follow me(happy distraction, tantalizes and tempts, to hurt immeasurably, leaves in it's wake, a broken heart, a bloodied rose ) >>>listless and lost, dreamless and down, floundering in shadows, i whisper wishes, to the sky
i am your rock, but,
sometimes i crumble,
I am your sunshine, but,
sometimes it gets cloudy,
like a shadow that leaves,
in your darkest hour,
i am not there,
there's nothing i can do,
to change the past,
and there will be times,
when i won't be around,
i hope you understand,
so leave my hand and learn,
to stand, walk and run,
coz i won't be around forever
bewitching, my darling,
my heart echoess with,
the silence of your smiles,
the silver tinkle of your feet,
and as i feel your lashes,
flutter on my cheek,
i pray to the heavens,
to let the moment linger,
just a little while
/.. I used to walk around like
Nothing could happen to me
Life is a gamble so I
Should live life more carefully
But all I know is that I
Control my own destiny
I used to look at others
Instead of me blaming me
I used to think that maybe I was being too much, that I had too many demands, that I was this and that... But after a while, I realised that I blamed myself too many times for too many things that weren't my fault.
Don't ask yourself why
Just look to the sky
Believe that soon you'll see the other side
I see the other side and I know there's more waiting for me, I feel it and I want to run to it with open arms. But the pain I feel, the kind of pain that you can only imagine holds me back just a little and forces me to take baby steps..
I know
That through all the struggle
There's a bright road
At the end of the tunnel
Now you should know
Whatever your dilemma may be
You'll learn
Life is worth it
No one has ever hurt me this bad before. No one. And you didn't even have to cheat on me. As much as I realise now that life is worth it and there's so much to live for, it makes me so far beyond sad that I cannot look back and think to myself that yes, it was a good ride, it was great and we had wonderful times and I loved every second of it. Because I only loved it all when I believed it was worth it. When I truly thought you were worth it. I would have never come into this if I had known it would end this way. Never. Because as much as I loved you, it's just not worth all this.
Watch the tables turn
They will turn one day I suppose... And when that day comes, I hope I'm in a place where I just won't feel the need to care.
Whenever you feel troubled
With problems coming your way
Don't ever get discouraged
There's always a better day
And I see it... I really do see that better day.
We all don't know the answers
Believe and trust when I say
That havin' faith is always
The way to make things okay
That's right
Alright
I think I'll just lay down to rest for a while... for a long while.
You've had your ups and downs but
It happened for a reason
Cause after April showers
There will come a change of season
So please don't give up now cuz
The sun's shinin' through the clouds
It's gonna be alright
I know
It will be won't it? I will get out of this and be a much better and much stronger person won't I? There will come a time when I just won't care anymore, whether or not you regret it, whether or not you become a better person, I just won't care... Because I'll be okay..... right?
Watch the tables turn
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I'll wait...and I'll watch.
../
Well, that's I can think of writing for now.
If you have anything to say to me feel free to send email. My address is
anexdelhi@gmail.com
