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Friday, 28 January 2005

Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: Lemon * Katy Rose
So I found out I could take drivers ed 2nd Semester even tho its already started and in order to take it I had to drop chrous. I had that class with (U Kno Who) and now I dont and I dont even have lunch with him anymore....well im no soppose to but I go to C-Lunch anyways LOL shhhh

*SammiClaire* la3/sammic at 8:50 PM CST
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Wednesday, 19 January 2005

Mood:  silly
Now Playing: Ironic * Alanis Morissette
Well i had a fun night with angel, we stoped by and visited sonder while she was babysitting and then we went to town and had so much fun LOL Ryte Angel! oh and I thought i was over (You Kno Who) but i was wrong, im missing him more and more.....and i called him and asked if he had sonders cell # but i had it i just wanted to hear his voice. My bad!

*SammiClaire* la3/sammic at 8:03 PM CST
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Monday, 17 January 2005

Mood:  chatty
Now Playing: One Night Stand * Lil Jon
OMG remember how i said i was 100% sure that (U Kno Who) liked someone else....well i know who it is now! my best friend Sonder<

*SammiClaire* la3/sammic at 9:06 PM CST
Updated: Monday, 17 January 2005 9:10 PM CST
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Saturday, 15 January 2005

Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: Lovers and Friends * Lil Jon
I apologized to him last night cuz i was being a bitch to him. And he was so understanding and he told me i had a good reason to act that way towards him (which is a lie I have no reason) but he told me it was ok. Hes such a great guy and i guess i would rather have a great friendship with him rather than a shitty relationship. but i still really really like him. but i now know he likes someone else and this i am 100% sure of im just not sure who it is.

*SammiClaire* la3/sammic at 9:51 PM CST
Updated: Saturday, 15 January 2005 9:54 PM CST
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Friday, 14 January 2005

Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: Hand In My Pocket * Alains Morissette
Well i almost didnt go to school today i didnt feel like gettin outta bed and then i realized i wanted to see (U Know Who) so i decided to go about 5th hour. And it wasnt all that great. i didnt talk to him last night on the net cuz i was being a bitch cuz part of me wants to hate him but then there is part of me that misses him so much. And now hes not talkin to me which is totally understandable! I HATE THIS I MISS HIM SO MUCH HE DONT EVEN KNOW!

*SammiClaire* la3/sammic at 7:07 PM CST
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Thursday, 13 January 2005

Mood:  lyrical
Now Playing: Come To My Window * Melissa Etheridge
I didnt go to school today. I didnt think i could handle seeing (U Know Who) and having the feeling that he likes my best friend c. And I didnt even wanna try. So i told mom i was sick and since i normally dont miss school she let me stay home. Now the challange is to get outta bed 2moro and go to school and see him! I dont want to say this but Damn i want him back (not gonna happen) it amazes me how he can just be like all buddy buddy with me. Part of me wants to be like dont fuckin talk to me but i know thats not the right thing to do. you know that sayin "Past lovers remain friends cuz they are still in love or they never really were" well im leading towards that last comment for my case. I have a feeling this is gonna be a long period of heartache

*SammiClaire* la3/sammic at 5:02 PM CST
Updated: Thursday, 13 January 2005 5:06 PM CST
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Wednesday, 12 January 2005

Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Keep on Keepin On *Jo Jo
Well we had school today and I missed kaleb so much. i mean he was right there i could see him i could talk to him but he was just kaleb to me not
!i!i!*Kaleb*!i!i!. We shared a few words with eachother but not to much. i think its finally hitting me....hes no longer my bf! which totally sux but i know ill live. I went to school with a big smile on my face but idk who i was fooling i feel really hurt inside and im not sure what to make of it. We been talkin like we always do on the net and we were just having a good convo and he asked me who i like and part of me wanted to say well the same person ive liked for the past 5 months but i said no one at the moment. and then i asked the same ? in return and he said idk so right now im thinking he likes someone else he just dont want to tell me right now. which i guess i can understand. Right now im so so so hurt. and i know i dont show it at all cuz i like to think im a strong person. But kaleb has seen my cry b4 so im not fooling him.

*SammiClaire* la3/sammic at 6:02 PM CST
Updated: Thursday, 13 January 2005 5:06 PM CST
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Tuesday, 11 January 2005

Mood:  blue
Now Playing: Since You Been Gone* Kelly Clarkson
Well its tuesday and we dont have school again. The roads are SUPER slick! Last night my bf broke up with me which is all good i guess. Today would have been 3 months but o well. I didnt even cry which is a big surprize. Well it will take me awhile to get over him but I know I can do it! LOL

*SammiClaire* la3/sammic at 11:18 AM CST
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Monday, 10 January 2005

Mood:  down
Now Playing: Walked Outta Heaven * Jagged Edge
Well its monday and I went to school! Whoohoo (LOL) well I heard some news about a pervious crush of mine lol hes single! But I got a bf (which is all good) but latly i been feeling alot of tention from him. Its hard to explain but i feel like im nothing but a burden to him! Everytime i talk its like oh god forbid i talk to him! My pshyco senses are kickin in (LOL Chey) I have this feelin its gonna be over soon! Thats not what i want but its gonna come some day. 2moro is the 11th which means i been with my bf for 3 months but im sure it seems like a century to him. But maybe this stuff is all in my head. Idk i just know i love him more than anything. But im thinking the feeling isnt mutual.

*SammiClaire* la3/sammic at 6:25 PM CST
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Thursday, 6 January 2005

Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Only Hope * Mandy Moore
Ok so today we didnt have school AGAIN. Its thursday and we havent had school. Its driving me nuts and at the same time making me so mad! And on top of this all i got sick today so even if we go to school 2moro i dont know if ill go. And some people are just driving me nuts! lol no names Angel knows who im talkin about lol but shh!

*SammiClaire* la3/sammic at 8:08 PM CST
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