i yell to you how i'm hurt
but do you really care.
i yell to you to tell me the truth
but you dont dare.
the second i start believing
i realize just how you can be decieving.

i love you.

i really do.

i'm sorry.
again, i'm just going to disappear.
to save myself from more tears.
you say my love is where you belong.
yet time and time again, you do what you know in your heart is wrong.
you put me on this selfish rollercoaster.
and somehow expect us to end up closer.
and now it's gotten to be too much.
and i think i've had enough.
i know our love is so much to lose.
but you've hurt me so much; it isnt me that has to choose.
as the boss says,
maybe you're just a memory of love that used to mean so much.

i wish promises could erase the past.
but we've been down this road time and time again.
i've learned the hard way how the story always ends.
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