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Listening to: Linkin Park, "Crawling"
Talking to: Chibs
Feeling:

...blogging again. hehe. it's 9:35 at the time im writing this again..

nothing interesting at all today.. i feel majorly guilty and don't know what to do with myself for it. He probably doesn't even know that during this entire time i was talking 'bout him.. but i mean.. i dunno. i really didnt hate him.. [well i did in a way]. i hated how sometimes he'd treat me like im cool.. sometimes like im shit. i didnt know how to handle it.. so i wrote stuff in my profile and didnt talk as much. over these holidays.. i've changed. im not sure how.. but im different.. i can tell.

well.. if you know im talkin about you, im sorry. i know you haven't really treated me any differently, and i dont want you to. you've been one of the best things that's happened in my life.. i want to thank you.. even if you dont know it.


uh yea.. i got really depressed/upset now.. im going.
x.x;






earlier today..


Well.. im uh.. woohoo my first blog! my first post in my first blog! lol XD


Uh.. bored. Nothing interesting yet today.. atho its only like 12:25. Uh.. yea. Made part of the band site yesterday.. im so lost now its not funny. 1. i hate making buttons, 2. uh.. i cant do it!!! argh.. :(

i'll add more......... later when somethin interesting happens.


oh yea.. i will be making a blog layout myself instead of using this lame angelfire one.. ;D