Many nights I cried
Over a love that fills my soul
The one I "shouldn't have"
The one with secrets I've never told
Treason marks me blindly
Of this I know I'm guilty
Is it yet betrayal?
Or is it just deceival that leaves me filthy?
I couldn't have asked for a love more pure
More special than this?
No love could ever be!
Yet tears flood in like a morning's mist!
"Why" I hear you asking
I give you a blind answer.
For when I began this love
Another feeling grew like cancer.
A feeling of seperation
One that I can't bare
For I was banned of my one love
By the people whose lives I share.
My family, my parents, the people I love,
Have kept me from a true thing
Something I want, but more or less need
Something they thought of as an "internet fling"
But tha's not what it was
It was something much better!!
I met my soulmate there.
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