Death of a dreamer 

once upon a time , there was a dreamer 

who left the reality  

and dwell virtually 

anonymously , she was hoping to help 

wanting nothing more than to feel she is useful

she is making a difference in the world

she is useful to her religion

she belongs to a place where only words can rule

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I hoped to spread peace and aimed to make people realize what is beyond life,

so they value what they do daily  

putting almighty Allah in front of their eyes 

I hope I did 

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3 years have passed 

their was a point where I wished to be unique 

and I found out I'm transformed to another blabber mouth 

exposing her life in a boring fashion as the rest

 I was diverted away from my aim

and I'm useless 

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this point of my life , I shall leave virtual life

this point of my life, 

I shall dwell in reality 

in Sha allah  Al mightily Allah will help me 

living what is left of my life

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so many deaths I hear every day

I wonder will Allah cast his mercy upon me when my time comes

final apology to everyone whom I might have hurt intentionally  or unintentionally 

whom ever I helped in away or another , please don't forget me from your  prayers

Dreamer Of Death