Excuse me for endlessly loving you; it was out of control.
Did you do what you set out to do?
But then you just remind me what it is that you think I deserve.
You showed me the warmth of love but always left me in the cold.
I used to pacify problems with boys and "beer".
But things aren't always as they appear.
You can believe what you want and you'll do that anyway.
Because I know you'll always hurt me with the words you just can't say.
Excuse me again, I'm sorry for being so driven by emotion.
But you dont realize you give me your love in rotation.
And that leaves me in endless tears and mental starvation.
Because I once felt that love wasn't love unless it was with you.
So I think I'll just lay down and beg like the dumb puppy you think I am.
01.29.03