Mood:
sadI dont know what to feel now. I feel happy because il be soon to be a mother but i feel bad of our situation, yes, the father of my child. Its really feels good to be pregnant even if its hard and knowing that my life changed a lot because of my baby. My perspective in life changed. Our plans seems to be complicated. He's still on studies finishing his second course and me still working things out with my parents. Its hard for me because my boyfriend cant support me financially on my condition. So i have to work hard, good thing i have a very good job with good pay. I never demanded for him, just that i need him to be there always for me.Also my parents still seems angry with me. We decided not to get married yet because we are not yet ready. My parents want me to get married. Kakahiya daw...I already argued with my mom. I feel disappointed so much on her. She want me to abort the baby if i dont want to get married. But at some point i did understand her feelings. Even if were not close, i still love her so much, same with my father. I dont want to make my life miserable like others by settling down because of being pregnant. I want my child to have a future. I love my boyfriend so much that i want him to finish studies. For our baby of course. I love him so much. I love my parents too. now, i just want my parents to see that i can stay with my decision not to get married yet. I know things will be ok. And i hope my parents would understand me.....