'the.breakup'
as i take you back and dig deeper into my heart
tears continue to fall.
the more drugs you submerge in, the more tears i cry.
the more words you unsoberly say, the more tears im lost in.
the more times you fuck up, the more tears i drown in.
a fool just as i thought- falling for you.
giving everything inside of me-to you.
but-----you dont know me.
some things you'll never ever see.
i keep them close to my heart
for no one to see.
and you'll never see them.
ive always been confused with you but
one thing i know for sure
you dont ever deserve to know my true heart.
'stuck'
will i ever be able to let you go?
you're stuck on me and i cant peel you off no matter how much pain you cause.
its like a lesson i'll never be able to learn.
i hate myself for being like this.
its a weakness i never knew i had until i met you.
has it ever been worth it?
5.20.01
'the.breakup'