomatic and International threats to Syria that had languished for months, and since the initial difference between the President and the opposing parties, including the Ex-PM, had been Syria’s involvement in the 3 years extension, the least Senor Lahoud could do at this time to honor his people and especially his Ex-PM, who has been brutally murdered, is resign, as otherwise he’ll not only be confirming to be a Pro-Syrian, as many people claim, but he’ll be in the spotlight looking like someone holding a cardboard above his head that reads: ‘I’m not a Pro-Syrian. I AM a Syrian’.

 

God bless Lebanon and God bless all those who seek the path of peace.

 

A.M. (Mr. Fixit)

February 20, 2005

Lebanon

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