Oh! that my young life were a lasting
dream!
My spirit not awak'ning till the beam
Of an Eternity should bring the morrow.
Yes! tho' that long dream were of hopeless
sorrow,
'T were better than the cold reality
Of waking life, to him whose heart must
be,
And hath been still, upon the lovely
earth,
A chaos of deep passion, from his birth.
But should it be - that dream eternally
Continuing - as dreams have been to me
In my young boyhood - should it thus be
giv'n,
'T were folly still to hope for higher
Heav'n.
For I have revell'd, when the sun was
bright
I' the summer sky, in dreams of living
light
And loveliness, - have left my very
heart
In climes of mine imagining, apart
From mine own home, with beings that have
been
Of mine own thought - what more could I have
seen?
'Twas once - and only once - and the wild
hour
From my remembrance shall not pass - some
pow'r
Or spell had bound me - 't was the chilly
wind
Came o'er me in the night, and left
behind
Its image on my spirit - or the moon
Shone on my slumbers in her lofty noon
Too coldly - or the stars - howe'er it
was,
That dream was as that night wind - let it
pass.
I have been happy, tho' [but] in a
dream.
I have been happy - and I loved the
theme:
Dreams! in their vivid coloring of life
As in that fleeting, shadowy, misty
strife
Of semblance with reality which brings
To the delirious eye, more lovely things
Of Paradise and Love - and all our own!
Than young Hope in his sunniest hour hath
known.