THIS IS MORE DETAILED ME. MY NAME IS SERGIO PERO I ALSO GO BY JUNIOR. I'M SINGLE BUT I'M A LITTLE PICKY WHEN IT COMES TO FEMALES, MAYBE THATS THE REASON I AM SINGLE LOL NAH I GOT OUT OF A LONG, SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP A YEAR AGO AND I LEARNED ALOT FROM IT. I AM AN EASY LAID BACK FELLA WHOSE LOOKING FOR THE SAME IN A FEMALE, NOT GHETTO GIRLS. YOU GOTTA BE SMART, FUNNY, AND KNOW WHAT YOU WANT, HAVE AMBITIONS AND GOALS. I DON'T LIKE GAMES DON'T LIKE TO BE PLAYED IN RETURN. I DON'T PUT UP WITH SHYT FROM NO ONE SO IF THERE IS HATIN GOIN ON THEN THERES GONNA BE PROBLEMS, OTHERWISE WE COOL.
I DON'T SMOKE OR PUT ANY HARMFUL SUBSTANCES IN MY BODY, SHIT ONLY GIVES YOU HEALTH PROBLEMS. I DO DRINK OCCASIONALLY, BEER, GOTTA LOVE IT MAN LOL. I'M A GYM RAT SO I LOVE TO WORK OUT. I LOVE KIDS BUT DON'T HAVE ANY OF MY OWN YET, WELL NOT THAT I KNOW OF LOL NAH I'M KIDDING. I DO WANT A BIG FAMILY BUT NOT TILL MARRIAGE, I'M OLD FASHIONED LIKE THAT. I ALSO LOVE TO DRAW AND WRITE. I LOVE BASKETBALL AND PLAY EVERY CHANCE I GET. OTHER THINGS I DO FOR FUN WITH MY BUDDIES ARE PAINTBALL FIGHTING SHIT'S THE BOMB, WRESTLING, MOVIES, PLAYSTATION, AND FOOTBALL, JUST HAVE FUN, IN A NUTSHELL. MOST OF MY FAMILIA IS IN ARIZONA, KANSAS IS ALRIGHT AND IT'S HOME TO ME NOW, I MOVED HERE AT 6 THEN BACK TO ARIZONA TO LIVE WITH MY POPS AND CAME BACK TO KANSAS AT 9 BUT EVENTUALLY I'LL BE GOING BACK TO MY ORIGINAL HOMETOWN WITH MOMS. AIGHT WELL THAT'S MY LIFE STORY LOL
PEACE
THEY CALL IT THE 'QUARTER LIFE CRISIS'. IT IS WHEN YOU STOP GOING ALONG WITH THE CROWD AND START REALIZING THAT THERE ARE A LOT OF THINGS ABOUT YOURSELF THAT YOU DIDN'T KNOW AND MAY NOT LIKE. YOU START FEELING INSECURE AND WONDER WHERE YOU WILL BE IN A YEAR OR TWO, BUT THEN GET SCARED BECAUSE YOU BARELY KNOW WHERE YOU ARE NOW.
YOU START REALIZING THAT PEOPLE ARE SELFISH AND THAT, MAYBE, THOSE FRIENDS THAT YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE SO CLOSE TO AREN'T EXACTLY THE GREATEST PEOPLE YOU HAVE EVER MET AND THE PEOPLE YOU HAVE LOST TOUCH WITH ARE SOME OF THE MOST IMPORTANT ONES. WHAT YOU DO NOT REALIZE IS THAT THEY ARE REALIZING THAT TOO AND ARE NOT REALLY COLD OR CATTY OR MEAN OR INSINCERE, BUT THERE ARE AS CONFUSED AS YOU.
YOU LOOK AT YOUR JOB. IT IS NOT EVEN CLOSE TO WHAT YOU THOUGHT YOU WOULD BE DOING OR MAYBE YOU ARE LOOKING FOR ONE AND REALIZING THAT YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE TO START AT THE BOTTOM AND ARE SCARED.
YOU MISS THE COMFORTS OF COLLEGE, OF GROUPS, OF SOCIALIZING WITH THE SAME PEOPLE ON A CONSTANT BASIS. BUT THEN YOU REALIZE THAT MAYBE THEY WEREN'T SO GREAT AFTER ALL. YOU ARE BEGINNING TO UNDERSTAND YOURSELF AND WHAT YOU WANT AND DO NOT WANT.
YOUR OPINIONS HAVE GOTTEN STRONGER. YOU SEE WHAT OTHERS ARE DOING AND FIND YOURSELF JUDGING A BIT MORE THAN USUAL BECAUSE SUDDENLY YOU REALIZE THAT YOU HAVE CERTAIN BOUNDARIES IN YOUR LIFE AND ADD THINGS TO YOUR LIST OF WHAT IS ACCEPTABLE AND WHAT IS NOT.
YOU ARE INSECURE AND THEN SECURE. YOU LAUGH AND CRY WITH GREATEST FORCES OF YOUR LIFE. YOU FEEL ALONE AND SCARED AND CONFUSED. SUDDENLY CHANGE IS THE ENEMY AND YOU TRY AND CLING ON TO THE PAST WITH DEAR LIFE BUT SOON REALIZE THAT THE PAST IS DRIFTING FURTHER AND FURTHER AWAY AND THERE IS NOTHING TO DO BUT STAY WHERE YOU ARE OR MOVE FORWARD.
YOU GET YOUR HEART BROKEN AND WONDER HOW SOMEONE YOU LOVED COULD DO SUCH DAMAGE TO YOU OR YOU LAY IN BED AND WONDER WHY YOU CAN'T MEET ANYONE DECENT ENOUGH TO GET TO KNOW BETTER. YOU LOVE SOMEONE BUT MAYBE LOVE SOMEONE ELSE TOO AND CANNOT FIGURE OUT WHY YOU ARE DOING THIS BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT A BAD PERSON.
ONE NIGHT STANDS AND RANDOM HOOK UPS START TO LOOK CHEAP AND GETTING WASTED AND ACTING LIKE AN IDIOT STARTS TO LOOK PATHETIC.
YOU GO THROUGH THE SAME EMOTIONS AND QUESTIONS OVER AND OVER AND TALK WITH YOUR FRIENDS ABOUT THE SAME TOPIC BECAUSE YOU CANNOT SEEM TO MAKE A DECISION.
YOU WORRY ABOUT LOANS AND MONEY AND THE FUTURE AND MAKING A LIFE FOR YOURSELF AND WHILE WINNING THE RACE WOULD BE GREAT, RIGHT NOW YOU'D JUST LIKE TO BE A CONTENDER.
WHAT YOU MAY NOT REALIZE IS THAT EVERYONE RELATES TO YOU. WE ARE IN OUR BEST OF TIMES AND OUR WORST OF TIMES, TRYING AS HARD AS WE CAN TO FIGURE THIS WHOLE THING OUT.
ONE NIGHT A MAN HAD A DREAM. HE DREAMED HE WAS WALKING ALONG THE BEACH WITH THE LORD. ACROSS THE SKY FLASHED SCENES FROM HIS LIFE. FOR EACH SCENE, HE NOTICED TWO SETS OF FOOTPRINTS IN THE SAND; ONE BELONGED TO HIM, AND THE OTHER TO THE LORD.
WHEN THE LAST SCENE OF HIS LIFE FLASHED BEFORE HIM, HE LOOKED BACK AT THE FOOTPRINTS IN THE SAND. HE NOTICED THAT MANY TIMES ALONG THE PATH OF HIS LIFE THERE WAS ONLY ONE SET OF FOOTPRINTS. HE ALSO NOTICED THAT IT HAPPENED AT THE VERY LOWEST AND SADDEST TIMES IN HIS LIFE.
THIS REALLY BOTHERED HIM AND HE QUESTIONED THE LORD ABOUT IT. "LORD, YOU SAID THAT ONCE I DECIDED TO FOLLOW YOU, YOU'D WALK WITH ME ALL THE WAY. BUT I HAVE NOTICED THAT DURING THE MOST TROUBLESOME TIMES IN MY LIFE, THERE IS ONLY ONE SET OF FOOTPRINTS, I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST, YOU WOULD LEAVE ME."
THE LORD REPLIED, "MY PRECIOUS CHILD, I LOVE YOU AND I WOULD NEVER LEAVE YOU, DURING YOUR TIMES OF TRIAL AND SUFFERING, WHEN YOU SEE ONLY ONE SET OF FOOTPRINTS, IT WAS THEN THAT I CARRIED YOU."
With all the suffering that goes on in this world, many people begin to question how can God let so many horrible things happen to us, such as th 9/11 attack. People think, that God does not care, but no one seems to understand that it is us who are asking him to get away... Schools are rejecting prayer...The goverment long ago seperated church and state...we are asking God to leave...so what does that leave us?
Life is full of mystery and questions, and we can`t waste our time trying to find all the answer, for if attempted you will one day discover that you have wasted your time. God is the only one who is all knowing, let him take care of the mystery, you just take care of yourself.
THERE ARE TWO KINDS OF PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD, THE ONE'S WHO PORTRAY THEMSELVES AND THE ONE'S WHO THINK THEY PORTRAY THEMSELVES, BUT ONLY PORTRAY THE ONE'S WHO HAVE THOUGHT BEFORE THEM.
DON'T GIVE UP WHEN YOU STILL HAVE SOMETHING TO GIVE. NOTHING IS REALLY OVER UNTIL THE MOMENT YOU STOP TRYING.
GOD GRANTED ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE, COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN, AND WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE.
LIFE TO ME IS LIKE A BIG WAITING ROOM, THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS IS WHAT YOU DO WHILE YOUR WAITING.
PEOPLE ARE GOING TO TALK ABOUT YOU ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY ENVY YOU AND THE LIFE YOU LIVE, LET THEM...YOU AFFECTED THEIR LIVES, THEY DIDN'T AFFECT YOURS.
TALK SLOWLY BUT THINK QUICKLY.
MARRY SOMEONE YOU LOVE TO TALK TO. AS YOU GET OLDER, THEIR CONVERSATIONAL SKILLS WILL BE AS IMPORTANT TO YOU AS ANY OTHER.
YOU PASS THROUGH THIS WORLD BUT ONCE, ANY GOOD YOU CAN DO, DO IT NOW FOR YOU SHALL NOT PASS THIS WAY AGAIN.
WHAT'S DONE IN THE DARKNESS EVENTUALLY COMES TO LIGHT...PEOPLE CAN TRY TO PLAY BUT THE TRUTH WILL ALWAYS FIND A WAY TO REVEAL ITSELF.
The MAN who USE TO have you,
has no idea what he lost,
The MAN that HAS YOU NOW
doesn`t know what he is truly possessing
The MAN that SOMEDAY will have you,
will have no idea HOW CLOSE to heaven he will be
LOVE is but the discovery of ourselves in others,
and the delight of the recognition.
There is Only One Kind Of LOVE
but there are a thousand different versions . . .
I was made aware of this because of YOU
THIS PAGE WAS MADE FOR MY BY ONE OF MY FAVORITE FEMALES, LILA, BACK IN SUMMER OF '03. I DID THE EASY PART WHICH IS TYPE MY MESSAGE LOL NAH BUT SHE SHOWED ME HOW TO DO STUFF LIKE PUT MY MUSIC IN, SO I'M TRYING OUT SOME DOWNLOADED SINGLES AND ADDED SOME PICTURES, I'M DEDICATING THIS TO HER BUT BEFORE I DO CHECK HER PAGE, THE LINK'S AT THE BOTTOM, SHE DIDN'T WANNA MAKE IT BUT SHE DID IT FOR ME CAUSE IM THE MAN! LOL NAH CAUSE SHE'S MY GIRL. ALSO I HAVE PLANS FOR THIS PAGE ONCE MY GIRL TEACHES ME SO IT'LL LOOK BETTER AND BE MORE INTERESTING.
LILA, YOU ARE TRUELY MY DOWN ASS RIDE OR DIE CHICK, YOUR ALWAYS THERE FOR ME NO MATTER WHAT, UNDERSTANDING ME, SUPPORTING ME, FEELING MY PAIN, GOING THAT EXTRA MILE FOR ME, PUTTING AN EFFORT INTO OUR FRIENDSHIP, MAKING ME LAUGH AND SMILE, AND LIGHTING UP MY WORLD. WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH TOGETHER AND HAVE A SPECIAL CONNECTION BECAUSE YOU KNOW ME INSIDE OUT, LIKE NO OTHER. WE HANG OUT ALOT AND HAVE FUN AND I NEVER GET BORED WHEN YOUR WITH ME. YOUR SPECIAL TO ME BECAUSE I BELIEVE THAT YOUR ARE A BIG PART OF WHAT I HAVE BECOME TODAY. YOU MAY BE YOUNGER THAN I AM BUT I ALWAYS LOOK UP TO YOU AND LEARN ALOT FROM YOU. YOU SEEM TO HAVE A GRIP ON LIFE AND KNOW WHAT YOU WANT AND HOW TO GET THERE. YOU AMAZE ME, FOR A 20 YEAR OLD, YOU HAVE EXPERIENCE MORE THAN SOME DO IN THEIR ENTIRE LIFETIME EVEN THOUGH YOU MAY NOT SEE IT, OTHERS DO. YOUR A BEAUTIFUL, SMART, CONSIDERATE, INTELLIGENT FEMALE AND I CONSIDER MYSELF LUCKY TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE, KEEPING ME ON MY TOES, AND CARING SO MUCH ABOUT ME, YOU TRUELY ARE MY ANGEL. KEEP YOUR HEAD UP THROUGH-OUT EVERY GOOD AND BAD RUN IN LIFE AND BABY DON'T EVER CHANGE OR LET ANYONE TRY TO THROW YOU OFF THE THRONE YOU DESERVE TO BE ON, MUCH LOVE TO YA MA
-The only thing that comes from a sleeping man are dreams.
Tupac Amaru Shakur
-Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt.
Shakespeare
-Many of life`s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.
Thomas A. Edison (1847 - 1931)
-I don`t know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody.
Bill Cosby (1937 - )
"There`s going` be some stuff you going` see
that`s going` make it hard to smile in the future.
But through whatever you see,
through all the rain and the pain,
you gotta keep your sense of humor.
You gotta be able to smile through all this bullshit.
Remember that.
"Keep ya head up."
Tupac Amaru Shakur
