Josh-If your asking if I need u, the answer is forever, If your asking if I'll leave u, the answer is never, If your asking what I value, the answer is u, If your asking if I love u, the answer is I do..Josh u mean the world to me, your not only my boyfriend, your my best friend..May 15 2004 is coming near..I can't wait til I am your wife...It will be the best day of my life when I will be finally called Brandi Smith..Love you always baby