This page is dedicated to our daughter Alaya, whom we lost through an Ectopic Pregnancy on July 4, 1998. On this page will be links to other pages about Ectopics and places to get help to deal with the pain. It has been really hard to know that I will never be able to hold my daughter, but I have started to deal with it, and I have come to realize, it really does help to talk about it. Remember, you must have faith that your child(ren) is/are happy wherever they are. All of us fear death, our children have already gone through it, they now have nothing to fear. I believe this is encouraging to know. :)
If you have any comments or questions, please email me and I will do my best to help you. My email address is: star@cgocable.net and Black_Raven@hotmail.com Good luck and God bless.
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Hello all! It has been 3 years since we lost our precious baby daughter. We had absolutly no closure on this, and we miss her every second of our lives. Since then, many things have happened. When I created this page, I didn't know it, but I was just pregnant with our second. On May 28, 1999 we gave birth to a prefectly healthy 7lb 7oz baby girl. We named her Autumn Star, and she is our world. On September 9, 2000 we got married, with Autumn being our "Best Girl"! She didn't want anything to do with Mama that day, as I was dressed like she had never seen! :) In January 2001, Rob and I separated due to marital problems. Autumn crawled into her shell, and didn't come back out till Rob and I got back together again on April 30th. It was then we decided we would leave it to God to see if we would have another baby. Well, we got pregnant again in June, and on August 9th, we lost the baby. We had gut feelings it was a boy, so we named him Spencer Robert. You can read Alaya's story and Spencer's story on this page. I will also post Autumn's birth story. Very soon, I plan on having a Father's Section as well. It will have links on where Father's can go for help to deal, as much of the popular sites on the internet focus on mostly mom's. I would apreciate all comments and suggestions. I want this page to grow on the internet, and become a friend to all those in pain. Email me at anytime, star@cgocable.net and I will get back to you right away. Take care all, I will keep everyone in my heart and prayers. *hugs*
