In my seclusion, I am learning; I am seeking only to be one with my spirit. I believe in God, a spirit, moving, with resurrected flesh. Man ordained rules for acceptance into the Kingdom are, I think, misleading. Consequently, we continually work to obey this mockery and pursue our eternal place. The spiritual is unfortunately ignored and left to feed itself. God is my teacher as I strive to comprehend this realm, so overlooked, so seemingly disconnected. I realize I am so blessed to have been shown, to know without doubt.I struggle to have peace of mind, to reconcile with the unpleasant consequences for choices I have made. I strive to be gentle and compassionate; humility and kindness driving away the boastful and cruel. May my expectations be bound. I plead for a softened heart, pure and innocent; to rid my thoughts of contempt, ridicule, and judgment. That the years of bitterness and mistrust do not overwhelm. May I speak with honesty and laugh with treasured joy; may my spirit translate to those around me wisdom and certainty. I pray my truth in spirit will become an aurora to my being.