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Step back into Milly's Millinery
Sunday, October 9, 2005
Thursday night shoes
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: Moonlight Serenade
Topic: Urban farming
Fertile ground. We embarked on our adventure early, testosterone being what it is, and makeup being what it isn't.

Pink suede mules with pink suede roses. Pink "coin purse" handbag with the pink and silver rhinestone detachable snowflake pin on it. Bumble singing Holly Jolly Christmas and featuring classic "snowmonster noises" (holding treetop star).

Grand total? Of course, nothing for me, but for them?

$16.64! Mom nearly had an old guy picking up our tab. She is a wonder.

We found a new place to kick.

Posted by snowflake at 7:36 PM EDT
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Saturday, October 8, 2005
Guests optional
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: Top o the mornin'
Topic: Cheez-it and Kat
Incense reminds me of Jesus.
Meth....oh God...oh my God....and just
god
She took a dive today, she did.
I always wished I could see one of those movies where the
women dance in the water.
What does the music sound like in their dreams?
The flash brought our bodies close enough to feel one
another without touching.
My eyes licked over his shiny teeth...singing squeaky.
"Where'd you get all that money, daddy?"
Stone. He is a rock. My pet rock.
the rub
"Where's the yeah?"
on the counter. grab hold.
there's no mirror to watch yourself fall here
My God you're stunning snowflake.
On grandpa's sweater, to downtown...my postwar meth
snowflake glimmered atop of old smokey.
Hustle AND flow on stagnant ash.
Purple casts.
I begged, "Please not purple."
She didn't know what I meant.
What happened to signs.
My ashes fall to a glass star.
He wanted her to notice the Lexus, but she couldn't get
over the song.
::turns up song:: His anger confuses her. I love that
song?
It's a nice car. The song is fabulous. I had no idea you
were a cowboy.
What's a Lexus?
I had never heard of one.
It still means nothing to me. What is it?
A car.
Yeah. But that song....
I don't have to be. I can function.
I told him, when you ask for your space in the
fridge...don't hurt her feelings.
He told me that he heard her talking to me at four a.m.
So he took the cookies off the top and it meant nothing.
I'll pass it on.
Like it or not.
Still...don't hurt her. You are the fucking love of her
life.
Asshole.
You love her. I know you do.
Take me home.
It's not even Monday, daddy.
Monday is OUR day.
Why didn't he tell me?
On the floor, I kept saying..."It's Monday this month, just
like next month is Monday." and he just nodded.
What day is it?
Yeah. Killer herb.
Friday.
Fruit Loops.
Gin and juice.
Tin or rocks.
Astro....NOT.
He's something.
He gave me some of the sauce Mom couldn't resist last
night, he couldn't wait to tell me.
When he asked, "Is that enough?" I smiled my little girl
smile and shook my head.
"More."
Love me long time.
[that thought dedicated to reveredphelps] what up baby?
chunk deuce
I ran the relish through the harmonizer.
Some time later, he was apologizing for getting me from bed
again. "It's so nice up here."
It's okay. I know, dad.
"What do you want? I think trees should touch the
ceiling."
I want ::dances::
He ::dances::
It is silent, but for snowflake's snapping and their
giggling.
Socks slide like rollerblades in the treehouse. Holla
kitty!!
Stop.
What I meant was I want a coffee table. Get to it.
Everything changes in the treehouse. Everything.
Must.
all the children need someone to show them they can be
someone
I gave him that and more.
Yes, you ache for space. Look around at what your little
one has.
Nothing. Nothing at all.
You win. What you two own did better than your parents did
to you two.
Painfully shy. I'll always have space.
Insane. I'll always have art.
Ugly. I'll always have beauty.
and the beer I stole from you.
Thanks Mommy.
I miss you Matt. Even though I have no clue what "stolen
beer" meant. ::shrugs::
I do steal beer from my mom, but she lets me. So I'm not
habitual.
Just a criminal?
who isn't.
Heh.
eh.
e.
What is that about?

Posted by snowflake at 6:24 AM EDT
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Friday, October 7, 2005
My one and only You
Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: ...I can hear the vessels' chimes
Topic: 2.79, that's three bucks!
A series of events that lets me know I am still Yours.

While in bed with The City, drugged became crystal clear without digits being involved (yet platinum was).

It's always two.

I dream of suffocating

....for Their amusement.

I'm here and so is the cold. Right on schedule! Late late late. Just in time for zoe.

Katz' have their tongues and don't deserve Us.

I think.

......I miss you


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Posted by snowflake at 3:18 AM EDT
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Wednesday, October 5, 2005
"Curious about what the note said?" {signed}
Mood:  mischievious
Now Playing: Never B Peace - 2Pac
Topic: Unanswered questions
Here is our piece bien faite for today. Well done kids.

He had another agenda. It wasn't our scavenger hunt treasure list.

Bye bye bitches! and Bye bye bitches. Lisa Cholodenko gets added to our list. She can come on our quest, no?

The beerman of Iowa asked about Kathy. I am In Her Shoes. Researching something for You, I found Kathie Chrestman c. 1977.

Kathie underlined ringworm. I love being right about tattoos and not wanting one.

I did find out the staff might kill me and peripherally, stenosis of the anus grabbed me. A congenital defect, of which I have several.

Men need to be stroked. Id and ego. Empower Us all. Emasculate no one.

Some alcoholics seem to think addicts are more socially accepted. Perhaps.

To Greta [ridesdowntown], Lucies [nepenthe of the vulgus], and sycophants!!

Posted by snowflake at 3:56 PM EDT
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Tuesday, October 4, 2005
Smarter than you realize.
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: Why
Topic: He believes me.
Heuristucrevenge* [7:23 PM]: I believe you.
Plaid suitcases [7:24 PM]: I'm sure you do. You think I'm stupid.
Heuristucrevenge [7:24 PM]: I most certainly do not.
Plaid suitcases [7:24 PM]: You liked my little quiz for you. I couldn't believe when that girl told me that you said she reminded you of me.
Plaid suitcases [7:25 PM]: Her?
Plaid suitcases [7:25 PM]: Why her?
Plaid suitcases [7:25 PM]: I was sick.
Plaid suitcases [7:25 PM]: That's when I knew you didn't like me.
Plaid suitcases [7:25 PM]: Things changed.
Heuristucrevenge [7:25 PM]: I never didn't like you.
Plaid suitcases [7:26 PM]: She blew it for you then. Better get her.
Plaid suitcases [7:26 PM]: Oh! The timer.
Heuristucrevenge [7:26 PM]: Cooking again?
Plaid suitcases [7:28 PM]: I am.
Plaid suitcases [7:28 PM]: I made dessert for the lunch tomorrow.
Heuristicrevenge [7:28 PM]: What dessert?
Plaid suitcases [7:29 PM]: Easy easy. Blackberry cake.
Heuristucrevenge [7:29 PM]: oooh. Tastey!
Plaid suitcases [7:29 PM]: Dad wasn't too thrilled with lunch today.
Plaid suitcases [7:29 PM]: My menu planning sucks.
Plaid suitcases [7:30 PM]: It's much like my decorating and everything else I do, I guess.
Plaid suitcases [7:30 PM]: Scattered. Incomplete.
Plaid suitcases [7:30 PM]: All over the world.
Heuristucrevenge [7:31 PM]: Is someone running around collecting the pieces for you?
Plaid suitcases [7:31 PM]: Yes. A black hole in space. That's where I'm going.
Heuristucrevenge [7:31 PM]: ah. Entropy!
Plaid suitcases [7:31 PM]: I'll collect them back up eventually.
Plaid suitcases [7:32 PM]: Huh?
Heuristucrevenge [7:32 PM]: Just a fancy word for what you just described.
Plaid suitcases [7:32 PM]: What does it mean?
Heuristucrevenge [7:33 PM]: All energy returning to sapce.
Plaid suitcases [7:33 PM]: Hmm.
Plaid suitcases [7:33 PM]: I guess that is the same thing I said.
Heuristucrevenge [7:33 PM]: All energy returning to sapce.
Heuristucrevenge [7:34 PM]: Pretty much.
Heuristucrevenge [7:34 PM]: Smarter than you realize.
Plaid suitcases [7:34 PM]: I better check on that in case you think like me and we're both wrong.
Heuristucrevenge [7:34 PM]: Surely.
Plaid suitcases [7:37 PM]: Tell me about why babies show up suddenly.
Heuristucrevenge [7:37 PM]: It is only because they are expected.
Plaid suitcases [7:38 PM]: Not a very good answer.

*Name changed to protect the entresol

(1) entropy - lack of differentiation; similarity

Posted by snowflake at 10:10 PM EDT
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hable con ella
Mood:  special
Now Playing: Pride - Seether
Topic: Possession

OnlineHost: *** You are in "Friends - It is on shoes". ***

Plaid suitcases: Wipe out.
Plaid suitcases: Some just can't hang ten with a flake.
Plaid suitcases: No more heroes.

OnlineHost: *** You are in "Friends - Iowa". ***

Plaid suitcases: I didn't get the job at the bar.
Plaid suitcases: The plates move. I need to start a new journal. I wanted you to be my inspiration.
Plaid suitcases: I hope you're in California.
Plaid suitcases: You know of A Moveable Feast, I trust.
Plaid suitcases: I think together we can take The Tavern To Be In. It's so dated.
Plaid suitcases: I want to call it "Hustle Flo."

When you're awake, write to me, Iowa. Tell me where to put your journal entry.

Posted by snowflake at 10:32 AM EDT
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Monday, October 3, 2005
Frac notion.
Mood:  cool
Now Playing: E. mf.
Topic: Children

OnlineHost: *** You are in "Life - where am i". ***
OnlineHost: More to See: Check out AOL Keyword: People Connection.
OnlineHost: WHAT A ZAP has left the room.
Plaid suitcases: Beneath the treehouse.
Plaid suitcases: You old wicked witch.
Plaid suitcases: Love the stockings though.
Plaid suitcases: I liked him.
Plaid suitcases: I just have to think of the name of Michael's comic book Hero's phone before I call.
Plaid suitcases: And I have to find out the name of that movie you kept saying over and over.
Plaid suitcases: Kimchee? Cabbage what?
Plaid suitcases: Rose water?
Plaid suitcases: search word
Plaid suitcases: what
Plaid suitcases: a
Plaid suitcases: sap
Plaid suitcases: p
Plaid suitcases: ling
OnlineHost: MrCayesli has entered the room.
Plaid suitcases: Hello.
OnlineHost: MrCayesli has left the room.
Plaid suitcases: Heh.
Plaid suitcases: Timing is every where.
Plaid suitcases: Rage.
Plaid suitcases: His phone would be named...
Plaid suitcases: I named her cell this weekend.
Plaid suitcases: We did decide on Chaikan. Since she prefers to make the girls vibrate when her mouth resembled the owl.
Plaid suitcases: It's a girl!
Plaid suitcases: I asked her if she even remembers being with Me. If she remembers Us.
Plaid suitcases: She said, "I'm here."
Plaid suitcases: "Why do you ask me that all the time when I'm right here." "You hurt me."
Plaid suitcases: She hurt me. She forgot to chose the sex of her cell phone and give it a name.
Plaid suitcases: What happened to my joy?

Posted by snowflake at 5:22 PM EDT
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Saturday, October 1, 2005
Leaving Dublin
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: snowflake - recorded 12-9-01 snow, snow, mirror, and billie A Year In Review
Topic: Connects
Dear Hero in Dublin,

Hop in the brownbunny cab and pick up kiefer, vincent, and i in Truth or Consequences. Everyone looks the same here, but different there.

See me. Plaidsuitcases@aol.com

_____takes over driving and I know we head North/north east to Albuquerque. We're all feeling a little el oh dubya, so we're heading to ef el eh?

To the place where the music was ressurrected. The sacred store is actually adrift in the gulf. Nice chairs.

Oh. Hellishome. Here is there. Honey bear. Pot of blueberry.

Violet Beauregaurde was absent but last time she actually did resemble herself here and there! Down Dow. I like germs.

I saw one of those snow white strethc limos yesterday evening after dinner. From my pocket, I pulled a pen and jotted down the number. I think your ride might get awfully full of chicks for free* cigarettes, my Hero.

Eternally yours,

kelly

*Chicks only.



Posted by snowflake at 8:21 AM EDT
Updated: Saturday, October 1, 2005 10:47 AM EDT
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Friday, September 30, 2005
They come in twos
Mood:  suave
Now Playing: a commercial for The Midnight Rodeo where one of my heroes works
Topic: The UnSuckables
My ideas. Inspirations. Best friends. Orgasms.

Katz's never closes. Us v. Them. Our table is reserved under "The US."

::dance:: on it if you care to. Just come. You'll fit in. If not, you'll leave. That's the beauty of it. You'll decide.

Claire? Come right to me today. I want to go to Milly's.

Love, psuedo-abillyfy.

Posted by snowflake at 2:55 AM EDT
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Lucy enters the shoppe
Mood:  vegas lucky
Now Playing: Santa Baby - Eartha Kitt
Topic: Welcome!
OnlineHost: JOCKIEC928 has entered the room.
JOCKIEC928: 8-)
Plaid suitcases: hi.
JOCKIEC928: hi
Plaid suitcases: One of your eyes is bigger than the other.
JOCKIEC928: is it
Plaid suitcases: It is.
JOCKIEC928: :-(
Plaid suitcases: Did someone punch you?
JOCKIEC928: not that i remember
Plaid suitcases: Whew.
Plaid suitcases: 5 nickels weigh 21 grams?
JOCKIEC928: i did not know that ty
Plaid suitcases: Yeah.
JOCKIEC928: :-)
Plaid suitcases: So what's going on?
JOCKIEC928: not a thing how yourself
Plaid suitcases: I'm not a thing.
JOCKIEC928: :-\
Plaid suitcases: I have to figure out what to do about tonight.
JOCKIEC928: whats tonight
Plaid suitcases: Um...Thursday?
JOCKIEC928: :-)
Plaid suitcases: Is that right?
JOCKIEC928: yes
Plaid suitcases: Jason is coming over.
JOCKIEC928: :-)
Plaid suitcases: And maybe theheroingirl.
Plaid suitcases: I don't know.
JOCKIEC928: :-(
Plaid suitcases: Scheduling is so important.
Plaid suitcases: What's wrong?
JOCKIEC928: herion girl
JOCKIEC928: heroin
Plaid suitcases: You don't like her?
JOCKIEC928: i dont know her
Plaid suitcases: Then why frown?
Plaid suitcases: I can hear the big trucks outside.
Plaid suitcases: Hauling memories away.
JOCKIEC928: that sounds sad
Plaid suitcases: Where are my cigarettes?
JOCKIEC928: i didnt take them
Plaid suitcases: It isn't my house they tore down.
JOCKIEC928: o
Plaid suitcases: Oh. They are just on the bench behind me.
Plaid suitcases: Why did you frown about theheroingirl?
JOCKIEC928: hmmm not really sure
Plaid suitcases: Okay.
Plaid suitcases: Conclusions are often colored way out of the lines by
everyone. Not just me.
JOCKIEC928: very true
Plaid suitcases: Hey...you know when you light a match, but you pinch too
hard?
Plaid suitcases: You burn your thumb.
Plaid suitcases: I just did that.
JOCKIEC928: =-O
JOCKIEC928: dont do it again
Plaid suitcases: My lighters are all out of fluid.
Plaid suitcases: Oh!
Plaid suitcases: And my cigarette went out.
Plaid suitcases: Heh.
JOCKIEC928: lol
Plaid suitcases: I probably will.
Plaid suitcases: Do it again.
Plaid suitcases: Grrr.
Plaid suitcases: Unless...
Plaid suitcases: ::smile::
JOCKIEC928: :-)
Plaid suitcases: How did you do that?
JOCKIEC928: there is a smiley icon in the room next to the A
Plaid suitcases: What?
Plaid suitcases: I mean, how did you light my cigarette?
JOCKIEC928: lol
Plaid suitcases: It's going fine now. It was just sitting there in the
ashtray being stared at by the fishes and friends.
Plaid suitcases: Thank you...uh...
Plaid suitcases: what was your name?
JOCKIEC928: jockie
Plaid suitcases: Oh. Thank you Jockie.
JOCKIEC928: yvw
Plaid suitcases: You didn't burn yourself, did you?
JOCKIEC928: nope
Plaid suitcases: Hot stuff, you are.
JOCKIEC928: :-D
Plaid suitcases: I was thinking about watching Vacation today.
JOCKIEC928: i have to go shopping
JOCKIEC928: i dont like shopping
Plaid suitcases: Oooo...I do.
Plaid suitcases: I already went.
Plaid suitcases: What will you shop for?
JOCKIEC928: my daughters birthday presents
Plaid suitcases: More than one?
JOCKIEC928: she wants a few things
Plaid suitcases: Just one daughter having a birthday?
JOCKIEC928: yes
Plaid suitcases: How old is she going to turn?
JOCKIEC928: 11
Plaid suitcases: Oh. I remember eleven.
Plaid suitcases: Ugh.
JOCKIEC928: lol
Plaid suitcases: What will you buy her. Lots of nice things.
Plaid suitcases: Eleven is rough.
JOCKIEC928: she wants these charms for her cell phone
JOCKIEC928: she wants a green day cd
JOCKIEC928: a jewelry box
Plaid suitcases: You know what is so fun? The dollar store.
JOCKIEC928: and this phone she saw at the mall
Plaid suitcases: A phone?
Plaid suitcases: Oh right. Eleven.
JOCKIEC928: for her room
Plaid suitcases: I forgot.
Plaid suitcases: A pink princess phone?
JOCKIEC928: im not sure
JOCKIEC928: i have to take her to get it
Plaid suitcases: She probably wants some silly cell phone.
JOCKIEC928: she went to the mall with my sister the other night and saw it
JOCKIEC928: she has a cell phone
Plaid suitcases: I think at eleven I wanted one of those circle-shaped
phones.
Plaid suitcases: I was poor. I didn't get one. I had a friend who got one
though.
JOCKIEC928: i know the one
Plaid suitcases: I got the hand-me-down princess phone.
JOCKIEC928: i didnt have a phone in my room
Plaid suitcases: I was the only child who did.
Plaid suitcases: I earned it though.
Plaid suitcases: Not by choice, of course.
Plaid suitcases: Heh.
JOCKIEC928: never by choice
JOCKIEC928: lol
Plaid suitcases: I love dollar stores. You can find all sorts of neat
things little girls love.
Plaid suitcases: I get very happy there.
JOCKIEC928: she loves going to the dollar store
Plaid suitcases: I'm stuck in little girl often.
JOCKIEC928: :-)
JOCKIEC928: brb
Plaid suitcases: Yes. You could make her a big surprise junk bag. For
twenty bucks.
Plaid suitcases: Gift bag included!
Plaid suitcases: Okay. I'll just talk to myself while you're getting ready
to hit the mall.
Plaid suitcases: Watch out for the food court Druids.
Plaid suitcases: Anyway...at Christmas we do the dirty Santa.
Plaid suitcases: Twenty dollar gifts. We always made one of them 20 items
from the dollar store.
Plaid suitcases: Lots of laughs.
Plaid suitcases: One year I made one of them cleaning products that were
battery operated. My sister-in-law opened it, but my sister got a higher
number and ended up snatching those stupid things from my brother's wife. It
was too funny.
Plaid suitcases: Battery-operated toilet cleaners? Come on people.
Plaid suitcases: Psst....ykceb still has to use elbow grease to clean those
toilets. Three boys under five years old. You can just imagine.
Plaid suitcases: Well, I'm going to go back to the couch. I hope you find a
bargain or two for your precious one.
Plaid suitcases: Nice to have met you. Thank you again for the fire.
Plaid suitcases: Good day, Jockie.
JOCKIEC928: have a good day bye
OnlineHost: JOCKIEC928 has left the room.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
*Name has been changed to protect the innocent.

Posted by snowflake at 12:01 AM EDT
Updated: Thursday, September 29, 2005 1:20 PM EDT
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