i can read your thoguhts
i can break your heart
i know you better than you know yourself
i'm the secret you want to keep
i'm the heart, you'd like to break
i'm willing
to let you learn
from me
i know more than you
i know all that is true
your the lie
i'm the line you crossed
your the bullet shot
i'm the eaten cake
i'm the one that won't break
take it away
take it away
take it away
take it away
no exceptions...
-Something Stolen-
how come your like this
how come your like this
the man made it real
the man had to steal
the man had a reason
the man had my reason
he took it away
he took it away
-There's Always More-
Under it all
is a small life
broken in peices
can't fight for the right
Under it all is a killer
oderless
senceless
nothingness
deadliness
Under it all is intellegence
a mystery to the mind
a mystery to unwind
something to be solved
Under it all is love
there is fear
there is rejection
there is exception
there is serenity
there is assurance
there is carelessness
there is thoughtfulness
there is all that is good
there is all that is bad
there is all that can kill
Under it all there is something
Under it all there is nothing.
Nothing.
Something.
Nothing.
Something.
Nothing.
Something.
Nothing.
Nothing.
Something.
Nothing.
Something.
-I Love Another-
There was a time I'd wondered why,
But now I'm just sick and tired of all your lies,
You'd make me cry,
But the tears I'd shed weren't for you...
You'd make my heart ache,
But not for you...
My love was never yours,
I made that clear,
But it was something you didn't want to hear,
So, I'm telling you now,
Making sure you know,
That you are not the one, that I love so,
Please forgive me,
It wasn't my fault,
Your the one that gave me your heart,
It was something I could not take,
Because then my feelings would be fake,
My heart belongs to another,
I'm sorry to say,
Your not the one that I'll love til the end of my days....
-Suicide-
I'm tired of all my pain
I'm tired of my sad rain
just let it all stop
I can't handle it anymore
I just want to end it....forevermore..
I sit and I cry...
I just want to die...
please let me leave
it's all I need
here lies a gun next to me
right over there were I can see
it sits next to my bed now
I think it would be better if I just were dead now
I reach for the gun
I have a good grip
it's closer to me now
I can feel the tip
it's rested on my leg
just one shot, and i'd be dead
it'd be so easy
it would end all my pain
it would all go away
it would stop my sad rain
i bring it closer
put it close to my eye
it'd be soo easy
to just die......
-Untitled-
can you tell me what you see
can you tell me what you smell
can you tell me if there is something
between heaven and hell
is there an in between
is there somehting unseen
is there something
that just wasn't meant to be
how can i know the truth
how can i know the story
so, just please
give it to me
i need to know
or give it to me, so that i can show
or does it exsist at all
is it something you can hold
or somehting you obtain from experience
from you getting old
what is this sort of thing
i feel and need to get
its something absolutly wonderful
i can only guess
but i dont really know
and neither do you
so when will you tell me this
i ask of you
you said to me
its not within my reach
i am still much to young
and i am still too much of a freak....
-Untitled-
Unresolved feelings I have for you,
Uncontrolable lust, I yearn for you,
Desire pours our from every word I say to you.
Your the one I want, your the one I need,
Your the one I lust for, you bring me to my knees,
You say our God,
You say your all,
But who's there to catch you when you fall,
Your not worth it, I let you go,
You say to me
"I need you so",
But who wants to be treated like shit......not me...
-Gone Forever-
I look out into the window,
I see a world that is shatered and broken,
no light gets through,
nothing grows,
everything is dark,
everything is dead.
All I see is death,
nothing lies,
everything is gone,
and have no hope of returning.
Everything is gone,
everything is dead
there is no hope,
no hope in sight,
no light,
no one to save you,
no one to care,
you are dying,
and you are forgotten,
you are unwanted,
you are left to wither in the darkness of the earth,
with no where to turn to for help,
the dead earth waits to swollow you,
it waits for your consent,
it waits for your decision,
it waits,
for you to give up,
it waits for you to die,
it waits,
it waits,
it swollows you,
and you are gone.............forever.
-This Is Hardcore-
PULP
You are hardcore, you make me hard,
you name the drama, and i'll play the part
t seems I saw you in some teenage wetdream,
I like to get up if you know what I mean,
I want it now, I want it now oh cant you see,
I'm ready now, I'm seeing all the pictures was turned in them froever,
I want to make a movie, so let's star in it together,
Oh...tell me come on, til I say action,
Ah, here comes the hardcore life,
Put your money where you mouth is tonight.
Leave your make-up on, and i'll leave on the lights
Come over here baby and talk in the mic,
Oh yeah I hear now, it's gonna be one hell of a night.
You me let's make...oh no...you gotta take these dreams and make them whole...ah..this is hardocre there is no way back for you,
ah..... this is hardcore this is me on top of you,
and I cant' beleive it took me that long,
our hips, is the eye of the storm,
it's what I need...but in here it is cured,
this is the end of the line, i'm singing the story line, played cut so many times before, that goes in there, that goes in there, that goes in there, that goes in there, and then its over...
Oh....what a hell of a show
but what I want to know what exactly do you do for an encore, cause this is hardcore....
-Untitled-
tell me how to steal, the part that matters most
can you tell me how you feel when i take it apart
let me know when you see, cause i'd like to tell you
how its done
you don't hurt what you know
you obviously don't know what you hurt
the part that pains me least
is when you leave me when im meek
cause you pain me in my heart
when you kill me there it starts to ache
it touches the soul in unbearable pains
it reeks havack on the mind
it plays games, but takes it time
it cares not for your needs, it's selfish
ways are known, you cant forget how you see it
its too obvious even for the blind
so when you come upon it once again
you'll notice that its still there
it won't leave
its part of you
it's part of me
it's part of us all
but where it came from....you may think youd don't know
but its origin, is within all of our souls....
-Forget It-
Can I guess what lifes about
What I've experienced
I have no doubts..
lifesfull of ups..
lifes full of downs...
But you need to hold yourself up, or you'll drown...
You need to hold your own ground
It's all what you make wheather its real...
Or wheather its fake...its your own reality you have to take
You've created it it, its all your own
The dreams i've dreamt
The lives i've led ,put me to rest now, take me to bed
I'm too tired to let it go on
My souls worn out, and i am torn
The peices broken, the tapes played out, it's overdue
Scenes played out time and time again the never ending dream....
The out come the same......
The scene is set,....the show is over
The people met, ....the lines have been said
You cant change a thing..till you realise...
Its the end......and its too late.....too late...
This is the end....This is the end..
