An Online Letter To Sara
Dear Sara,
This is an online letter I decided to write you, because I felt like I needed to. I'm sorry that I'm not the best boyfriend in the world, or even a boyfriend you deserve (I cannot stress this enough, lol), but, I felt like I had to tell you this. I do not know what it is, but whenever I try to get closer to you, you pull away twice as fast, and whenever I try to help you, you hurt yourself twice as much, and when I pull back a little, you pull back 4 times as much. I do not know what's goin on here, but I felt like I had to tell you that all of this is tearin me apart. I've cried myself to sleep thinkin about all of this the past 4 nights. I just want to get closer to you, but that seems impossible. No matter how hard I try you pull away harder and harder and harder, and I do not want to lose you, so, I'm begging you in this online letter to please, at least tell me why you do this. I think it's because you've been hurt before when you opened up. You claim to love me, but you don't trust me, love and trust go together like peas in a pod. I just want to know what's up, and I again beg you, to at least try and open up and trust me, if even a little bit. I trully do love you and would never hurt you.
I know it's very hard to believe these words, and that an old pain is probably welling up inside of you, but please, give me a chance. I have never lied to you, broken your trust or anything. I just ask for a chance, and I believe we would both benefit from it :)
Sincerely,
Jeremiah
P.S. I'd do anything for you, and you know this as you have seen it. I ask just this one thing from you, plz, at least do that for me.
