Monday, March 7, 2005

looking back
Mood:  a-ok
Topic: love
it's funny what you see when you look back on a situation or experience. You wonder why you didn't see it at first, but I guess sometimes we only see what we want to see or think we should see. In the past couple of weeks I've seen a lot of things I didn't notice before because I had blinders on.

once the blinders came off I found out that I had been missing out on a lot of love. I realized I hadn't really been paying attention to someone who had been trying to love me for years. I had to sit down and take a loong look at things and I thought.. what the hamfat was I ??

sometimes things come from the most unexpected places or people. I remember a while back he used to tell me he liked me or whateva but I never thought he was serious.. just said ah whateva. But he was patient.. told me it's ok..I have patience and some things are worth waiting for.

I'm not into anything, but my eyes are open and he got my attention. so who knows what will happen. I'm looking forward to finding out.